It's good to die.

You can return this kidney to Xiao Wu.

But I still can't bear to bear it.

I can't bear to leave this world.

After all, my life has just begun to be bright.

The traffic police confiscated my car and asked me to call my family. Somehow, I thought of Xi Zhan for a moment.

I called Xi Zhan.

I murmured to him, "Second brother, where are you?"

He asked in a quiet voice: "What's the matter?"

"I was seized by the traffic police."

When Xi Zhan arrived, the traffic police handed me to him and said, "I don't know how to drink, I keep telling me nonsense."

Xi Zhan took me from the traffic police and hugged me in his arms. I looked at him in a daze and felt my body suddenly become slightly hot.

I hugged his neck and leaned my cheek against his neck and rubbed it all the time. The man's body was stiff but he didn't throw me away.

Xi Zhan took me back to the apartment. Maybe it was because I drank too much wine that I was too brave and kept lying in his arms.

My body became hotter and the body I was rubbing became harder and harder.

The next moment I was thrown into the bathtub.

Then the whole body was washed by cold water.

I sat in the bathtub in surprise and heard a cold voice explaining: "Your wine should be filled with messy things. Don't move, sit in the bathtub and hold on for a while."

My body was so hot that I didn't want to endure it. I reached out to hug him, but he always kept a distance from me.

Xi Zhan's hair on his forehead was slightly wet, and his shirt was also wet, making him look wild and seductive at the moment.

I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and I wanted to hug the strong body like a cat's itchy claws, but he was still far away from me.

I couldn't bear the heat and pain in my heart, and I hurriedly begged in a sweet voice: "Second brother, please save me, okay?"

Xi Zhan turned a deaf ear to him. I hugged his body when he was not paying attention. The cool feeling instantly swept across my body. I stretched out my tongue and licked his ears and turned my palms toward him.

Just when I thought I was about to succeed, my head was pushed into the cold water by the man and choked several times.

I stretched out of the water and kept coughing. How embarrassed I was. This is secondary, mainly because of the discomfort in my heart.

I never thought that when I wanted to do it very much, I was so difficult to love, and I was rejected by men again and again.

I cried and said, "Itchy."

Xi Zhan asked in confusion: "Hmm?"

I said with great grievance: "I'm itchy, second brother, I'm itchy in my heart, itchy under me, okay? Don't worry, I'm willing to do this kind of thing, I won't bother you because of it! Just treat it as a good thing to help me, I won't remember it tomorrow."

Xi Zhan: “…”

I said pitifully: "Second brother..."

"Shut up."

The man was as stable as a rock. I held his collar in discomfort and soaked in the bathtub for most of the day before I could calm down. When I had the strength to move, Xi Zhan had already left my apartment.

Wave your sleeves and take away a cloud.

I lay on the bed and stared at the lamp above my head with a blank look. I didn't expect that I would be so depressed, nor did I expect Xi Zhan to remain motionless. When I think of him pressing me into the bathtub, I was so angry that I was so angry.

It seems that I'm really not attractive to him.

This hits my self-esteem as a woman too much.

But after surviving that difficult time, I was grateful to Xi Zhan. Fortunately, he did not agree to my unreasonable request, otherwise I would not know how to face him in the future!

I lay on the bed and calmed down. I felt so unlucky that I finally went to the bar to drink wine and was drugged.

I let out a deep breath before getting up from the bed, and I changed my clothes tiredly before driving to the hospital slowly.

I dare not go to the hospital, I dare not face Xiao Wu.

But I always have to take responsibility for her.

When I arrived at the hospital, Xiaowu was sleeping and his mental state was very poor. The doctor said that if there was no kidney source, her life would be in one or two months. The time was very short, and the operation might not be successful.

Xiao Wu has reached a state of exhaustion, just as quietly as I used to wait for death, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think of it.

I hesitated for a while and called Assistant Yin.

Assistant Yin was very surprised when he received my call. I asked him with great hope, "Can the Xi family find the kidney source?"

Assistant Yin asked me, "What does Miss Shi mean?"

I explained: "My friend is sick and the doctor said that she needs a new kidney for just one or two months of life."

Assistant Yin asked silently: "Is it Xiaowu?"

I asked in surprise: "How do you know?"

Assistant Yin explained patiently: "Two months ago, the lady fell into a coma and said she and Gu Tingchen came to me and said there was medicine for me! At that time, because you said you didn't need her medicine, and Mr. Xi gave instructions, so she didn't use her medicine in the end. However, we followed her to investigate her teacher and happened to find the medicine to save Miss Shi."

It turned out that they had also gone to Tongcheng to find Assistant Yin.

Have Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan met before?

I didn't ask Assistant Yin, I felt that I shouldn't care about these things, but asked him, "Can I find the right kidney?"

I will always pay back what I owe to Xiaowu.

The premise is that I am safe.

Assistant Yin said: "I will send someone to search."

I definitely couldn't find a suitable kidney for a while, but the chances of searching for the two families together would be higher. I originally wanted to call Fu Xi and Chu Xing, but in the end I didn't bother them.

After I hung up the phone, I saw Shi Cheng go back to the hospital. He saw me still asking me, "Have you never left?"

"I have changed my clothes," I said.

Shi Cheng looked down, and then he sat depressedly on the bench in the corridor and suddenly said, "That woman is here in Wucheng."

Shi Cheng should refer to the woman who looks like Xiao Wu.

I asked her, "Will you make up with her?"

Shi Cheng shook his head and said, "No."

After a pause, he rarely said: "When I was with her, I clearly said that I just treated her as someone else. She was just a comfort to me. I could give her anything, even if this life was OK, but I just wouldn't give her love."

Anything can be given except love.

This is the most hurtful sentence.

That woman was like me, loving someone without hesitation but having nothing.

I asked Shi Cheng, "Where is she living in Wucheng?"

Shi Cheng said: "I don't know, she seems to be from S City."

I asked in surprise: "Did she follow you to the town?"

"Well, she said she would follow me."

I agreed and dare not ask any further.

Shi Cheng was worried that Xiao Wu didn't say much. He was very tired. I asked him carefully, "Do you still have money?"

He said with a rare stern voice: "No."

"That……"

Shi Cheng interrupted me and said, "Don't worry about me. I plan to sell the house in the town. I will stay with Xiao Wu in Wucheng."

Shi Cheng loves Xiao Wu.

But I don't know how deep this love is.

I waited in the hospital until Xiaowu woke up before leaving. After returning to the company, I was upset because I was always worried about this.

It was only in the afternoon that I remembered that I did not plead for Yuanyou.

It should be said that he had been begging for love. I don’t know if Xi Zhan will send Yuanyou overseas, but today Yuanyou didn’t call me.

Just as I thought about not calling, Yuan You sent me a text message within a dozen minutes, "Did you tell me about that yesterday?"

I replied, "Yes."

"Then why did he look very bad after he just came back, and he kept his face cold and didn't say anything. I kept trembling here."

Could it be that I annoyed Xi Zhan in the morning?

I replied to Won Yoo, "Hasn't he always been like this?"

Yuan Yu replied to me, "Absolutely not. I know my second brother. His face is cold but not as unkind as today."
To be continued...