Chapter 582 Drunk Man(1/2)
Shang Wei naturally couldn't hear me talking. He blinked and pretended to understand and said, "Well, why are you here?"
Inadvertently, he reached out and put on the headphones.
Shang Wei never told me personally that he was deaf, but this matter is not a secret, but his current performance...
He wanted to hide it from me.
Why does he want to hide it from me?!
What is Shang Wei afraid of?
I don't know, but I don't have a stand to ask.
I waited for him to put on his headphones before saying, "You suddenly returned to China quietly. I thought you were angry, so I begged Xi Zhan to take me to France and I went to the merchant to find you, but I didn't expect you to be here!"
My words are both true and false.
But the purpose is to make him happy.
Shang Wei reacted and said, "The boy Shang Dan just said that there was a sister looking for me, and I was too lazy to pay attention to him. It turned out to be my Sheng'er."
He said it was my Sheng'er...
Shang Wei treats me as his own person from beginning to end.
But I have always been false to him.
Even care is false.
In fact, it’s not a false opinion. It’s just that he was hurt. I don’t feel much in my heart. I just regard him as my own responsibility and did not give him the real concern from my family.
Shang Wei has always noticed my attitude, but he has not exposed it until Yuan You appeared that day.
Yuan Yu's appearance made him unable to bear it anymore.
I held his wrist tightly and said with a smile: "Yes, but you asked Shang Dan to get out of here, so I didn't dare to go to find you, so I left. I thought I would wait until you calm down before coming to find you, but just saw you leaving at the door with impatient face, I kept following you, and you kept talking, Shang Wei, how could you leave without saying hello? Because my mother had been talking about your departure for a long time, and asked you when you would go there again. I lied and said you would go in a few days."
I concealed the fact that I had just caught him having a dispute with his mother and I didn't think he wanted me to worry about him.
"There are some things, I will go to Wucheng in a few days."
Shang Wei was in a low mood, probably because of the incident just now. To be honest, what Xie Li said was too hurtful!!
In other words, Shang Wei was used to being neglected by her and verbally speaking, so she could bear it. If it were others, she would have lost her temper long ago!
But Shang Wei has been restraining just now.
He kicked Shang Shi and didn't hit his mother.
He was restraining his attitude towards his mother.
He still has room for his mother in his heart.
He blinked, and Shang Dan suddenly ran out and caught up with us. He bit his lip and stared at Shang Wei. Shang Wei had no patience with him, "What are you doing with me? Get home!"
"Brother, mom didn't mean that just now."
Shangfa always explained to his mother.
But I can't explain anything specifically.
He just said this after tossing and turning.
"What does she mean to have to do with you?"
"I just feel...I think mom, she..."
Shang Dan couldn't say a complete sentence for a long time!
Shang Wei took his words, "Do you think I'm pitiful?"
Shang Dan's tears fell suddenly, and Shang Wei said irritably: "Why are you crying? I'm not you who is scolded! Go home and don't make me upset here."
Shang Dan was scolded by Shang Wei without any fear. He just said firmly: "Brother, Da Dan will grow up sooner or later."
"Do not care about me?"
"At that time, I can protect my brother."
Shangwei: "..."
Shang Wei was blocked and couldn't speak, but I could see that his eyes were wet. He took a long time to say, "Get out."
He is rejecting the warmth of business.
"Brother, wait for me, the saury will grow up sooner or later. When the saury inherits the merchant, he will return it to the saury."
"You think I'm..."
Shang Da ran away without listening to him. His back was still weak, but his words were so ambitious!
Shang Wei stared at his back and sighed: "He can't think I'm begging for food! Is it a business that I care about?"
Shangwei doesn't have to care about merchants at all.
Because his own power has reached merchants.
Shangwei only cares about the people from the merchants.
Those who hurt him since childhood but never knew it.
I let go of Shang Wei's wrist and said, "Your brother treats you sincerely, he wants to please you sincerely."
"I don't care! Besides, I don't recognize him at all. It's because he always pesters me. It's really annoying. He's too self-righteous."
I looked at him squintingly, and he exhaled, "You were not surprised at all. You just heard what Shang Dan said and didn't ask what the woman said. I think you should be on the scene just now! Sheng'er, he is really far behind his mother."
Shang Wei is smart. He has always been smart, but his style of doing things is too direct and irritable, and he is too free to do whatever he wants. This makes people forget his intelligence and cannot remember his goodness!
The mother he mentioned was his biological mother.
"Mother treats everyone gentle and kind. The ones who love you and me the most are. She hopes that we can be happy and healthy."
