357 Is It Really Love?
"Oni~?" Han Seung-yeon couldn't help but shout angrily when she heard Park Kyu-ri's words.
"Look, I'm angry again." Park Kyu-ri was not scared by Han Seung-yeon's shouting, but instead continued to correct the situation slowly.
"I'm so angry that I was so angry that I was angry." Han Shengyan said angrily, lifting the quilt angrily, then walking out of the bed, and angrily trying to return to her bed.
When Park Kyu-ri saw Han Seung-yeon's angry look, she burst into laughter. She thought so beautifully and so happy, as if the girl on the road was unstable and full of emotion was not her at all.
"Ohni, when is it now? You are still joking about me." Hearing Park Kyu-ri's laughter, Han Seung-yeon acted coquettishly in dissatisfaction. Looking at Park Kyu-ri who kept laughing, she said angrily.
She has heard Park Kyu-li's words countless times, but how could she, who is already smart, not understand Park Kyu-li's intention? However, she knew that sometimes, for girls, it is much better to have some disguise than to expose her true self, just like Park Kyu-li's gentleness and weakness. She just wants to disguise herself with an impatient and strong appearance. Although this may cause her to suffer a lot, it will also reduce herself a lot of unnecessary trouble.
Everyone has their own lifestyle. She is not ready to change others, nor is she used to letting others adapt to herself. However, life belongs to her and others have no right to change herself. Even if the other party is kind, Han Shengyan doesn't want to accept it because she always believes in herself.
However, although she was not ready to change her lifestyle, for those who truly consider themselves, especially Park Kyu-ri. She didn't want to lose this rare true friend, and she didn't want to let this Ou Ni be hurt.
Han Seung-yeon's thoughts have never been told to anyone, and naturally no one really understands Han Seung-yeon's thoughts. Therefore, Park Kyu-ri wanted to persuade him again and again, and spared no effort to miss any opportunity. However, every time, she would not force Han Seung-yeon to accept her statement, but just changed her little by little through life.
"Okay, isn't it okay if Oni doesn't say it?" Park Kyu-ri pulled Han Seung-yeon back to his bed and sat on his bed with her. He held Han Seung-yeon's hand tightly and suddenly began to ponder.
Han Seung-yeon bulged her face angrily and looked at Park Kui-ri, who was in deep thought again, wondering what this Onie had thought of again.
After pondering for a moment, Park Kyu-ri came back to her senses, but she did not look at Han Seung-yeon beside her, as if she was talking to her, and she seemed to be talking to herself.
"Do you know? Since I became a trainee, I have been working hard, eager to debut, long for success, and never distracted from falling in love. Even if I am pursued by seniors of trainees, I try my best to refuse. Even if I can't refuse, I just treat them as ordinary friends or seniors, and I never thought about falling in love. Originally, I thought I would keep going for my dreams and becoming the strongest star until I was considering my feelings like Senior Hyoly, and choosing a good destination for myself." Park Kui-ri said in a gentle tone.
Han Seung-yeon, who was already in an emotional state, listened to Park Kyu-ri's words. He gradually calmed down and listened quietly to Park Kyu-ri's words.
"However, life is really impossible to predict. I didn't expect that we had already made our debut, but we suffered such a big setback. I didn't expect to meet him." Park Kui-ri's tone was full of helplessness, as if complaining about fate being so unfair to them.
Han Seung-yeon was excited and knew that he was Su Yuhao. Park Kyu-ri's words also confirmed that he was Su Yuhao.
"I remember when I first met him, his warm smile made me very annoyed, and even very alert, worried that he would have ulterior motives for us and used his kind actions as a means." Park Kui-ri couldn't help laughing when she thought of her behavior at that time.
Han Seung-yeon is not unfamiliar with that memory, because her thoughts at that time were almost the same as Park Kyu-ri. After all, the situation of her own combination was so bad that they could not believe that there was a man from the throne who knew his combination and could even call out everyone's name accurately. How could they not be vigilant?
"But with the contact, I knew that this man named Su Yuhao was really nice to us and had no unreasonable thoughts. Everything was too much. Even when we met several times, we did so too much. He still used his smile and gentle personality to tolerate our excessive behaviors, which also made us know that there were still people who knew us and supported us. This gave me great encouragement and motivation to move forward. I remember that after you came back during that time, you often mentioned him from time to time!" Park Kui-ri said with a smile.
"Well, that's right, that's the first time I've met our fans. When I think of what he wants to say every time I meet, I always want to laugh, but then I'm deeply moved." Han Shengyan said gently.
