Chapter 344 I don't want to marry you
Xi Zhan rarely reveals his thoughts, especially with such a low attitude, I feel a little distressed for him, but I still think that what I want is his clear attitude.
What I want is an identity that can stand by him!
But this seems to make it too difficult for him.
Because his biological mother is threatening him with her life!
I suddenly fell into a very helpless situation!
I suddenly broke free from Xi Zhan's arms!
He knew that the resistance in my heart did not imprison me too much.
I pulled out of his arms and returned to the room and sat on the edge of the bed. The gauze skirt on my body was very short and thin. The posture of sitting by the bed made my long white and straight legs exposed to Xi Zhan's gaze.
The man might have been attracted by the charm. He came over and squatted beside me. I looked at him with my eyes down. His palm slowly held my knees and asked softly: "Is the baby still angry?"
Do you think I will forgive him after he explained it?
I withdrew my gaze and ignored him with a cold face. Xi Zhan stood up and hugged me into his arms. I was sitting, he was standing, and my head was just pressing against the hot place below him.
My face suddenly became a little hot!!
Xi Zhan's palm gently rubbed against my cheek, and his movements were particularly gentle and lingering. He lowered his voice: "Baby, I didn't tell you that night that it was my fault; I recovered my memory and didn't admit it was my fault at the first time; I apologized, how can you forgive me?"
How can I be cruel to Xi Zhan, who apologized repeatedly and repeatedly?!
I pursed my lips and said sadly: "I'm not going to be angry with you."
I just felt helpless in his world.
I can never be his true wife.
Yi Zheng called me second sister-in-law, but he always treated me as an outsider.
He answered, "Why forgive me?"
When I didn't say good or bad, Xi Zhan suddenly bent down and kissed my lips. His movements were gentle and gradually warm. I had no chance to refuse. Before I could react, my dress had spread out and fell into the bed, and he looked at me with a scorching look.
I gasped and shouted, "Xi Zhan."
I didn't call him a second brother but I still felt resentful in my heart.
I still can't figure it out in my heart.
But I can't push him away in my heart!
I have always been like this to the man I love!
Soft-hearted, unable to be completely indifferent.
Xi Zhan squatted down and reached out to touch my cheek. I stared at him silently, without stopping him, and letting his eyes look at my body, "Yun'er, how can we get married?"
Xi Zhan suddenly mentioned getting married...
I asked hesitantly: "Then your mother?"
His thin lips pursed slightly, "She can't make decisions for me."
I raised my hand and touched his cheek, and couldn't help but sigh, "But she is your mother after all, you can't bet on her life! Xi Zhan, you have lost a mother because of this."
Xi Zhan opened his lips and wanted to say something, but he was silent in the end.
Seeing him hesitant, I asked, "What's wrong?"
"I thought to myself that we went to Ireland to get a marriage certificate and would not reveal this to her, but I will be sorry for you in the end. I can't give you a dignified wedding or even an open identity. The only ones who know this are Yuan Yu Hyuk and Yi Zheng." After a pause, Xi Zhan turned his head slightly and kissed my palm, and said in a stern tone: "I never thought of giving you any grievances, and never thought of what grievances my woman would get. Sheng'er, she is a stubborn mother
Dear, her life has been on your father. Now your father has no hope of leaving her. Life and death are just a blink of an eye to her. She can leave this world anytime and anywhere, but it has become her last trump card for dealing with me. No matter how I don’t like her or hate her threat, it is undeniable that she was the mother who gave birth to me and was connected with me. I can never treat each other indifferently, but here I really never thought of giving you a slight grievance."
Xi Zhan never said this to me with heart!!
I can understand, I can understand it particularly!
I also hate Xi Zhan’s mother for threatening her son so much!
But what can we do?
There is love on one side and family on the other side!
This is like a balance that cannot be tilted at all!
I pursed my lips tightly with red eyes and didn't say anything. Xi Zhan's cold thin lips kept rubbing against my palms and said gently: "Yun'er, can I marry me? Be my Xi Zhan's wife and my child's mother. I will give you a grand and open wedding in the future, but now I will be wronged for a while now."
After pausing, he asked, "Is that OK?"
Is that good?!
I suddenly felt less willing!
After all, there is no airtight wall in the world.
His mother will know sooner or later!
No one can guess the ending at that time.
Suddenly I was in a dilemma.
Xi Zhan and I have never been able to become real couples.
I can't say what Yi Zheng said to him either!
I was still silent. Seeing that I didn't speak, Xi Zhan looked a little cold, and he asked me softly, "Why don't the baby talk?"
I closed my mouth tightly, and the tears in my eyes kept holding back. Seeing that Xi Zhan's eyes were full of pity, "What's wrong?"
His voice is very soft, especially soft.
It seems like I'm afraid of something!
I still didn't say anything, Xi Zhan hugged me tightly in his arms, and suddenly I said, "I don't want to marry you."
I know Xi Zhan so well that he will be scruples because of his mother's threat, but he is a man who speaks and does things very hard. He said he would get married when he gets married, but what should he do if he is discovered later?
Xi Zhan is never afraid of anyone leaving him, nor is he afraid of Mr. He, because in his eyes I am everything about him!
And I'm afraid of him like this!
Although I hate his mother, I don’t want her to leave Xi Zhan. After all, Xi Zhan once had expectations for her!
Blood is thicker than water. If she really leaves this world, Xi Zhan will not blame me, and although she will still live with me well, he will definitely feel sad. Just like his first mother, he said that the person who treats him the best is the one who has passed away!
I don't want him to be sad in the future!
I don’t want him to be embarrassed between me and his mother!
I don't want him to lose another mother.
Xi Zhan was stunned and asked, "Why?"
Why?!
What reason should I think of to reject him?
I stood up from his arms and stood at the door and said calmly, "What you said, I am a divorced woman who is not worthy of your liking! Xi Zhan, I am afraid of marriage. My three years of life were worse than death. I am particularly afraid of marriage now. I am afraid that I will suffer from depression after getting married. I am even more afraid that your mother will die because of me. Although I am not as kind as I imagined, I don't want a living life to disappear in this world because of me!"
Chapter completed!