Jian Xing stayed at home for the next two days. He had a lot of homework during the high school holidays and piled up test papers. He could sit in front of the desk for a day. In the evening, the sunset was setting, and the afterglow shone into the house. The outline of the window was reflected on the bed, making people stretch their waists.

Grandma poked her head out of the window, and the light inlaid a layer of edges on her outline. She looked very gentle. She smiled and asked, "What do you want to eat today?"

Jane Xing smiled, turned her arms around, and put her arms on the back of the chair and said, "It's OK, I like everything you do."

"Oh, this little mouth is sweet," said grandma, "Come and let me pinch my face and touch my head."

Jian Xing has been sleeping well these two days and has relaxed a lot. She smiled and stood up, put her face on her own initiative. After she finished pinching and touching her, she said, "Why are you so delicious and delicious, and you have lost weight?"

Jane Xing said: "It's been long."

Grandma was happy when she heard this, "That's right, let's grow up, we are lucky to grow up!"

After saying that, he happily took a small step to the kitchen.

Jian Xing lay by the window, looking at her back, and couldn't help but feel a soft smile in her eyes.

After lunch on the sixth, grandma took a nap. Jane Xing originally wanted to say to her grandma and go out again, but she didn't disturb her when she saw that she was sleeping soundly.

Chen Yanbai was in an old place as usual. She didn't know where she made an mp3 screen, half a palm-sized screen, and moved the words line by line. Jian Xing leaned over and looked at it for a long time, but didn't understand it, and asked, "What's this?"

Chen Yanbai was so shocked that he was shocked, his eyes widened, and he sucked in a long breath before cursing: "Fuck!"

Jane Xing raised her hand to cover her mouth.

Chen Yanbai rolled his eyes speechlessly, pulled away her hand and said, "If you want to send me away, just say it.

Jane Xing asked with a smile: "What do you think so sensible?"

"Eighteen/Forbidden Xiaohuang/Book."

Jian Xing: "?"

"Novel!" Chen Yanbai had a very bad temper.

Jane Xing smiled and held her arm, patted her back with her other hand, "I can't scare you."

Chen Yanbai snorted, so arrogant that he was dying.

The two of them walked while chatting and went to various milk tea shops next to them. Jian Xing has passed by countless times since the start of school and has drank several times, but he has never been in.

She asked Chen Yanbai: "How do you know the boss?"

Chen Yanbai said: "I was helping here before."

Chen Yanbai's family is not in good condition, and after junior high school, no one cares or asks about it. He doesn't have to worry about tuition during his nine-year obligation period, but he always has to consider living expenses, so he usually finds some odd jobs to do it.

Jian Xing knew all these things. She didn't ask any more questions after saying "Oh" and followed Chen Yanbai in.

There were many people during the holidays, and the store recruited new people. It was a boy. When Chen Yanbai heard Chen Yanbai called out Sister Yan, Chen Yanbai walked into the bar to help, and only after he was free, he introduced Jian Xing to the boss.

The boss's name is Pang Bin. He is a very comfortable and attractive man. He is busy calling his girlfriend to coax him, so he didn't care much about Jian Xing and Chen Yanbai, and only let Chen Yanbai make what he wants to drink.

Chen Yanbai sighed, "It's boring, I'm here to spend money, not to make money."

"The nobleness of making money." Jian Xing replied casually.

Chen Yanbai paused, turned his head to look at Jian Xing with a blank expression, and asked, "Jane Yiping, when will your Shuhuan appear?"

Jian Xing paused, and the relaxed smile between her eyebrows disappeared. She said, "School masters should study hard."

"That's not what I said," said the little boy in the store. "Some people are in love with the middle school masters, and even if not, some have secret crushes, such as Qin Jiaming."

Qin Jiaming likes Chen Yanbai, which is something everyone knows.

Chen Yanbai doesn’t like Qin Jiaming, which is also something that everyone knows.

But Chen Yanbai was not embarrassed, but asked, "Is he a secret love?"

The little boy smiled and said, "I have a secret crush on you with confidence."

"There is no right to be a secret love," Chen Yanbai said, "You have never had a crush on a girl at first sight."

"Is that true?" asked the little boy.

Jian Xing listened and silently turned his head to look at the post-it notes on the wall next to him. Milk tea shops like Hexian are called Yin Bars. In addition to providing private rooms, the specialty of Yin Bars is also the wall where post-it notes can be posted.

There are post-it notes and everything, including confessions and dreams, and venting and growing.

Jian Xing looked at it and suddenly saw a very beautiful handwriting that read: Xu Zhengqing, we will definitely meet happily in our lifetime.

