Chapter 37 His Heart
Very light, very light kiss.
So light that I could only smell the faint fragrance of wine between his lips and teeth.
My body was soft in his body, and he hugged my waist and lend me strength.
I stared at him in a daze, wanting to ask if he would like to have a relationship with me and love me.
Of course, he can leave at any time like other women.
But just as I wanted to ask, he deepened the kiss. I held his neck and kissed him with warmth. Without any affection or desire, I just found a driftwood that I could temporarily stay in the vast sea.
After a long time, he let go of me and stared at me like a charming goblin. There was a burning light in my eyes. I looked at him and smiled. He touched my cheek and asked, "How is the smell of wine?"
I laughed and said, "I haven't drunk alcohol."
Fu Xi smiled without saying a word, then pulled me out of the bar.
I kept gasping in the car. When he saw my inexpensive appearance, he started the car and said, "Look at how you have never seen the world, baby, I have a question to ask you."
I answered: "What's the question?"
He held the steering wheel with one arm and tied a seat belt for me. At this moment, his eyes were staring at me with a deep look. Fu Xi was so serious that I was a little uncomfortable, "What's the problem?"
He curled his smile and asked, "How is it like kissing me?"
I:"......"
I don't know how to answer his question.
It feels very complicated, but there is no emotion or desire.
At that moment, it was the excitement of life. There was no rejection of joy.
Besides, I don't want to reject him either.
After all, he was also the purpose of my visit to Tongcheng.
I bit my lip and thought, "It smells very good."
He squinted his eyes and asked, "What's so fragrant?"
“The wine smells very fragrant.”
Fu Xi shouted, "No prospect."
Then he drove me to have a meal.
After dinner and chatting for a while, Fu Xi has been living the same life as before. He asked me what I planned to do next. I sighed and said melancholy: "I don't want to go back to Wucheng in a short period of time."
There are so many people there that I don't want to meet.
He suddenly said, "Give me Chu Xing's contact information."
I held the water cup and asked, "What are you going to do?"
"I know a few medical professors, and I have made great achievements in uterine cancer. I can introduce it." After a moment of silence, Fu Xi said indifferently: "You are just stupid in this world. You have to mess with yourself like this for a man. Are you sure you want to give up?"
I just told Fu Xi all my recent experiences, which can be considered as finding a listener for myself. I thought about it and said, "It is not that easy to give up if I give up after nine years of obsession? Fu Xi, what is more terrifying than nine years of obsession is to give up because of my sincere heart. I really have nothing now."
My pure love is gone.
"Barring, don't you have any master?"
Hearing this, I looked at him with a bright look.
He frowned and asked, "Why are you staring at me like this?"
"To be honest, I want to find someone who can escape from it and fall in love."
Fu Xi remained silent, and I stood up and said, "Send me back."
The hotel was not far from where we were eating. Fu Xi took me back on foot. When I was at the entrance of the hotel, I suddenly stopped moving and looked at him hesitantly. He asked clearly: "What do you want me to do?"
"Fu Xi, I want to have a relationship with you."
Fu Xi asked me calmly, "Give me a reason."
"I want to taste the feeling of being pampered, and pretending is OK."
This is the reason I always want to fall in love.
I want to experience the feeling of being loved and being spoiled.
Our figures were dragged long under the street lights. Fu Xi chuckled and reached out and gently bounced my forehead, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, you want to pamper me for you, but I'm sorry I can't fall in love with you, because what I want is equal love, and you don't have me in your heart..."
I thought the one who would refuse me the most was Fu Xi.
But he still rejected me at this moment.
He lowered his head and kissed my forehead and said, "We have known each other for so many years. I can spoil you, love you, or fall in love or even get married like a man, but do you love me?"
Fu Xi, who has always adhered to the unmarried ideology, said that he could marry me.
His words are sincere and sincere, which is my heart that I never thought of.
I hurriedly exited his arms and said, "Sorry, I'm disturbing."
Fu Xi lowered his eyes and said with a smile: "Stay early and see you tomorrow."
After Fu Xi left, I was in a mess.
I seem to have provoked someone I shouldn't have provoked.
I never thought that he had the same thoughts for me.
I took out my cell phone and sent a message to him, "Do you love me?"
If he loves me, I will leave Tongcheng immediately.
Fu Xi replied to me: "Not yet."
I felt relieved when I saw his answer that was not true or false. Just as I was about to put away my phone, a black Mercedes-Benz parked on the side of the road opened the door.
Then I saw a familiar face.
I asked in shock: "Why are you here?"
The man under the street light had a cold face. His eyes looked at the direction where Fu Xi left, and his voice said sarcastically: "Shi Sheng, are you happy to find a man to fall in love on the street?"
Am I happy?!
Gu Tingchen asked me a fatal question.
I have always wanted to find someone to fall in love, but I am afraid that the person I am looking for really loves me.
For example, Fu Xi just now, I was really afraid that he would love me.
I was afraid that my absence would bring him extreme pain, and I couldn't respond to his wishes.
This is what the person I want to find should be. He is not stingy with his love, but he also has to keep his feelings, and he can escape from me at any time, so that I can be free from psychological pressure.
A few hours ago, I thought Fu Xi was the best choice, but he just rejected me because I didn’t love him.
I suddenly realized that it would never happen if I wanted to find someone to fall in love.
I sighed and said, "It has nothing to do with you."
Gu Tingchen knew my whereabouts well. Apart from chance, Ji Nuan must have been helping him. Thinking of this, I sneered and said, "You are obedient to Ji Nuan."
Gu Tingchen's eyes were staring at my forehead. He ignored my words and suddenly came over and reached out to wipe my forehead hard. I took a step back and cursed coldly: "Are you crazy?!"
Gu Tingchen looked cold and said nothing. He pulled my shoulders and locked me in his chest, rubbing his palms against my forehead, and even if I screamed in pain, he turned a deaf ear.
I knew he was angry, and Fu Xi kissed my forehead.
He has already restrained his temper like this.
Gu Tingchen wiped it for a long time before letting go of me. He sighed and hugged me tightly into his hot chest, and said in a low voice: "Shi Sheng, would you come to me if you want to fall in love?"
Chapter completed!