59. Those who used to be true and beautiful
Pulling a chair and sitting down beside the bed, Xi Shen took the empty water cup in Qu Xinyan's hand and replied lightly: "I'll help."
Hearing this, Qu Xinyan was strange.
What to help? What to help?
Seeing that her back seemed a little empty, Xi Shen was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable sitting, so he went to the end of the bed to shake the head of the bed high, then took a soft pillow and placed it behind her waist.
Under Qu Xinyan's increasingly puzzled gaze, he glanced at the bedside table and signaled her to look here.
She turned around and found a piece of paper on the bedside table. She didn't know when it was placed, but she didn't even see it when she got out of bed and poured water.
When she expanded the note, she saw Ying Xichi's words appearing vividly on the paper.
I have some urgent matters, have a good rest and wait for me to come back. By the way, I can use Xishen as much as possible, so you can't help it.
After reading it, she understood. It turned out that Xi Shen was called by Ying Xichi. She pursed her lips and smiled, took her eyes to secretly glance at him. Seeing that Xi Shen's attention was not on her, she put down the note.
It seems that the grudge between the two should be officially lifted. She coughed with a clear voice and took the initiative to find the topic.
“Have you been busy lately?”
It seemed that she would take the initiative to talk to her. Xi Shen looked at her in surprise, then shook her head.
"That's good," she slapped her word, "and she can have a lot of time to do what she likes."
Xi Shen: "What about you? What about you in the future?"
After that? Qu Xinyan thought for a while: "I should have a rest at home!" It is impossible to go to work. The doctor also said that the first three months were more dangerous, and she didn't dare to go to a too dangerous place alone.
After Xi Shen said, he remembered this important thing and his eyes fell on her abdomen covered by the quilt without control. He thought that a month should be flat, and it was not enough to see the traces.
Because of the change of relationships, it seems that the competition in the past when talking has disappeared, and replaced by the comfort of getting along. Qu Xinyan sometimes even thinks that if all three of them can completely let go of the past, perhaps it is not impossible to be good friends.
As soon as the topic opened, the two of them started to chat more and more unconsciously. When Qu Xinyan asked about the past between him and Ying Xichi, Xi Shen's eyes flashed, and the hands they held were holding relaxed and tightened.
She wondered if she was asking too directly, and then she heard him speak slowly.
"The first team was only me and him..."
There seem to be many friends who come together because of their interests and hobbies. Xi Shen and Ying Xichi are also one of them. The two of them got together because they had a common hobby, so they practiced together and participated in competitions together. They hoped that this platform would leave their names in the future.
In this process, more and more like-minded friends joined, such as Luo Min, and others. Some have been around until now, and some may not be able to persevere for various reasons and leave this small world early.
Xi Shen once thought that if there hadn't happened at that time that made so many people unhappy, the relationship now would have been better, and the bright future would have been predictable.
"At that time, we were full of energy and thought we were young, so we thought we could not do anything. We challenged many limits and went to all the wonderful corners of the world together."
Those pasts are indeed real and beautiful, and every time I think of them, they are like a wealth that I will never lose.
Regarding this topic, Xi Shen said a lot. Qu Xinyan listened most of the time and responded a few words from time to time. This time she was before Xi Shen was depressed and comforted: "The road ahead is still so long, don't remember what is past."
There is still so long that I can decide how to live by myself. And let the past become the past. No matter how beautiful or embarrassing it is, keep it in my heart and don’t remember it anymore.
The conversation seemed to have come to an end here. Xi Shen looked at her eyes and suddenly sighed in a low voice.
"I never forget to talk to him at all times. Why am I not as lucky as him to meet someone like you?"
*******
Ying Xichi is indeed an urgent matter.
So as soon as he finished the treatment, he rushed back to the hospital immediately. Before leaving, he called Xi Shen over and helped to take care of him for the time being. Even though the two of them were still in a state of not being able to contact them actively, many things had actually changed invisibly.
For example, he has an inexplicable sense of trust in Xi Shen. In addition to his parents, he is most at ease to take care of her for the time being.
When he arrived at the door of the ward, Ying Xichi was panting and was about to push open the door, but at this moment he heard a pleasant laugh from inside, probably because Xi Shen was talking about something. Looking in from the glass window, you could see the bright smile on her face.
It's really happy.
"What are you talking about so much?"
Ying Xichi heard it for a while and went straight in, sitting down and holding her hand in her eyes with joy.
She was listening to Xi Shen's interesting experiences and was interrupted by Ying Xichi and continued: "What?"