Jian Xing's eyes flashed and looked at another picture: The spring breeze does not relieve the wind/love, blowing the heart of the boy, lym, graduated, I still like you today, in the future, I hope I only like you yesterday./2008.06.06

At this time, Jian Xing heard Chen Yanbai say: "You only Feng knows about your secret love."

Chen Yanbai's voice was very light, but Jian Xing couldn't help but get down her throat. She suddenly had her eyes hot. She stared at the wall for a long time, and couldn't help but reach out and touch the post-it note.

She is actually very cowardly and timid, and she doesn't want much. She never thought of meeting happily. She just wanted him to have a response in everything and every thought.

She wanted him to have a smooth journey and the galaxy would be shining forever. From then on, everything would be as good as it would be.

"Jian Xing?" Chen Yanbai called out.

Jian Xing lowered his eyes and turned around and said, "Hmm?"

Chen Yanbai said: "Let's go in and find a private room to sit in, I'll give you something."

Jane Xing said yes.

The private room of the four-person room was just right. Chen Yanbai came in with two cups of milk tea, put it down, and took out a cell phone from his pocket and handed it to Jian Xing.

Jian Xing was stunned for a moment, "What?"

"Cell phone," Chen Yanbai said, "I work in the mobile phone city during the summer vacation. I've given it to you by doing promotions."

"I..." Before Jian Xing could refuse, Chen Yanbai said directly, "No? Then I will rely on Qin Jiaming in the future?"

When Jian Xing thought about it, he stopped refusing.

"You don't have to take this phone home, just put it here. Just look at it on the way to and from school."

Jane Xing said yes.

The two of them didn't talk for a long time this time. Chen Yanbai just told Jian Xing about all the functions that the mobile phone should have, and then stood up and said, "I'm leaving."

Jian Xing took a look at the time. It was less than five o'clock, and she stood up, "So early?"

Chen Yanbai finished the last milk tea in two sips and stretched and said, "I have to go back and sweep the grave for my father and my milk. I don't know when I will come back next time."

Only then did Jian Xing remember that National Day was a very special day for Chen Yanbai.

In seven days, Chen Yanbai, who was fifteen years old, sent away two elders in the family. Since then, she has become an orphan in people's mouth.

To be honest, orphans are actually pretty good.

At least very chic.

Jane Xun nodded and said, "Yes."

She knew that Chen Yanbai didn't need any useless comfort, so she silently pinched the other person's hand.

Chen Yanbai smiled and shook her hand, calling out softly: "Jian Xing."

Jane Xing looked up at her and met her gentle and smiling eyes.

In fact, Chen Yanbai is mostly gentle and easy-going. She just seems to be rebellious, but in fact she loves the world very much. She always has her own way to let the world accept her.

She is someone that Jane Xing is very envious, and she is also someone that Jane Xing wants to be.

It’s a pity that not everyone in this world can get what they want.

Jian Xing thought, and the clear eyes disappeared. She bent her lips and asked Chen Yanbai: "What's wrong?"

"I'm a little worried about you." Chen Yanbai said.

I almost instantly breathed my chest and it was blocked in an inch in front of my heart. Every time my heart beats, it seems that I was under tremendous pressure.

Jian Xing wanted to tug her lips and smile easily, but the corners of her mouth seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. She was silent for a few seconds and slowly lowered her eyes.

There was a light light on the top of the private room, but Jian Xing felt like a layer of dust was covered with dust.

She was only fifteen years old, but she was already shackles with her hands and feet, and her heart was shackled.

Others talk about dreams day and night, but she is just alive at all times.

Of course there is nothing wrong with living, but what did she do wrong?

Chen Yanbai sighed helplessly, took Jian Xing's hand and hugged the person in his arms.

Chen Yanbai and Gao Jianxing had a head. This posture just happened to hold Jian Xing's entire head to his chest. She touched Jian Xing's head like a newborn baby's head and said softly: "Jian Xing, people still have to live for themselves. What kind of filial piety? Do you, the primary school master, still want me to educate you? That's called foolish filial piety."

She said again: "Look at me, my mother doesn't want me when she was born, and my father doesn't care about me. A grandmother still dislikes me. She is not a man and can't pass on the family line, but am I going to die? Everyone thinks that I must live like garbage, but I don't. I just want to come out of sorrow and be the most elegant artist in the world."

She said as she pulled Jane Xing out of her arms, pressed Jane Xing's shoulders hard, leaned over slightly, stared at Jane Xing's eyes and said, "Jian Xing, do you know that you want to do this too? You have to learn to love yourself, and loving yourself is the beginning of lifelong romance."

But she doesn't have herself.

Where does she have herself?
Chapter completed!