Chapter 135 You teach me, I give it to you
"Ms. Shi was having a quarrel with Mr. Xi?"
The rain outside was noisy, and Assistant Yin's voice was not loud, but I could hear it clearly.
What does it mean that I have a quarrel with him?!
Isn’t Xi Zhan cold to me?
Xi Zhan said in a distant voice: "Ask a date, right?"
"Mr. Xi, girls are going to be coaxed."
"Talk too much." Xi Zhan ordered in a dissolute voice: "I will live with her here these days. You can go back to Tongcheng to deal with the company's affairs first. If you have any questions, please contact Yuanyou. Don't let her find out here."
I don't know who she was referring to in Xi Zhan's mouth, but Assistant Yin knew it, and he said respectfully: "Yes, Mr. Xi."
Assistant Yin left, the rain outside never stopped, and Xi Zhan did not return to his room.
I opened the quilt and looked at the wound on my body. I had gauze wrapped around the base of my thighs, and bandages were also wrapped around my chest and palms.
Just as I was staring at my wounds, Xi Zhan entered the room, and he reached out to take off his coat and put it on the foot of the bed.
Xi Zhan was wearing a white shirt close to him. He came over and rubbed my cheeks and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"
His tone was very low and he was deliberately slowing down.
I shook my head and said, "I'm not hungry."
I'm not hungry at all, maybe it's because of my poor mood. After all, so many bad things have happened recently, so I'm so unlucky!
"Then I'll make some porridge for you."
After saying that, Xi Zhan turned around and left the room.
I was the only one left in the room. I opened the window and looked outside. It was a typical yard. Xi Zhan entered a room not far away, and he could see his busy figure from me.
After a long time, he came out of the room with a bowl of porridge. Seeing me staring at him, he raised his lips and asked, "Do you drink sweet?"
Xi Zhan never smiles, but he smiles a little bit light.
I seemed to be flirting with by him.
I blinked and said, "Salty."
Xi Zhan turned around and entered the kitchen again. He walked from that room to me only a dozen steps, and soon returned to my room.
He looked at me with a bowl of faint eyes, and the tranquility that penetrated from his bones shocked me.
I probably don’t deserve the perfect man in front of me, and the inferiority that arose in my heart almost overwhelms me.
He came over and sat beside me to serve me to eat. I suddenly remembered what he had just said, "It's pretty good, I still have the energy to keep angry with me."
He knew I was angry.
He knows everything.
But he knew it, but he had never comforted me.
After I finished drinking the porridge in disappointment, Xi Zhan returned to the kitchen with the bowl silently, and soon returned to the room.
He took off his leather shoes and placed them beside the bed, then lay down on my side and stretched his arms to hold me gently in his arms.
Xi Zhan gently followed my long hair with his fingers and asked, "Baby, did I make you angry?"
He rarely calls me baby, but more of it is called Yoona, and he has never asked me so softly.
It seems to be caring about my emotions.
I denied it, "No."
"You don't want to pay attention to me," he said.
It's not that I don't want to pay attention to him...
I asked him a few days ago if he loves me, and he responded to me with silence. What I want is not just to be his woman!
I also want to be the cinnabar on his heart!!
Seeing that I didn't say anything, his magnetic voice yelled at me in a charming voice and said, "I was very worried about you last night."
The calm and strength in my heart were in a state of disgrace in his baby. I explained with my eyes moistened and aggrieved: "I'm not angry, I'm just angry myself."
I'm so greedy.
Greedy wants to get more from Xi Zhan.
Xi Zhan's cold palms kept rubbing against my cheeks, and this action brought me great comfort.
He lowered his head and kissed my forehead with his thin lips, patiently coaxed me and said, "Tell me."
"Xi Zhan, I want you to love me."
I thought I couldn't say it, but I couldn't help it in front of him. He also understood the devastating deeds I said this.
If he doesn't give me love...
So what can I do?!
Seeing that I was angry because of this, Xi Zhan hugged my shoulders tightly and silent for a long time before asking me, "Baby, what is love?"
This sentence is inexplicably familiar. I raised my eyes and met his deep eyes. Suddenly I remember that I seemed to have dreamed of it in my dream...
This is not a dream.
Xi Zhan asked me a long time ago.
Full of confusion and doubt.
I was stunned for a moment and heard his faint voice explaining: "I am in an environment without love. I don't know very well what love you want. Let me tell you frankly. I left home when I was very young, and then lived in a welfare home. I was taken away in less than two years... A lot of indifferent things happened before I inherited the Xi family."
Xi Zhan's tone was light and he mentioned his past events. He paused and promised, "I don't know much about what love is, so naturally I don't know what you want. If you want it, then teach me and I'll give it to you."
If you want, then teach me and I will give it to you.
This is the biggest concession Xi Zhan has given me.
I believed it at that time, but it was only a long time before I realized that Xi Zhan said this at that time just perfunctorily.
Because it took me a long time to realize that no one in this world understands love better than Xi Zhan!
But Xi Zhan explained to me at that time, and this explanation was not so unacceptable, and he compromised and asked me to teach him, so I stopped exploring it with him.
I reached out and held Xi Zhan's cold palm tightly, and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, why were you sent away by your family?"
I heard from my assistant that Xi Zhan was sent out of the family at a very young age, and his three older brothers were with him.
But now Xi Zhan is the only one living person. I don’t know what happened in the middle, but because it was Xi Zhan’s past, I wanted to understand.
I seemed to know nothing about him.
I really want to know his past.
"The law of survival of the family."
Xi Zhan seemed reluctant to bring the Xi family. His cold lips rubbed against my hair and explained: "When I was young, I had no ability to resist and was forced to surrender to their arrangements. When I was old, the Xi family was just a toy in the palm of my hand. If it weren't for my mother still in the Xi family... a decadent family would be kept for the time being, anyway, the time for withering has come."
He listened to Xi Zhan's tone, and he disagreed with the Xi family he attached to, as if he could destroy it immediately.
But if you think about it carefully, Xi Zhan is not that stupid. He must be more far-sighted than me. I remembered the Sinuo who found me yesterday.
She was in the Xi family where Xi Zhan had withered.
She is Xi Zhan's fiancée.
But it was not recognized by Xi Zhan.
It should be said that Xi Zhan does not take the entire Xi family seriously.
Thinking of her, I and Xi Zhan said, "Second brother, your fiancée found me yesterday. She said she was the head mistress of the Xi family, and I was the second wife... Was she crazy? She actually asked me to be the second wife..."
Chapter completed!