Chapter 365 I was never my father
This letter is very short-
"This is the twelfth year of loving you and the third year of marrying you. I am very lucky. You can be my wife and I am very lucky. I can be your husband, but I can't love you for the rest of my life!
Roui, my memory is getting worse and worse. The doctor said that I will forget the people around me soon, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, or maybe after I leave this secret room later.
I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that I will forget you.
I thought I could escape,
pity……
I still can't escape my fate.
Roui, after forgetting you, I may not think of you again, or even forget everyone in the family, but I cannot let anyone know about this, including you! Because I am the head of the Xi family, my mission and responsibility do not allow me to be fragile at all.
Sorry, Rooey.
I will meet you again.
Believe me, I will not let you down in this life.”
I opened the other envelopes, all of which were written by Gan Shuang, but the first one was the last one. In the third year of marrying Gan Shuang, which means that my father had not entered this secret room for more than 30 years, not only the twenty-seven years that Xi Wei said!
Jing Yi suddenly realized and said, "No wonder when I was sorting out the relics for the hometown owner, I saw a thick diary beside his pillow. The name on it was Rao Nian. It should be about the little things between the hometown owner and Rao Nian, which is the mother of the home owner. However, the diary was later taken to Finland by Mr. Xi."
In these letters, he wrote about his past and Gan Shuang!
Everything is fine and I wrote everything clearly today. I spent time finding the answer in the last letter.
"I suffer from amnesia, intermittent amnesia. Sometimes I remember the past, sometimes I don't remember that I have been doing rehabilitation treatments over the years, but the doctor said that my condition is getting worse. One day in the future, I may not remember Rouie anymore!"
My father suffered from amnesia.
But no one knows this secret.
Including Xi Wei beside him.
He hid this matter for a lifetime.
Because he is the head of the Xi family.
He cannot show any vulnerability.
So he wrote down what happened in his diary!
That's why he remembers that he loves my mother!
So he never leaves this room!
So after he forgot about Gan Shuang, he married several concubines!
Later, I met my mother in Wucheng!
But my mother is lucky than Ganshuang.
Because my father remembered everything with her, but maybe he forgot the password of the secret room, so he buried her together!
And my mother...
The book called Rao Nian has always been by his side!
In fact, my father was traitorous first!
I asked in a trembling voice, "That book is the only one?"
Jing Yi asked in surprise: "What does the head of the family mean?"
"He should have kept everything in his diary, otherwise how could he last until now? And it is really not easy to hold on the Xi family for so many years with his paper memory!!"
"Yes, there are several books that have been taken away by Mr. Xi! My mistress refused to keep Mr. Xi, all in Finland!"
Jing Yi suddenly reminded me: "The head of the family, there is a CD!"
"Can you play it?" I asked.
Jing Yi left quickly, and soon he hugged a machine that could play CDs. He said he could not see the picture, only the sound!
When Jing Yi played, Gan Shuang's voice first came, "Brother Chen Nian, I learned Huangmei Opera at home. How about I sing a passage for you?"
Gan Shuang's voice was particularly young at this time.
With a hint of naughtyness.
A calm male voice replied to her, "Yes."
Gan Shuang started singing in a sing, but she didn't sing very well. She asked him happily, "Brother Chen Nian, am I singing well?"
It seems like I want to get some praise.
The male voice replied to her indifferently, "Yes."
Gan Shuang complained, "Brother Chen Nian is so cold."
The male voice replied dotingly, "Nonsense, you have always been clear about it. I just don't know much about sweet words, but I have never been indifferent to you."
Gan Shuang smiled and said, "Then I know that Brother Chen Nian will marry me."
"Well, you are the wife I will marry in the future."
"Will Brother Chen Nian marry many concubines like your father? If you marry them, I will not marry you!"
The male voice smiled gently, "No, I have never been my father. I know what I want, and you will be my life! Rouyi, we have known each other for many years, childhood sweethearts. You have been chasing me for so many years, how can I bear to make you sad?"
He did make her sad for the rest of her life!
It made her paranoid all her life!
He treated her coldly for the rest of his life!
And my father eventually became his father!
Then another babbling drama rang.
At the end of the end, I heard Gan Shuang chuckling gently, "I don't let you down, and I hope you won't let me down in this life, otherwise I will never forgive you! I don't care, Brother Chen Nian, I will give you twice as much cuckold you will wear in the future, and I will do what I say!"
Gan Shuang did it!
Stay with all the bodyguards beside you!
He also gave birth to Xi Zhan.
I hurriedly left the secret room and arrived at the hall. When Xi Zhan saw my face full of fear, he slightly conspicuously said, "What happened?"
The coffin has not yet been closed. I saw her pale and bloodless face from above. Her youthful appearance appeared in my mind. She was babbling on the stage and singing the Huangmei opera to her beloved man. At that time, she was innocent and full of happiness!
Seeing that I was looking at Gan Shuang, Xi Zhan got up and hugged me in his arms. I asked her with red eyes, "Xi Zhan, what kind of woman is she?"
Xi Zhan can't answer this question clearly.
I asked in another sentence: "How did your father treat her?"
Xi Zhan thought for a while and replied: "We have always treated each other coldly."
The man Gan Shuang loved actually always loved her, but she didn’t have a good memory and fell in love with someone else in the middle!
She blamed the man who had been resenting all her life and never gave him an explanation until she died. I quickly turned around and left to find Xi Nuo to reply to the letter!
I carefully read the contents of the letter, which were all the time of Gan Shuang and my father. The ones she called out the most were Brother Chen Nian, who was attached to him as if he was a child.
Gan Shuang hated her for the rest of her life.
I also loved it for a lifetime.
But in the end, she didn't understand why her husband, the man who used to treat her like that, suddenly changed!
At the end of the letter, she wrote-
"My brother Chen Nian is the most ruthless but gentle and affectionate man in the world. For me, he can pick the Qingming flower blooming from Qingming Festival from the distant and dangerous Qinghai-Tibet, and marry me alone despite my father's opposition. He even protects me in his arms as soon as possible when he encounters danger, and comforts me gently when he is injured and says it's okay!
He used to be so gentle!
He once loved me more than anything else.
But why did I suddenly stop loving you?
I still can't figure out this question, and even wanted to ask him for an answer on the day he passed away, but he didn't give me that answer, just accusing me of betraying the identity of the mistress of the Xi family!
Accuse me of betraying him!
His accusations are deeply rooted in people's hearts!
But it was him who betrayed me first!
It was him who betrayed our love.
It was him who made me feel in pain in this life!
If he had said from the beginning that this love had a deadline; if he had told me from the beginning that he would withdraw in the future; if he had not been so gentle to me, I would never have married him!
He lied to me!
It was him who ruined me.
Brother Chen Nian,
Chapter completed!