The heavy rain seemed to be getting heavier. I didn't know if Xi Zhan heard what I said, because he was far away from me. I tried to open my voice and said, "Give me eight months to give me this child. If I could still live at that time... I will come to you with my child and I are healthy? Will you let me be your wife at that time?"

I love this arrogant man in front of me who has never hurt me, who has given me endless indulgence, reliance and trust me with all my heart.

I don't want to miss him again in this life!

I just want to be his wife in this life!

I don't think I will fall in love with others again!

Although he is not the only man in my life, I can be sure that he will be the last man in my life!

Xi Zhan didn't say anything, it looked like his character, but he made me sad. I pursed my lips and then said, "Xi Zhan, I'm also very scared. I'm especially afraid that you will leave me and die! But I'm even more afraid that I can't keep this child. I'm not as strong as I imagined, I'm even cowardly, but this child is my only courage. Can you understand what I mean?"

He suddenly turned around and looked at me with a cold look.

Xi Zhan's clothes were soaked all over, and the white shirt inside seemed to be dark. Was he injured in prison?

I asked worriedly: "Are you injured?"

He was cold and did not respond to me.

I suddenly realized that he didn't want to pay attention to me anymore.

I suddenly felt very discouraged, Xi Zhan turned around and left. At the moment he disappeared into the night, I seemed to see a ring on his finger, a very familiar ring!

I went to Finland with a gift some time ago.

I want to give him a 27th birthday gift.

A wedding ring.

But he didn't see me that day. Although he explained to me that Chen Shen was inside, I still felt sad.

Although he also had a reason to see me.

After all, I was the one who hurt him!

I disappointed him!

In fact, Xi Zhan was so kind that he was so kind. When he came to see me, he said he had not misunderstood me. In fact, he didn't want me to have any psychological burden!

He doesn't want me to be sad about it.

But his departure was destined.

Looking at the heavy rain outside the door, I didn’t know that Xi Zhan’s life will be full of crises in the next year and is surrounded by enemies!

I don’t know that he needs to reshape his power in Europe; he needs to solve those who secretly want to devour him, and the process is very difficult and dangerous!

He can't bring me beside him!

I can't bring the pregnant me beside me!

I can't bring me, who is pregnant and in such a bad state, and even about to have the power of the Xi family!

What's more, his man is used to taking on all the dangers alone!

He never puts danger before me.

He was actually quite helpless at that time.

Xi Zhan left after all.

Our breakup was peaceful.

It's quieter than I imagined.

But the process is so difficult!

I returned to the upper floor in a daze, lay on the bed, thinking about the words he had just said with my eyes open. He was so tolerant and generous, and so heartless and cold.

I closed my eyes and said lightly: "Wait for me, Xi Zhan."

During the time I was with him, I have always asked for him, and I have never given him anything and pushed him into a desperate situation!

If I had given birth to a baby in eight months, I would definitely be with him, even if he wouldn't want me again!

I can't imagine that he doesn't want me.

But he didn't want me now!

How could Xi Zhan not want me!!

...

Wucheng, the top of Wushan.

In January, the snow in Wucheng was falling, and Xi Zhan put his hands in his pocket and looked at the continuous snow in the distance. He felt calm in his heart.

And the man beside him asked him, "When will you leave?"

Xi Zhan replied indifferently: "Let's go."

He was calm and composed, and he always was like this.

Chen Shen handed him a lit cigarette, but Xi Zhan did not pick it up, and the latter threw it into the snow without any mind.

Chen Shen stepped on the cigarette butt with his feet and asked in a low voice: "Then the woman you are willing to stay in Tongcheng?"

"So what if I can't bear to give up?"

Suddenly, Xi Zhan said in a rare hoarse voice: "If she stays by my side, her life will be in danger, and she will only take over the Xi family next month. She needs time to grow up alone. She needs to learn how to manage a big family, and even more so, she needs time to nurture that child..."

Xi Zhan knew that raising a child was dangerous for her, but he knew her very well!

He knew that she would not give up on this child.

Since that's the case, he won't force her.

He was reluctant to force her.

After all, he was soft-hearted to her.

Since she wanted to make trouble, he would make trouble with her.

But now he can't be with her side and around her.

He couldn't speak selfishly, either and told her to wait for him.

Because he is not sure whether he can return to Tongcheng alive in the future.

Since that's the case, I won't give her hope.

Chen Shen has known Xi Zhan for more than ten years. He knows that the man beside him has the same situation as him and he is getting up from the bottom step by step.

He can empathize with the pain he suffered before, because of this, they are both enemies and friends.

"That woman is so worthy of your concern? How can she be worthy of you after getting divorced and having an abortion?"

Chen Shen deliberately said these words to his heart.

Who told him last time that his woman was older?

Chen Shen wronged Xi Zhan. That day, Chen Shen asked Shi Sheng about his age in a prison in Finland. Xi Zhan just casually replied: "How many years younger than your woman."

But Chen Shen felt that he was mocking his woman.

Hearing this, Xi Zhan looked at him squintly, "What about you?"

"She has never been married."

This can actually make Chen Shen find a sense of superiority.

Two equally powerful men who have experienced the sinister world suddenly seem very childish, as if they have a common topic.

Xi Zhan said seriously: "You know that I only care about her. As long as it is her, everything else doesn't matter."

Chen Shen knew that he was like this himself. He did not mention women anymore, but reminded him lightly: "Your future road is difficult and dangerous, and I will not show mercy to you, and naturally I will not take advantage of others' danger. I promise you a half-year restoration period."

Chen Shen will not target him in the past six months.

Xi Zhan curled his lips and said softly: "No need."

"Ha, you're still so arrogant."

Xi Zhanwei said, his personality is more taciturn than Chen Shen. He used to say almost nothing nonsense except for work!

Until I met that woman that night...

She chattered and thought he was cold.

He began to learn to speak and communicate.

The snowflakes in the sky fell on her body. Xi Zhan closed her eyes and wondered why she wanted to come to Wushan before leaving. Perhaps this was her mother's territory.

Chen Shen stared at Xi Zhan's calm expression and suddenly asked him in confusion, "Xi Zhan, what is love?"

Chen Shen likes Ji Nuan.

But he didn't know what love was.

I don't know why that woman always rejected him.

She was the one who once said that she liked me.

love……

Shi Sheng once asked Xi Zhan to have love.

At that time, he said that he didn't understand that love needed her to teach her.

In fact, it was not that he didn't understand love, but he just didn't know how to express it, so when Sheng asked him, he subconsciously said that he didn't understand.

What is love?

No one knows better than Xi Zhan.

"In this life, the only one."

Chen Shen asked in confusion: "Is this love?"
Chapter completed!