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53. It wasn't intentional

Ying Tiannan turned his head and looked at Ying Xinting, but he did not agree immediately after hearing this.

Except for Ying Xinting, everyone was looking at him, and he just didn't speak until he was woken up by the wind and nodded.

The two men went aside, and Ying Xinting originally wanted to follow her, but was also stopped by Ying Tiannan.

But Qu's mother buzzed her lips and wanted to say something. Her eyes returned to Ying Xinting, and she didn't speak anymore, just watching the two men go further and further away.

The two did not go too far.

Sitting on the stone steps, Papa Qu looked away and could still see Ying Xinting fishing happily. He touched his pocket and lowered his eyebrows.

"Mind of smoking?"

Ying Tiannan shook his head.

After Qu's father touched a cigarette from his pocket, handed Ying Tiannan and was rejected, he turned his head and lit the cigarette silently.

Soon the smoke ignited and went upwards in circles. It felt a little decadent during the day, and Dad Qu breathed out.

"You are right to resent us in that matter back then."

This opening remark undoubtedly opened for later apologies. Father Qu didn't hear Ying Tiannan answering, so he continued to speak.

"At that time, I quarreled with her. It was not the first time we quarreled, but it was the most fiercer time," he sighed with his eyebrows down. "Actually, I didn't think I would have had a divorce with her at that time. I thought we would be like before, just a small quarrel, and it would naturally pass in two days."

But this self-conscious thought made him usher in the darkest period of his life.

"I was successful at a young age and my life was going well. I have never suffered any great hardships since I was a child." Speaking of this, Dad Qu put the cigarette in his mouth and took a big mouthful of force. "Later, my marriage with her was very smooth. It was probably like this that the first half of my life. In the second half of my life, it would give me some twists..."

He said these things were just my own thoughts. At first, Dad Qu thought Ying Tiannan would be impatient to listen, but glanced at him. Although he had no expression on his face, he did not reveal the expression he imagined. He continued: "You and Ying Xinting are both people we are sorry for, but if you have any resentment, I hope you come to me, don't target her, and don't involve your children."

He will take on the wrong things he does, and he will have nothing to be afraid of, and he will not need to involve any innocent people.

After listening for a long time, Yuanshan's eyes turned to Ying Xinting, who was squatting beside the bucket to fish. It was obvious that she was very happy because her mother Qu was indeed good at fishing and came up one by one to make her happy.

It is indeed a sincere company.

But that wasn't enough for him to forgive them.

"At that time, Xinting was still fine," Ying Tiannan was silent for a long time before speaking. As soon as he opened his mouth, he said this, "I always thought that being with her and getting married is the best thing. And after she had Xichi, our family was very happy from the time we were young."

"If it weren't for that accident, Xinting wouldn't have drowned, but if it weren't for the bigger accident in the operation, she would have been fine. She wouldn't have the body of a normal woman, but the heart of a child like she is now."

After a pause, Ying Tiannan looked at Papa Qu with a deep gaze.

"Many times I take her out to play. What she likes is what children like, exactly the same. The eyes of those passers-by who are looking at the animals that have been locked in a cage for too long and have strange movements when they come out. Xinting can't feel it, but I feel uncomfortable. I can't get angry in front of her. I can only protect her better so that these rumors will not hurt her."

Cold stone steps.

Quiet atmosphere.

The temperature penetrated into the bone marrow little by little through his body, making his father Qu unable to help shrink his body. He suddenly shrank his breath and felt uncomfortable being unable to breathe.

"She could not have lived such a life. She could be fine, but now it is obviously not possible." Ying Tiannan's low gaze was like a mountain, which made Qu's father tightly and even weaker. "You said, do I want to forgive you?"

As soon as the words were finished, there was no sound.

Apart from the sound of water by the lake and the laughter and joy that the two could not listen carefully, there was no sound that could enter their ears. Papa Qu just sat stiffly, holding his palm tightly, and he didn't even know where to put his hand.

"I know Xinting likes her very much, but what's the use of this?" Ying Tiannan continued, but his eyes had already left. "This can't make up for anything, nor can she return to normal life."

There was only one person left on the stone steps.

Looking at the man's back as he walked further and further, Dad Qu did not move, but his heart became heavier and heavier.

Ying Tiannan said nothing wrong. What he and Qu’s mother did was just to make up for the debt in their hearts and to make themselves feel better. However, this did not have any substantial compensation for Ying Xinting and Ying Tiannan.

Is it okay to just make her happy?

Is it okay to just play with her carefree?

Not enough, he knows.

At this time, Ying Tiannan had already walked back, holding Ying Xinting's wrist to help her fish. The smoke was still holding between her father's fingers. The fire was light and dark, and it was about to burn to the bottom. He glanced at him and pressed heavily to the ground. He then stood up and went back after the smell of smoke in his body dissipated a lot.

There are really a lot of spoils today. In just over an hour, I have already caught a bucket of fishing quickly.

When Dad Qu walked up, Mother Qu just looked over. That glance contained too much information. He didn't say anything, but sat down on the small chair behind her, shook his head slightly to her and signaled that it was okay.

Mother Qu turned around, but she didn't feel relieved.

