"Sheng'er, I know the feeling of missing out very well. You must have experienced it from Gu Tingchen. I hope you have no regrets on the road of love. I have always supported you in pursuing your own happiness."

My sister-in-law's words kept ringing in my ears, and the pain of losing Gu Tingchen appeared in my heart, especially life is worse than death!

I quickly hung up the phone and opened the door. Jing Yi and the others were resting next door. I didn't want to disturb them leaving alone.

When I entered the elevator, my steps became weak and my spirits were a little dazed. I shook my head and went to the side of the road to stop the car. After a while, there was an extra person beside me, which was the familiar and clear atmosphere deep in my memory.

I turned my head and was stunned, "Why are you here?"

The man's voice was extremely gentle and explained: "Last night's incident was the dereliction of duty of the Gu family. Ji Nuan and you are in a relationship with sisters. I know you feel uncomfortable. I originally wanted to find you last night, but you are with Xi Zhan... Sheng'er, I want to be with you."

Gu Tingchen wants to be the man who is by my side.

He wanted to replace Xi Zhan, but he didn't dare to say it clearly!

I didn't want to get entangled with him, so I just ignored him. He didn't feel embarrassed, but asked me, "Where are you going?"

I still ignored it. Gu Tingchen asked me in a grievance, "Sheng'er, it's been two years, are you still angry with me?"

There is a big difference in the personalities of the two men Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan. Xi Zhan is a very tough man. He is consistent in his work, speaking, and doing things, and is even more lazy to explain. He is a cold machine!

But Gu Tingchen is different. He can bend and stretch when encountering things and show weakness in front of me, but I am a person who is particularly prone to soft-heartedness.

Gu Tingchen knew this. His eyes were eclipsed at me and said in a grievance: "I did do something wrong before, but I never thought of hurting you since then! If I had to make a new choice, I would still do that. Compared to the pain of losing you, nothing else is nothing. I am willing to bear it, but I never thought that a woman who once loved me so much and who was willing to marry me would get off the bus and fall in love with other men in the middle!"

Every word of Gu Tingchen was heart-wrenching, and my heart was blocked and I couldn't dissipate. My whole body was filled with pain, and my head was so dizzy. I shook my head and said softly: "Actually, I can understand the decision you made that time, because if it were me, I would do that, but I had been hurt by you too many times before, so a wall in my heart blocked you outside!"

It had rained before in Wucheng, and the ground was very wet, and my high heels were covered in mud and water. Looking at it was awkward, I took a deep breath and said firmly: "Sorry, we have regrets, but I still want to say that I love Xi Zhan."

I love Xi Zhan, and the man who has been cold-looking all year round but protects me from airtight protection and gives me infinite indulgence.

In this life, I only recognize him in my limited life.

I'm going to find him now!

I want to be with him.

But a bloody smell surged in my throat, and I forced myself to swallow it and said to Gu Tingchen: "I'm leaving in advance if I have something to do."

I stopped a taxi and went up. In the car, my spirit suddenly became depressed. The driver asked me where I was going. It took me a long time to recover before I remembered the beach villa that Xi Zhan said was there.

I reported the address and just blurted out this sentence. My throat was itchy and I couldn't stop coughing. The driver cursed and said, "It's bad luck!"

I covered my lips and kept coughing. I didn't have time to pay attention to him. Gu Tingchen knew about my condition. He hurriedly opened the car door and asked me carefully. I spread my hands and found that my palms were covered with blood.

I was stunned for a moment. Gu Tingchen helped me get out of the car with a worried look on his face and got into his car. I got into his car and said with a smile: "Tingchen, I can never get his forgiveness again. Take me to the hospital."

"Sheng'er..."

I laughed out of tears, the despair in my heart was so deep, I murmured to myself, "Although I have no children and have no qualifications to be a mother, I still want to live! I want to be by his side, but why does God have to treat me so cruelly? I just want a healthy body."

Upon hearing this, Gu Tingchen cried and said insultingly: "I'm sorry, I'm the one who has caused you to do this. I took your health away with you!"

Indeed, he gave me my uterine cancer!

It is him who keeps me always wandering on the brink of death!

I hate him, so much that I want to kill him!

But the one who should blame you the most is yourself!

It was me who let him do it!

My spirit was too fragile, so weak that I didn’t even have the strength to talk to him. It seemed that a coldness fell on the corner of my lips. I reached out and touched it gently, not knowing what it was!

When I was conscious again, I was in the hospital four hours later. I was lying on the hospital bed, and Gu Tingchen was with me. He held my palm tightly, as if he was afraid that I would disappear!

I pulled my hand back from his palm, and his eyes darkened and said to me: "The doctor said your condition has worsened."

I closed my eyes and said, "I know."

Gu Tingchen silent for a while, and said with a gentle tone: "Although drugs can restrain your condition, it is just restraint. You can no longer ruin your body, you can no longer get sick, you can no longer be injured. You must always keep warm and you cannot be too depressed."

I uttered coldly, Gu Tingchen didn't care about my attitude and continued, "The doctor gave me a suggestion. He said that the best treatment for you now is to remove the uterus and prevent the condition from worsening. I think the proposal is good, at least it will make you..."

I interrupted him in a lost tone and asked, "Can I increase my chances of living? Can cancer never be cured, right?"

Upon hearing this, Gu Tingchen was silent, and I said mockingly: "Two years ago, after I had surgery, Assistant Yin said that I was cured, but now the condition has recurred, so how can I recover in the true sense?"

Seeing that I was in pain, Gu Tingchen bent down and hugged me into his arms. I silently shed tears and felt so sad in my heart.

I just want to live.

But why is it so difficult to live?

I pushed Gu Tingchen away, "You go."

He did not force me to stay. He told me to have a good rest and left the ward. I stared at the infusion tube all night. In the early morning, the doctor came to check the rounds and asked if my body still hurt.

I nodded and said, "It's a little, it doesn't hurt much."

After drinking the medicine and getting infusion, the pain in my body was relieved a lot. In the range I could bear, the doctor recorded my condition and stood in front of my bed and hesitated for a long time before saying, "Master of the family, you have to have surgery. Although you take it off... but now you are controlling your condition..."

He was afraid of me, so he spoke in vain.

I was afraid of offending me.
Chapter completed!