I held his wrist again and said, "Shang Wei, I hope you will live happily every day. Don't be angry about people who don't cherish you, and don't miss some people who are important to your life because of your narrow eyes! Just like the little boy just now, he respects you very much. He is different from other people in the business. In his heart, he respects his brother. He wants to get the recognition of his brother! Shang Wei, your mother's attitude towards you is your attitude towards him. In fact, you can try to accept him. Of course, what I said is just a suggestion. You can still choose to reject him, but no matter what, I hope you are happy."
Shang Wei's pupils were confused. I held his wrist tightly and walked a few steps to hug his body. My voice gently admitted my mistake: "It was my fault before, it was because I had not let go of all the grudges in my heart. But you have to believe it, I hope you are happy, and I have no bad intentions towards you! Shang Wei, your existence is completely different from the existence of others in my life. You are the only relative left to me by my biological mother, a brother of my age, and my children's uncle. I will never betray you in this life. Do you understand what I mean? Shang Wei, I love you, in the name of my family."
I could clearly feel the body I was shaking, and he seemed very confused and even helpless.
He suddenly reached out and hugged my body tightly and said, "Sheng'er, I have a broken body. No one except my mother has ever really loved me. Thank you for your words, which made my cold heart just now have sunshine... Sheng'er, I suddenly remembered something. There was a little girl who once said she liked me, but I thought she just pity me, so I treated her..."
Shang Wei let go of me, and I saw his eyes flushed and said, "You are right. I was narrow-minded before. I have been rejecting other people's warmth because I think theirs are mercy, sympathy, and pity me! I ignored these and went to seek what I couldn't get... I am such a fool!"
Shang Wei suddenly figured out something.
I followed him and asked, "Where is that little girl?"
Shang Wei shook his head, his delicate face was full of confusion, "I don't know very well. I just saved her a few times, so she chased me and said she liked me, but I never took it seriously. It should be said that I never took it seriously to those people, and I even insulted her without any fluctuation. This was all five years ago."
I asked hesitantly: "How do you insult her?"
"I slept with her, but not only did I slept with her, but after I slept with her, I slept with other women in front of her," he said.
Shang Wei, who said these words, had no intention of repentance.
He just said with some regret: "What she said is true, but I didn't take it seriously, and I don't know if she is still alive."
When I was staying at the Xijia headquarters before, I accidentally heard Tan Wen talked about Shangwei. He has always been casual about sex.
Rather than being casual, or this is the only source where he can vent. The girl was also his vent. He had too many vents, so many that he could not remember how many people he met in his life. Only this girl left a little impression on him. This impression was hard for him to remember again in the long river of time, but he suddenly remembered this incident today!
I remembered the warmth I used to be.
I asked him curiously, "Why aren't she sure she's still alive? Is her usual living environment very dangerous?"
"She is an orphan adopted by Yunyi. After being adopted, she concentrated in one place for training with other orphans. Before she could learn, Yunyi collapsed. However, because of the sudden situation, she ended her training early and wandered around the world. Although Yunyi was gone, they were still bound by rules. She often took on some tasks. The year when I first met her, she was underage and her skills were still very poor. Of course, I was not an adult back then, but I saved her several times, and I forgot the specific reason! She kept saying that she liked me, but I didn't take it seriously. After all, people like her were just an ant in my eyes. After I slept with her a few times, I told her not to bother me. She was very obedient. Until now, she has not appeared again for five years, so I don't know whether she is still alive or not."
Shang Wei sighed, "I have thought of her in the past five years. If it weren't for what you said just now... I will never think of her again in my life, but the girl's eyes were extremely clear and sure."
Although Shang Wei said he didn't care, he told me this, which showed that he still had a thought in his heart.
But that thought is rather trivial.
"Don't miss it when you meet a good girl in the future."
He said firmly: "I will not have a lover."
I understand his concerns.
"Shang Wei, I'm not healthy either, but I still approached Xi Zhan and even grabbed him tightly and became his wife! Unhealthy does not mean that I can't have it!"
"Sheng'er, my body has been rotten long ago! What I'm not talking about health, but I've been very indulging in it for so many years."
Shang Wei sighed, "It's already rotten."
I suddenly understood what he meant.
I suddenly didn't know what to say, but fortunately, Shang Wei said first: "Sheng'er, it's not interesting to talk about this! I just remembered to chat with you for a few words. I was just thinking about whether to go back to Wucheng. I thought carefully that I like Wucheng because the food your mother cooks is delicious, and your father taught me very carefully when he taught me chess. I like this kind of life very much!!"
"Then why are you going back to France?" I said.
Shang Wei was silent, and we all knew the reason.
I reached out and patted his shoulder, comforted him and said, "Don't be cute with me in the future. In the end, you will be sulking yourself! Shang Wei, tell me any dissatisfaction in the future!"
To be continued...