Xi Shen paused, glanced at someone who had a strong presence since he came back, and continued to say without changing his face.
After a while, she had been sitting for too long. Ying Xichi forced her to lie down and rest for a while, and she and Xi Shen walked outside.
Relying against the white wall, Ying Xichi looked at the clock above his head and whispered softly and slowly: "You should know what I have to do with you."
I went out just now, and in addition to dealing with urgent matters, I also rejected an invitation.
Xi Shen obviously received the notice earlier than him and said, "What do you want to say?"
"I have refused," Ying Xichi looked up at Xi Shen, "It's not because he gave in. You understand that I can't leave, nor can I leave."
Recently, an extreme sports competition in the United States is going to hold a training session, and people who have won awards from all over the world have invited them to participate. After the training, it will be a real competition. The medal is extremely valuable and many experts are flocking to it.
Because the organizer only planned to choose one person in S City, the quota fell between Xi Shen and Ying Xichi. Obviously, Ying Xichi had refused and the candidate had been decided.
"It's not to say that I'm giving it to you. This opportunity is rare. To be honest, I really want to go there," he said. "But you know, she's pregnant and I can't leave her. Besides, I don't want to spend less time with her anymore because of this. Do you understand?"
I just want Xi Shen to know that he will not repeat the wrong thing again.
Xi Shen is also a person who is clear and naturally understands Ying Xichi's intention. He silent for a while: "Even if you don't refuse, we need a game, and I am confident that I can win this place."
So, it's not a concession.
After the topic ended, there seemed to be nothing to talk about between the two. After the dull silence, Xi Shen waved his hand and left without looking back.
"I'm leaving, by the way, I wish you happiness."
There was no one in the elevator. Ying Xichi watched Xi Shen disappear. He stood alone for a long time, and suddenly he felt extremely relaxed.
*******
When he returned to the ward, Qu Xinyan was curious and asked what he was saying just now, but he didn't get Ying Xichi's answer, so he gave up. The two of them were so tired of it, and just happened to have a doctor come in and check it. After confirming that everything was fine, he smiled and told them:
"You can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Remember to have a good rest after going home, avoid strenuous exercise and spicy diet..."
The doctor said many things to note. Ying Xichi listened carefully. Halfway through hearing, he quickly took the paper and pen. He was afraid that he would not remember it at that time, so he wrote it clearly in the notebook and praised it after being discovered by the doctor.
That serious attitude is definitely the most positive of the doctors have ever seen.
After having lunch with her, Qu Xinyan had been in the ward for a long time. She was so bored that she was almost moldy. Seeing the sun shining outside, she couldn't help but want to go out for a walk. Ying Xichi couldn't stand Qu Xinyan's grinding, so he agreed to take her downstairs for a small walk.
The sun was very bright today, golden and warm. After walking two laps, she sat on the bench and didn't want to move. She squinted her eyes and wanted to sleep a little, so she wanted to pull the recliner here to bask in the sun.
"Sleepy?" He saw her squinting her eyes and moving his hands around her waist, trying to carry her upstairs, but his hand was quickly pressed down.
"No," he turned his head and rubbed his shoulders. Qu Xinyan hadn't relaxed and comfortable like this for a long time. "Sit for a while, just a moment..."
But no matter how slow the time is, it still came. Ying Xichi accompanied her back to the room. She happened to see both parents coming, but the room was too quiet and no one spoke, and the atmosphere became a little depressed and stiff for a moment. Ying Xichi went in and said a few clever words.
"Good rest," Ying Tiannan said, "you can call us whatever you need."
Although he still has a serious face, he can hear from his tone that he is indeed much closer than before, and he is treated as a family.
Once the silence passed, it became lively. Ying Xinting was very interested in the baby and couldn't move around the bed. Dad Qu and Mother Qu happened to be next to him, so she chatted with her.
Ying Xichi and Ying Tiannan seemed to be redundant, so they walked outside and after a moment of silence, Ying Xichi said softly: "Dad, it's time to forget."
Those unpleasant pasts should be forgotten.
It has been so long since something happened, and everyone has not had a good time. Since life is now perfect, why not let go of both sides, forget the past, and start over?
Hearing this, Ying Tiannan didn't speak, but the string in his heart slammed. After his breathing and rising, he wanted to enter again, but at this moment he heard the crying sound.
Ying Xinting was innocent and inexplicably held in her arms by her mother Qu. Her eyes looked pure and transparent. Ying Tiannan was stared at such a look, and her feet seemed to be nailed and could not move at all.
Chapter completed!