Just as I was about to turn around and ask again, I saw Ying Tiannan suddenly holding Ying Xinting's wrist and standing up, still talking.

"It's getting late, can we go home?"

Ying Xinting was having fun, so she naturally refused. She shook Ying Tiannan's arm and looked like she refused to leave. She pouted her mouth and said that she wanted to play for a while.

"I'm back home, I'll make delicious food for you later, okay?"

Ying Xinting likes to eat the most. Every time she takes her out for fun and refuses to go home, Ying Tiannan will use this trick, and she ordered her to surrender soon.

But today I didn't wait for the effect he wanted.

"No..." Ying Xinting turned her eyes. Seeing that the man had a stern face, it was obvious that it was difficult to speak, so she broke away while he was not paying attention, and ran to her mother, and was addicted to acting cute on her, "I want to play for a while, for a while..."

After all, it is a child's nature. When encountering fun things, he naturally refuses to leave so early.

Hearing this, Ying Tiannan sank his eyebrows.

When Qu's mother turned her head, she saw Ying Xinting leaning on her shoulder. Her appearance as if she was rogue made her funny. She shook her head helplessly and looked at Ying Tiannan.

"or……"

"Go home, be obedient!" The words were interrupted, and the mother Qu looked at Ying Tiannan forcibly took Ying Xinting away. Her reluctant gaze made her feel very uncomfortable. She put down the fishing rod and chased her for a few steps.

"That... I caught so many fish, take a few of them home to make them for her to eat!"

The fish is delicious and nourishing, it would be a pity if you don’t take it away if you catch it.

Hearing the words, Ying Tiannan stopped and his arm was shaken by Ying Xinting. He paused for a few seconds. Ying Xinting had automatically taken the several big fishes that Qu’s mother had installed, and said thank you with a smile.

Mother Qu: "It's okay, take it back and eat it. These fish are good, but there are not many thorns."

Ying Xinting nodded vigorously.

So the earthworms that Ying Xichi and Qu Xinyan caught were useless. They returned to their original place after sending them into the car.

"My parents, do you want to fish for a while?"

Mama Qu shook her head and lowered her eyes to pack up her fishing gear.

Qu Xinyan knew what they were talking about just now. Although she didn't know the content, her expression was probably not very pleasant.

But she thought so, after all... about Ying Xinting, how could it be so easy for a man who loves her so much?

"Then let's go back first." Dad Qu helped get the things, and wanted to say something but didn't know where to start, so he just sighed and shut up.

Taking Mama Qu with her, the two of them took a few steps, and suddenly a voice came from behind him. As soon as he paused, someone was blocked in front of him.

"how……"

Before he could say the word "光", he was suddenly hugged by his daughter, joining Qu's mother.

"My mom and dad, don't think too much," she said in a muffled voice, "everything will be fine."

Ying Xichi walked over and stood beside her.

Dad Qu didn't expect her to come like this, and he was stunned and had no reaction.

In fact, Qu Xinyan only felt a moment. After this time, it was fine. She raised her head to look at the eyes of the two of them.

"It is not terrible to do something wrong. What is terrible is that you refuse to admit it if you do something wrong, you don't want to make up for it, and you don't even repent."

A person will always do wrong things in his life, which is inevitable. If he loses the courage to admit and take on it, he will also lose the meaning of living.

*******

Since I came back from fishing, the atmosphere at home has not been very wonderful.

For example, when a person sitting on the edge of the bed was staring blankly, his big eyes were staring at the front with empty eyes, and his heart was getting tighter and tighter.

He didn't like her so dull. The Qu Xinyan he knew should be cheerful and kind, and had the courage to move forward.

He was busy in the kitchen. He steamed a few sweet potatoes, took them out while they were hot and put them on a plate. Thinking that she was not very happy, she came back with her body that was about to go out. With a knife, she carved a smiling face on the skin of the sweet potatoes.

"Eat some," he sat down next to her, and put the smiley face in front of her, "Be careful."

She was not very appetizing, and the fragrance of drooling when she smelled was no longer attractive at this moment. Before she could shake her head, Ying Xichi had already peeled her skin and dug a spoon with a small spoon and handed it to her mouth.

"Open your mouth."

The tender yellow sweet potato was right in front of her, filled with a small spoon, and there were still circles of fog. The fog was warm and made her eyes hurt, and suddenly she wet her eyes.

Ying Xichi was a little surprised when she was hugged by her, then put down the spoon, sat closer to her, and patted her on the back.

"Ying Xichi, I believe in you, I have always believed in you..."

The crystal clearness gathered in her eyes fell down and quickly moistened his front. She really didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help but feel empty and sad. She thought it was rare to be pretentious and hugged him well.

"I believe in your..."

She kept repeating this.

Yes, in this world, except for parents, what she believes most is him. She believes that he will be nice to her and that he will not repeat the same mistakes.

What Ying Xichi was most afraid of was that she cried, and she was also rushing to wipe her tears while comforting her.

"Okay... don't cry..."

How could she cry? It was clearly the person he held in his palm, so how could she shed tears so sadly?

"Be good..." The sniffing sound was too obvious, which made Ying Xichi Haner helpless again. He just hugged her tightly and his arms gradually tightened.
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