Am I crying?

I reached out and wiped the corners of my eyes and found that it was wet.

I smiled foolishly and said, "I don't know why I cry, maybe it's because there have been too many depressing things recently."

Xi Zhan could easily tell whether I was lying. I covered my panic in my heart and sighed: "I just want a love, but this road is too tortuous, even your mother..."

Xi Zhan was wearing a thin white sweater on his upper body, his hair on his forehead was slightly messy, and his dull eyes were exquisite.

He was silent for a while when he heard what I said, "She adopted me when she was infancy and gave me a chance to live, so I respect her, but the premise is that she respects me, I have given her a chance. If she still insists on her own, I will not stop her."

I asked him, "Are you willing to commit suicide?"

Xi Zhan: “…”

"She is your mother, and she will threaten you with death. In your heart... Xi Zhan, you are actually very sad in your heart."

Losing a mother was extremely painful for him.

If you lose another person, then he...

In a person's life, love is indeed extremely important.

But besides love, there is family affection, and marriage is always a matter of two families. Once one party blocks it, how can we, as juniors, resist the stubborn thoughts of our elders?

Especially Xi Zhan's mother hated me so much.

Perhaps because my words poked his heart, his tone became cold and said, "Don't think too much, I will deal with this matter."

I said softly: "Xi Zhan, actually, I am in a good state now. I am not in a hurry to get married. Wait for your mother... Maybe after many years, she will let go of her hatred for my mother. I may not say that she will accept me and no longer force you..."

I wasn't necessarily alive at that time.

He asked with a cold look on his face: "Are you timid in your heart?"

I denied, “I just want to think more about you.”

I don’t care about Xi Zhan’s mother, so it doesn’t matter to me whether she dies or lives. I am just worried about Xi Zhan.

I don't want him to be sad.

"Since that's the case, this matter will be left to me."

His voice was firm and unquestionable.

I didn't ask him what to do. When he saw me turning silently and returning to the bedroom, I noticed that he was angry with me.

Did I annoy him just now?

But I didn't say anything too much.

Did he think I was starting to retreat?

I was a little flinched.

Because my physical condition is a burden.

What should I do?

Why is it so difficult to have a healthy body?

I closed my eyes and lay on the sofa. Not long after, Xi Zhan came out of the bedroom and came to my side. I opened my eyes and saw him squatting beside me. I took the initiative to show my affection and asked him, "Are you hungry?"

He shook his head and said, "I'm leaving Tongcheng later."

I asked him with a smile, "Where are you going?"

"I said I'm going back to Finland before."

He used this word back to Finland.

In his heart, Finland is his home.

"oh."

My breath was weak, Xi Zhan gently stroked my cheek with his fingers, and asked caringly: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

I raised my hand and held his palm tightly against my cheek and said in a gentle tone: "Maybe I haven't had enough rest recently."

The doctor said that my condition had signs of recurrence but it did not recur, so I don’t have to worry about it anymore.

"Be good, I will go back to Tongcheng early. If you are bored here, you can come to Finland to find me. I will ask Yuan Yu to send you there."

"Well, how long do you want to stay in Finland?"

"One or two months, I can't tell." He said.

"Then I'll come to see you after Yu Luoluo's wedding."

He said gently: "Well, let's sleep for a while."

I half got up and kissed his cheek. He curled his lips happily and hugged me in his arms, and said in a low voice: "I love you, Shi Sheng."

He shouted my name and said he loved me.

Xi Zhan has never been so sincere.

Maybe he was afraid that I would worry about his mother's affairs.

I responded to him, "Xi Zhan, metoo."

Xi Zhan loves me, not as Gan Shuang said, just wanting to be a home. The man in front of me treats me like a treasure in his life.

I believe in him, he believes in me.

No one can separate us in this life.

Even Xi Zhan’s mother cannot!

...

After Xi Zhan left, I slept on the sofa for a while. After waking up, my mental state recovered a lot and my body was not abnormal.

I was in a happy mood and cooked a meal for myself. After dinner, I went to Xi's house to handle affairs. It was already very late when I got home.

My mother called me when I finished taking a shower.

She asked me when I would get married.

I joked with her and said, "I'm just engaged."

"Mom just asks casually."

"Don't worry, I'll put it on the agenda."

Upon hearing this, my mother said with relief: "Well, I feel relieved when I see you like this. Shi Cheng... Why didn't you talk about that girl's family background?"

They should have seen Song Yiran after hearing what my mother said. I asked her with concern, "What is her attitude?"

"Your father went to S City during the day to meet her. She is a very beautiful girl, but when she mentions it, she is not willing to make up."

I asked: "What does it mean to be unwilling to do it?"

"She said she would consider the child, but she had a knot in her heart. She said she would give her a year or two to think about this."

I agreed: "It's great. Shi Cheng needs time to make a living, but the child... Jiuer won't be too close to him."

Jiuer, who is one and a half years old, is very unfamiliar with the word dad.

"I'll talk to Shi Cheng when I have time."

"Well, I'll go and rest first." I said.

My mom reminded me: "Remember to have supper."

"Well, I won't treat myself badly."

After hanging up the phone, I went to bed after taking the medicine.

For the next half month, I carefully maintained my body, and spent the rest of my time handling business at the Xi family. I occasionally went to the hospital for physical examination, and the doctor said that my body was not very bad.

Not having too big problems does not mean there are no hidden dangers.

But my broken body can never be tossed.

On the 20th day after Xi Zhan left, Yu Luoluo called me and she asked me with a smile, "When will Sister Shi Sheng arrive in Nanjing?"

I reacted and asked her, "Which wedding will be?"

"The day after tomorrow, will you come here tomorrow?" she asked.

"Where are Ji Nuan and Tan Yang?"

Yu Luoluo said: "They will be in Nanjing tomorrow."

"Well, then I'll go to Nanjing tomorrow."

"Then I'll wait for you in Nanjing."

I smiled and said, "I wish you a happy wedding and Luoluo."

"Thank you, Sister Shi Sheng."

I plan to fly directly to Finland to find Xi Zhan after attending Yu Luoluo’s wedding. We have been separated for twenty days!
To be continued...