Chapter 28 I don't want to
Sometimes it's a very lame excuse for me to never want to be separated from you.
But sometimes, it is the most affectionate confession.
If this sentence was said by Lu Yao, then Lu Yuan might have thrown her down cruelly.
But if it was Su Mei, it would be a big difference.
After all, Lu Yao and Su Mei are essentially different. Lu Yao is Lu Yuan’s daughter and the object he protects at all costs.
But as the person Lu Yuan loved, Su Mei's relationship between them was essentially equal.
Lu Yuan is not qualified to make a decision on Su Mei.
Su Mei was reminding Lu Yuan of this.
So, Lu Yuan finally could only look at the girl in front of him, her pure black eyes, and then nodded quietly.
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After discussing and deciding, although there is actually no need to pay attention to the house, after all, the remaining few moving creatures on the earth today are all things that need to be questioned - but in order not to put the eggs in a basket, there is still someone to stay or respond.
Because of the close distance, Lu Yuan and Su Mei did not need to drive a polar track car. John Smith stayed behind, while Lu Yuan and Su Mei were driving a full-energy Doomsday mecha, staggeringly in the ice and snow, heading towards the locked wet and hot cave.
The red moon can only cast a shallow shadow on the people under the moonlight.
"I didn't expect you to agree to me." Su Mei walked behind Lu Yuan and spoke at the same time.
After this period of time digging snow in the plane cemetery, Lu Yuan and Su Mei are already very skilled in basic driving of Doomsday Mecha.
After all, it is not like playing games now. You can use proximity to control each step of your actions. In particular, the weapon system is more expensive. At present, Lu Yuan and Su Mei have not conducted too many weapon tests.
Well, it's just not too much.
"I didn't want to agree." Lu Yuan said.
"Then why did you agree in the end?" Su Mei asked.
Lu Yuan stopped and a helpless smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
"Because you are Su Mei."
Su Mei couldn't help but burst into laughter.
After laughing, she whispered thank you.
"Thank you for not only treating me as Lu Yao."
"After all." A smile appeared on the corner of the girl's mouth.
"Actually, during this period, I have basically played the role of Lu Yao. At the same time, I have truly experienced the feeling of Lu Yao following you."
"You are a good father."
Lu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then said thank you.
"But the longer you travel with your good father, the more unwilling you will feel." Su Mei continued.
"Don't give up?" Lu Yuan asked back.
He did not understand this feeling.
For his father role, he believes that his entire mission is to protect Lu Yao, so that she can survive in this cruel world as much as possible, and to allow her to survive and grow while still living.
He never needed Lu Yao to help him do anything.
Because as long as Lu Yao or is alive, it is Lu Yuan’s biggest spiritual pillar.
"Yes, I'm not willing to give up." Su Mei nodded and said, "I can't do anything, I can't do anything. You take risks for me to do so many dangerous things, I'm just your burden..."
"No." Lu Yuan interrupted Su Mei: "I have never..."
"You have never felt like this, right?" Su Mei said softly: "I know you have never felt like this, but I think so. If I don't know that you can't survive in a world without Lu Yao, then I even want to commit suicide to free you."
Su Mei's voice was soft, with a little sadness and seriousness.
Lu Yuan knew that Su Mei was serious, very serious and serious.
Before this, because of John Smith's joining, Lu Yuan and Su Mei had fewer communication.
Moreover, during this period, Su Mei was very silent most of the time, just stayed by Lu Yuan's side, and listened to Lu Yuan's conversation with John Smith as her daughter.
Even though in Lu Yuan's mind, she has always had an equal relationship with her, Su Mei voluntarily shrank herself to the position of a simple daughter.
Until that moment before, Su Mei suddenly stood up and said that I want to be with you.
Never want to be separated.
At that moment, Lu Yuan was so moved that he could not say no to refuse.
"I don't know what to say." Lu Yuan said.
I don't know how to comfort me at this time.
And in this era of destruction of the world and extinction of human beings, comfort has become something too luxurious.
"Don't say anything." Su Mei chuckled and said, "I always follow, watch, and experience the emotions of Lu Yao following you. I like you more and more. If you like you more and more, it means I hate myself more and more."
"Hate that you can't do anything, you can only become a burden to you."
"I don't know what Lu Yao thought at the beginning."
"But for me, I don't want that."
"I don't want to say that the weak should be protected."
"I never even think of myself as a weak person."
"But what." Su Mei pursed her lips: "There is a gap between ideals and reality, right?"
The girl's voice was faintly self-deprecating.
No matter how unwilling to give up and hate yourself, I am the one who is weak and can only be protected by my father forever, and sometimes even causes my father to die.
Even if the father is willing to do so.
Su Mei didn't want to be such a person.
So what about Lu Yao?
"No." Lu Yuan stopped.
The two of them walked on the snow all the way and talked at the same time. At this time, the far-off Doomsday Mecha stopped on the snow, and the moonlight casts a shadow on him.
"It's not like this." Lu Yuan corrected.
"You are very important to me, so I am willing to do it willingly."
"But I want to be by your side like now and be someone who will help you." Su Mei walked forward, walked past Lu Yuan, and walked in front.
"I don't know what Lu Yao thought."
"But that's what I think."
"I want to be a person who will help you, and I want to be a comrade-in-arms who grow up and face difficulties together."
"Not that useless little girl who just curls up and calls dad."
"Whether it's me or Su Mei."
Su Mei's voice decisively brought a little peace, and at that moment the confusion seemed to be wiped out.
Lu Yuanze was stunned.
He didn't expect that Su Mei would say such things at this moment.
At this moment, Su Mei continued to speak, "Come and have a look."
The road is far away and I don't understand it.
Su Mei repeated it again.
Walk forward as the road is far away.
Chapter completed!