I returned to the bedroom, Xi Zhan took a shower in the bathroom. I sat by the bed and sorted out the corner of the child's quilt. After he came out, he went to the balcony. I went out with a hairdryer and saw him smoking.

I asked him, "Are you worried?"

He shook his head slightly and asked, "Are you still sleepy?"

Xi Zhan spitted a smoke ring, and I inserted a hair dryer to blow his hair from the left side. His hair was very good, and it felt very soft and dark. In fact, Xi Zhan was delicate all over his body, and it was hard to imagine that God favored him so much.

I dried his hair and placed the hair dryer aside to hug him. The nightgown on his chest was slightly loose, and my hands slowly slid in to touch the scar on his chest.

Here is the scar I left.

I feel guilty until now.

Xi Zhan's body has too many scars on his skin. Many of them are shallow over the years. They look less scary, but many of them are left behind in the past two years. They look so scary. What this man has experienced is unimaginable. I know his difficulties. I also hope that he can put down everything in his hands and be an idle person. It is just the father of the child and my husband. It is not easy to let go of everything.

Mo Yuanlian is the best example.

The world is too sinister. It is not easy for us to live an ordinary life. The most important thing is to be able to keep it. He and I have a heavy burden and we must keep our current position.

"Don't move, do you know that it's infuriating?"

Xi Zhan never hides his thoughts about wanting me.

I stopped my palm and asked him, "My second brother said before that he wanted to withdraw from the position he appeared in. Have you ever thought about how to withdraw?"

Xi Zhan took a sip of smoke, and the smoke floated in the air. He silently said, "Send Yunyi to a higher position."

Xi Zhan is talking about Yun Yi, not Mo Yuanlian.

"Yunyi..."

"Yunyi is Mo Yuanlian, Mo Yuanlian is Yunyi. If I want to withdraw from the center of power, I have to send Yunyi to a higher position, but this position must be below me and above Lan Shang. The three of us form a three-legged tripod to maintain peace and peace for a period of time. But before that, Yunyi and Mo Yuanlian must be unified. I am talking about his spiritual world, and Mo Yuanlian's mental condition must be cured."

It turns out that Yunyi means Mo Yuanlian.

"What if it is not cured?"

"This world will be chaotic, and he will collapse himself."

"What is his current state?" I asked.

"It is understood that it is suppressing one's own state."

Mo Yuanlian is suppressing himself...

I continued, "Will Mr. Lan be the enemy?"

Xi Zhan shook his head and said, "Although Lan Shang is very scheming, he is not very interested in power. His scheming is only aimed at what he hates and is not in line with the interests of the Lan family. In fact, he is still indifferent to fame and fortune."

"Can I understand that he doesn't take the initiative to raise trouble?"

Xi Zhan looked at me with his eyes flatteringly, and he suddenly lowered his head and kissed my lips and said, "Well, Lan Shang doesn't take the initiative to provoke trouble, but he will never allow himself to be bullied, so it can be considered a problem. After all, in this world, as long as he is a big family, as long as he stands in a conspicuous position, he will be targeted by others."

I said my thoughts to Xi Zhan and said, "Mo Yuanlian can suppress him under you, and he can suppress Mr. Lan above him, which is equivalent to one link after another... In fact, this is not the best solution. If the three of you cooperate... Although I say this is fantasy, if you three cooperate, the major families below will no longer have the courage to provoke you, and this will lead to long-term peace."

Hearing this, Xi Zhan curled his lips, he withdrew his gaze and took a breath of cigarettes, and suddenly turned his head and vomited it on my face. I choked and coughed a little. Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pulled me towards him. His tobacco-smelling lips fell between my lips and teeth. I subconsciously opened my mouth to cooperate with him. His palms reached into my pajamas, and the gentle friction was not too much.

After a long time, he let go of me and put his forehead against my forehead. I smelled the breath of him and heard him answering the question I just said: "There is no long-term peace. In the short term, your suggestions may work. You can negotiate with Mo Yuanlian Lanshang and the others, but in the long run, it will not work. Besides, Mo Yuanlian's current mental state is not suitable for alliance with us. Besides, under the three-legged tripod, there are still families that have always surpassed us, and there are also young people who are better than blue. Sooner or later, the world will change its dynasty."

"What's second brother mean is that sooner or later you will be seized from power?"

He bent his lips and kissed me again, "No one can occupy a position for a long time, including me... because the world is the world of young people after all, all I can do is to send my flesh and blood to that position, but they are still young... But thankfully, you found me a fourteen-year-old Yue Chun."

I asked in surprise: "Do you want Yue Chun to take over you?"

"But not only I think, but Mo Yuanlian also wants it."

"What does this mean?" I asked.

"Mo Yuanlian met Yue Chun in Mohe."

I know this. Yoona took his candy two days ago because Xi Zhan made up his mind to quit Yoona's candy.

"He wanted to see Yue Chun..."

"No matter what he wants, he will not deal with Yue Chun, so sending Yue Chun to my position is my best way to retreat. Of course, before that, I need to wait for him to grow into a person who can sit in this position. This time it takes seven or eight years or more, no matter how long it is, it is more than ten years shorter than Qingying."

In other words, before Yue Chun takes this position, Xi Zhan needs a short-term peace, and this peace is not negotiation but suppression, and a three-legged three-legged three-legged one-linked one-linked one-linked one-linked one-point suppression.

Xi Zhan snatched the cigarette butt and hugged my waist and said, "I can not have short-term peace. I can keep this position myself, but baby, I used to be afraid of danger, but now I am afraid. I feel afraid in my heart and have people who care about me. I always wonder what if I don't come back to you one day? You love to cry, your mind is sensitive, and you love to think randomly, and your body is still so weak. If I were not by your side, who would take care of you? Dear my three children who haven't grown up?"

Xi Zhan's voice was low and heavy but gentle, "Although they are your flesh and blood, you have to believe that they will grow up and will eventually go away to explore their own world. They will not be by your side for the rest of your life. You are a chatterbox, and then you want to say something in your heart and no one listens to you? So, only Xi Zhan will be by your side for the rest of your life. Because of this, when I go far, I am afraid that I will be in danger. This is an emotion I have never had before. I am afraid that I will be gone. Who will coax you if you are wronged at that time? Who will coax you if you are bullied? I think only Xi Zhan can do this. So, I want to be by your side and don't want to go far away again, so that you will no longer be afraid."

Xi Zhan has never expressed his emotions to me like this before, and he has been thinking about me in every aspect and touched me.

I never thought he cared about me so much.

I also understand that a man who was once fearless and unafraid of the world had weaknesses because of me, and this weakness would directly kill him.

Xi Zhan’s love...

Xi Zhan’s love is moving.

Fortunately, I am the one he loves.

"Second brother, thank you for letting me meet you in this life. Compared with you, I realized that my obsessions were all insignificant jokes. Your view of love made me understand what faith is."

He made me understand what life is, the only one.

He made me unwaveringly believe in this love.
Chapter completed!