Park Kui-ri always felt warm and comfortable when she thought of the situation where she smiled and asked her and others for the benefits of being the "first foreign kara fan" every time she met.
"Oni, then when did you get moved by him?" Han Shengyan asked inducely.
This time Park Kyu-ri did not hide her heart and said bluntly: "Do you remember the time I got sick?"
"I'm sick? Oh, I just can't contact you, and did you let the oppa come to the dormitory to see you that time?" Han Shengyan suddenly thought of this time and asked in surprise.
"Well, it was that time when he sent me to the hospital and took me meticulous care to me, which made me feel lonely for the first time. It was really good to have such a person who knew the cold and the heat around me." Park Kui-ri nodded warmly.
"Ah, so, Oni fell in love with Oppa at first sight?" Han Shengyan asked happily.
"How is that possible? I can only say that I had a good impression of him at that time." Park Kui-ri turned her head, glanced at Han Seung-yeon, and said shyly.
"Hey, Ouni, are you shy?" Han Shengyan asked with a smile.
"No, I'm just a little uncomfortable." Park Kyu-ri shook her head anxiously and said negatively.
"Hehe." Han Shengyan smiled happily.
"Seung Yeon, I'm laughing, I won't talk to you anymore." Park Kyu-ri shouted in anger when she heard Han Seung Yeon's laughter.
"Hehe... I'm not good, Oni, please continue to talk! Since it's not in love at first sight, then when did you develop feelings for Oppa?" Han Shengyan asked curiously while stopping her from laughing.
"I don't know." Park Kui-ri said softly.
"Don't know?" Han Shengyan opened her eyes wide in surprise, not expecting that this would be the answer.
"Well, I just don't know, I don't even know if my feelings towards him are love." Park Kyu-ri said in a deep tone.
"How is that possible, Ouni, how could you not know your feelings?" Han Shengyan felt very incredible about this.
"Are you surprised?" Park Kyu-ri said with a smile.
"Well, I can't even believe Oni's words." Han Shengyan nodded.
"Actually, this is what I really mean, do you know? In fact, I am not the only one who is moved by his feelings." Park Kui-ri said.
"Well, I know! Isn't Song Qian the same?" Han Shengyan nodded to show her understanding.
Park Kui-ri smiled and said in a shocking way: "Actually, besides Song Qian, there is also tiffany."
"Tiffany, how is it possible for Tiffany from Girls' Generation? Well, is what we heard just now true?" Han Shengyan covered her mouth in surprise.
"Yes, Tiffany's attitude has already said everything." Park Kui-ri said calmly.
"Oh my God!" Han Shengyan exclaimed, she couldn't believe it.
"I'm very surprised! I was also surprised when I first found out, but I also solved many questions and understood why every time I see Oppa, Pani always appears next to Oppa. It turns out that Pani also has this kind of thought for him." Park Kui Li said calmly.
Park Kui-ri recalled the situation between Pani and Su Yuhao in her memory, and suddenly felt sad and uncomfortable.
"Ohni, are you okay!" Han Seung-yeon asked carefully, looking at the painful expression on Park Kui-ri's face, the original gossip disappeared instantly, and he couldn't help but care.
"It's okay, think about something in the past." Park Kyu-ri shook her head and smiled again.
How could Han Seung-yeon be deceived by Park Kyu-li's simple words? Seeing Park Kyu-li's forced smile, she didn't know whether to continue the topic just now, but she was worried that Park Kyu-li's words had not been finished, and she was worried that it would become her heart disease, so she hesitated for a moment.
It's useless. Han Seung-yeon hesitated for too long, and then he heard Park Kyu-ri continue to speak.
"It was because I saw Song Qian and now know Pani, so I was not sure whether my feelings for him were love and whether it was worthy of my continued letting go of my heart." Park Kui-ri said contradictoryly.
"Oni, how can you think so? Since you have feelings, why not follow your own feelings?" Han Shengyan advised.
"Because I feel that my feelings for him are not as deep as Song Qian, Pani and the others." Park Kui-ri finally said the problem that he had been struggling with.
"Without them, Ou Ni, how did you know?" Han Seung-yeon asked curiously. Not only did she have a headache about Park Kyu-ri's thoughts, she felt that Ou Ni's personality of giving in when something happened broke out again in love.
"Because I am not as brave as them, as gentle as them, and even nothing better than them, and even because I don't have that opportunity." Park Kyu-ri blurted out the worries that suppressed herself in her heart. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Qidian to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support are my greatest motivation. Mobile phone users please read it.)
Chapter completed!