I could get pampering and peace from Xi Zhan, but I couldn't feel the thing called love. It was not until this time that I realized that I, who had been particularly tolerant of feelings, began to become urgent, and I was eager to respond to the man I loved in my heart.

I can no longer be willing to follow me as I used to, but this has not changed anything. What is the difference between Xi Zhan, whom I am following now and Gu Tingchen?!

I once married Gu Tingchen, but I got him but didn't have that love.

Now I have got Xi Zhan, and he is so cold to me.

At this moment, Xi Zhan looked at me with clear dark eyes, and suddenly became timid in my heart. In fact, I was wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't stubbornly beg Xi Zhan to be with me. I should wait until I am in love with him again...

I opened my mouth, but after all, I didn't want to use all my self-esteem to ask him about his feelings for me. I suddenly felt very calm, without any joy or grievance, and only for myself.

I smiled hypocritically and asked him, "Are you not going to work today?"

Seeing me asking him calmly, Xi Zhan's eyes flashed: "I'll go home later."

The Xi family he mentioned should refer to the big house between Wutong and Wutong.

I said oh softly, and Xi Zhan ordered: "Yun'er will be with me."

I don't know how to get along with him now, and I want to leave this suffocating space urgently. I shook my head and refused and said, "I have something to do later."

Xi Zhan was silent and left the room after a while.

I stood up and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. I saw Assistant Yin waiting downstairs. After a while, Xi Zhan, dressed in a suit and tie, appeared downstairs. He walked towards Assistant Yin with long legs. Before getting on the car, he turned his eyes slightly and looked at my place indifferently.

I curled my lips with a little self-deprecating.

He withdrew his gaze and got in the car and left the community.

When his car disappeared, I felt as if I was depressed and softened on the ground. I suddenly realized that I had wrapped myself in again, and fell into it over and over again like three years ago.

I reached out and covered my face and cried bitterly, and I felt so regretful. If I could choose again, I would never provoke Xi Zhan, let alone say what I liked him!

The sadness in my heart was too deep. I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with my legs in my arms for a long time until my assistant called me, "Mr. Shi, I found the butler back then."

"Where is he?" I asked.

"Mr. Shi, he is waiting for you at the entrance of the city."

It was raining heavily in Tongcheng. I hesitated for a while and got up and drove to the entrance of the city with the car keys.

From a distance, I saw an old man standing at the intersection with a dark umbrella. When I just stopped the car, a truck drove over from a distance and knocked him to the sky.

My face was pale in an instant, and I quickly got out of the car and ran to him. His face was full of wrinkles, which were the familiar faces I was when I was young. In those years, Xiaowu and I often surrounded him.

The old butler was dying. He reached out and held my palm tightly, and said intermittently: "Miss, I haven't seen you for many years... I have a... secret that I have always wanted to tell you."

I held his palm tightly and comforted, "You hold on, it will be fine!"

The enthusiastic people passing by helped 120, and the old butler said with blood on his face: "Miss, in fact, the master and wife... no... Actually, you are never from the Shi family. Your birth is much more than you are now... Miss, listen to me, go find..."

I have never been from the Shi family, what does this mean?!.

The butler's words made me stunned. I grabbed his palm tightly and asked him who he was looking for. He said a few words but didn't say them, and finally fainted in my arms.

Not long after, the ambulance arrived and I drove to the hospital.

The housekeeper was in the rescue. After a while, the assistant and the people from the housekeeper's hometown came. Seeing that I was soaked all over, the assistant quickly put on a coat for me. I trembled and grabbed the assistant's arm and asked, "What's going on with the driver who drove the truck?"

"The police just asked that the driver was driving while drunk and was currently in custody."

I asked him, "Jiang Chen, do you believe it is a coincidence?"

The assistant asked in confusion: "What does Shi mean?"

"It won't be that coincidental." I said.

There are not so many coincidences in this world.

Everything is in the conspiracy.

Two hours later, the housekeeper was pushed out of the operating room. Although he saved his life, he was in a coma. The doctor asked the family to prepare mentally and said that the probability of becoming a vegetative person is very high.

I felt like a towering mountain was overwhelming. I followed my assistant away with a swaying footsteps and saw a luxury car parked next to my car at the entrance of the hospital.

I know that car, and even said it is extremely familiar.

During my three-year marriage with Gu Tingchen, he often drove this Maybah. I always remember the license plate number in my heart.

I closed my eyes and said to the assistant, "You go back first."

The assistant nodded and handed me the umbrella in his hand. After he left, I walked towards the Maybah with difficulty. On the way I walked, the window slowly shook down, revealing the handsome face of the man. I stood there suddenly and didn't want to get closer.

Gu Tingchen turned his head slightly and asked me coldly, "Do you miss me?"

I held an umbrella and looked at him without saying a word through the heavy rain.

He asked with a sarcastic smile: "Sheng'er, are you happy to be with Xi Zhan?"

I shook my head and said frankly: "Unhappy."

He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Oh?"

"I'm sad because he doesn't love me."

Gu Tingchen asked clearly: "Who do you think he will love?"

Yes, Xi Zhan loves no one in his heart.

Gu Tingchen in front of him should have a normal personality.

Looking at his familiar face, I remembered the three years we had in the past. It was me who was the first to be freed from our love, who chose Xi Zhan and gave up on him.

But what can I do?!

When I chose Xi Zhan, I didn't know that he was still alive, so I let go of my guard and started a new life.

Even if I still love Gu Tingchen now, that kind of love is a memory, the past, and has nothing to do with the current love.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Tingchen's slightly gentle voice came through the heavy rain and said, "I have done so many mistakes in the past, making you feel unhappy, so I forgive you once, I promise you to be with Xi Zhan, and I wish you happiness. I hope you will remember to come back to find me when you can't hold on. I am willing to accept you unconditionally."

He is willing to accept me unconditionally, but I cannot and do not want to return to his side.

I said calmly with red eyes: "Gu Tingchen, I chose this path myself. No matter how much I can hold on or not, I will never have anything to do with you."

I said this to dispel his hope.

He is alive now, and I hope he is more happy.
Chapter completed!