"Then Yoona, tell me, how can I bear to hate you?"

Before Xi Zhan said this, I was always nervous, afraid of his attitude towards me, and I didn't know how to explain it to him, and I didn't know how to express my attitude to him.

And now, I feel at ease.

Because Xi Zhan's heart has always been me.

No matter what kind of storm we experience, he is sure that it is me.

I grabbed the corner of his clothes and thought about how to respond to him and to dispel his grudges against me. This time I must make it clear that I can no longer end in vain like before.

I was thinking about it in my heart. Just as I was about to speak, Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and put his arm on my shoulder and leaned me closer to him. I was stunned and shouted softly, "Second brother, I..."

Xi Zhan's voice was slightly relieved, not as cold as before, saying: "I know what you want to me, and what you are doing that day, and I know that you have no affection for Mo Yuanlian. I have always trusted you with confidence, but the meaning of Mo Yuanlian to you is no longer that simple."

Xi Zhan said that Mo Yuanlian’s meaning to me is not simple…

I think this is also what he cares about.

Xi Zhan paused and continued, "You care about his safety and his emotions. I don't stop you from interacting, but it's beyond the scope I can tolerate... Shi Yun, I am your husband. If I don't care about your close interactions, then do you think I care about you?"

Xi Zhan is right, he has the right to care about these things.

Because he is my husband, he cares about me because he loves me!

I said guiltily: "I'm wrong with this."

Xi Zhan turned his eyes and looked at me. He suddenly stretched out his other hand to fix my ears. I stared at his eyes carefully. Xi Zhan suddenly smiled and said, "What are you doing with wet eyes looking at me? Could it be that I bullying you?"

"I'm afraid of two..."

I stopped in a pitiful tone and said, "I'm afraid Brother Ci Jing will be angry."

Xi Zhan pursed his lips and smiled, "You can't get angry with me like this."

That being said, the conflict between us is still there.

It’s just that Xi Zhan forgives me first.

Could it be that what Tan Wen Gang said just now worked?

Tan Wen didn't explain anything specifically, just said that my health was not very good.

Is Xi Zhan unwilling to be angry with me because he is worried about my body?

After all, he still feels sorry for me.

Xi Zhan stroked my cheek with slender fingers, itchy, but it was very reassuring. I rubbed his palm and heard him say, "Men and women are jealous, but men are better at keeping it in their hearts, because he doesn't want to be too stingy in front of his wife. Whether it is me, Lan Shang, or Gu Lanzhi, we are all possessive, but we don't want to limit you too much. I hope you know your principles. I said so much...Yun'er, Xi Zhan is an ordinary person with flesh and blood, just like you, and all he longs for is a warm family and a wife who loves you deeply. Apart from that, he has no restraint on you."

This is Xi Zhan’s mood, the simplest wish.

But I didn't satisfy him.

I hugged his body tightly and greedily sucked the breath of his body and said, "It's my fault. I have been avoiding him before, but my second brother told me to have a clear conscience in doing things. This is why I approached Mo Yuanlian. I am not pushing the blame to you. I just ignored your feelings while having a clear conscience, which led to me being fearless, so I got closer and closer to him later... I always wanted to treat him as my family, but think about it carefully. How could the person who loves me regard me as a family? How could I let someone who loves me be by my side and disgusting my husband? So I have always dealt with this matter inappropriately. It was what I said in the beginning. These are my words in my heart! I have always wanted to tell you!"

I always wanted to tell him, but I didn’t have the courage to do that before!!

I took a breath and looked at Xi Zhan's expression. It was faint and had no intention of being angry. Instead, I waited for my later words. I took a deep breath and said, "Mo Yuanlian had been treating me in hypnosis before. He also wanted to treat me and Yuanli... I wanted to... It was useless to say more. On the cruise ship, he had talked to me privately before you appeared. He said that he wanted to return to my previous position and be a stranger. He said that when he met again, he would consider the other person a stranger. At that time, I agreed to him, but at that time I didn't realize that you and I would have conflicts because of him, and that hypnosis, what I wanted to say was not what you heard!"

Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "Those are not important."

Yes, Xi Zhan wants my attitude even more.

But I still wanted to explain to him: "I found Jin Mo Nian and let him hypnotize me again. I want to prove that what I think is not what I said. I remember clearly. I said I want Mo Yuanlian to be happy, but he has never been an obstacle between me and my second brother. If one day you have a hostile relationship, I will definitely stand by my second brother without hesitation!!"

I finally said everything I wanted to say.

No matter what Xi Zhan thinks, these are all my words!

He suddenly turned sideways and put his palm on my back and gently stroked it: "Mo Yuanlian is a psychology master. It's impossible for him not to understand the problem between us... Forget it, it's not convenient to mention him now."

Xi Zhan wanted to speak but stopped, and then continued: "At that time, I was also thinking about how to find an excuse to convince myself... I persuade myself not to blame you so much, but I also want you to understand that I am not so indestructible. I am sorry to ignore you during this period, but I also have my difficulties."

I asked him quietly, "Did your second brother forgive me?"

Xi Zhan kissed my forehead, it was cool, but it was very happy.

He comforted me in a low voice, "It is not only one party who does the wrong thing in the conflict between husband and wife. You are indeed wrong in this matter. I neglect you for ten months and have not contacted you."

I said aggrievedly: "I haven't contacted you for ten months. Actually, I should contact you on my own initiative, because I was the one who did the wrong thing first, but I don't have the courage, mainly because I am afraid that you won't forgive me."

Xi Zhan sat up, and I also sat up from behind, hugging his neck and resting his head on his shoulders. He held my hands in his left hand and said in a low voice: "We need time to calm down, I also need to recover from injuries. I have done another thing. I will take you and your children over to see it in the New Year."

I was curious about what Xi Zhan was talking about, but I knew he wouldn't tell me.

Otherwise he wouldn't say waiting for the New Year.

I mentioned what I just said, "I'm most afraid of you being neglected by me. I can still bear it if the time is short, but I... I'm in poor health. What if one day I can't wait for you?"
Chapter completed!