The fear in my heart became deeper and deeper. The doctor comforted me for a while and told me not to be excited, and then checked me in my body!

Finally he concluded: "You have a small amount of bleeding caused by your poor physical condition. Maybe it is a threatened miscarriage, but the situation is not particularly dangerous."

The phenomenon of threatened miscarriage?!

I couldn't accept this result, so I quickly asked the doctor to find a way for me. Seeing that I was so excited, he quickly comforted him: "There is no problem for the child for the time being, but you have to cooperate with the hospital's treatment to go to the hospital for regular examinations, get fetal injections and take fetal medicines. The most important thing is to keep a happy mood, because being too nervous or overjoyed will make the fetus unstable. Many pregnant ladies are miscarriages caused by emotional instability during pregnancy!"

After silence, the doctor asked, "Do you have a problem with your spine?"

I asked in surprise: "What?"

"Your case shows that you have been seriously injured and your central nervous system is still in the recovery stage. If you are pregnant now, it may cause... The situation should be clear. The time you have not been pregnant with this child is very suitable. I personally recommend that you get rid of it. If your body recovers smoothly and you have a healthy body in the future..."

The doctor flipped through my case's hand and stopped suddenly, "Did you have uterine cancer?"

I nodded and said with difficulty: "Yes."

"Your uterus has not been removed, but your body is in a loss after all, and your spine is... Your physical condition is really bad and not suitable for pregnancy! If you insist on persisting, it will threaten your life. I really recommend you to take it..."

I interrupted the doctor and said firmly: "You know my condition, all kinds of diseases have accumulated, and I have had a kidney transplant... My pregnancy this time is my only chance. I think I may not be qualified to be a mother again, so I decided to risk my life to give this child. Even if you give me a treatment plan, I am willing to give me the best medicine no matter how much it costs!"

The doctor frowned and asked me, "Do your family know?"

"Well, he knows."

"Does he know your physical condition?"

When the doctor asked me this question, I realized that the reason why Xi Zhan asked me to abort the child might be because I was clear about my physical condition!

Maybe Xi Zhan doesn't want me to take risks?!

Now I have only this reason to comfort myself!

I nodded and said, "He knows."

Seeing my attitude, the doctor sighed and said, "I will try my best to help you, but you must keep a good mood and prevent sexual intercourse."

I nodded, and the doctor also told me the dangers of continuing to get pregnant. "This matter is your own choice. I won't talk about whether the child can be saved. Even if you are in labor in the future, you may not be sure..."

He wanted to speak but stopped, and I knew what he meant.

I took the fetal preservation pills and left the hospital. When I returned to the apartment, I lay down to take care of my fetus. I couldn't help feeling lonely at night.

Actually, how can I not understand what the doctor said?

I'm afraid, too, I'm afraid that I'm in danger of my life.

I was afraid that I would leave Xi Zhan.

But I am even more afraid of the child's departure.

Gu Tingchen once aborted my child and caused me to have uterine cancer. I kept thinking that if the child was kept, I would not have to get sick, and naturally I would not experience those painful things in the future!

So this child has become my obsession!

I want kids!

Want to fight fate once!

I want to be a mother!

I reached out and wiped the wet corners of my eyes and went to sleep with my eyes closed. I woke up once in the middle of the night, but when I saw the tall figure standing by the window, I was shocked and murmured to my second brother.

The back of my back was extremely lonely. He heard me calling him silently, and I was so sad that I called me again.

He then turned around and looked at me with a desolate look.

I quickly apologized: "I'm sorry."

He asked lightly, "Is the child still here?"

The first time he saw me was asking the child!

I suddenly realized that he was here to kill someone tonight!

I'm here to kill this little thing in my belly!

I asked irresponsibly: "When did you come back?"

"Just arrived." He replied.

His voice was low and cold. I stared at him with some fear, but I stared at him with some misunderstanding. I got out of bed nervously and stood in front of him, and said with caution: "I know that I am the murderer and ruined your career in the first half of my life! I feel very sad. I feel sorry for my second brother. It was me who let you down! I never thought of doing this, but I was..."

Xi Zhan nodded lightly, and he lowered his eyes to me, his deep eyes were all alienated, which made me feel very uncomfortable!

"Did you remember what I said?"

The question Xi Zhan suddenly asked me was stunned. I reached out and carefully grabbed his sleeve.

Seeing this, Xi Zhan's eyes looked at my little movement.

He suddenly asked indifferently, "I'm afraid I will leave?"

I nodded softly, and Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and hugged me in his arms. I could clearly feel the man's beating heart.

I was shocked and asked, "Don't you blame me?"

I haven't hugged Xi Zhan for a long time, and I haven't felt the clear breath on his body for a long time.

I hugged his waist tightly with my hands tightly and heard his voice deep in a low and hoarse voice: "Baby, why have you forgotten what I said to you?"

He is actually willing to call me baby!!

I asked aggrievedly in my heart: "What do you mean?"

"Our life is too short. The life we ​​want to go with you is even shorter. At least in my life that is approaching the first thirty years, you have not had any negative emotions, such as misunderstandings, pain, concealment, etc., which will only cause the two of us to gradually get farther and farther away. No matter whether my emotions are good or sad, I will not push you away from me. I hope you can remember these words for the rest of your life."

He had said all these words to me before, and when Xi Zhan said these words again, my heart suddenly became clear!

The depression during this period suddenly disappeared.

He rubbed my head and said tolerantly: "You are the child of the Xi family. It's right for the Xi family to make you recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors. It's right for the Xi family to suppress me. All of this is just a cause and effect."

"But Brother San said your career was completely defeated."

I said with guilt: "I pushed you into that situation. No matter whether I am interested or not, I will be the murderer in the end! I'm sorry, I blame me for being too naive!"

It’s all my fault that I trust others too easily!

I hugged his waist and told him everything that happened during that period.

Xi Zhan suddenly lowered his head and kissed the corner of my eyes. A cold feeling slid across his skin. I heard his faint voice say, "Xi Wei is from the Xi family, and I am the head of the Xi family. It is normal for you to trust him easily."

From beginning to end, Xi Zhan didn't blame me.

But he didn't see me when he came to Finland that day.

When I thought of this, I felt so upset. I asked him, and he paused and explained, "Chen Shen is inside."

Chen Shen was in prison at that time?!
Chapter completed!