Chapter 35 [Month](2/2)
"Those guys who broke the zero class are really amazing," Guan Ying lowered her voice:
"If I hadn't been lucky, I would have been almost locked up in a break-in class."
"Ah?" Tan Ran opened her eyes wide and looked at Guan Ying in surprise.
Guan Ying looked at the door again and confirmed that no one would come in. She sat close to Tan Ran, pulled her sleeves and showed her a shallow wound on her wrist.
"When I first came to the academy, I couldn't think it was easy. I felt that life here was too hard. I was beaten in every few days. Even my mother had never beaten me... Then, I wanted to cut my wrist with a pen and kill myself. Later, it was so painful that I gave up."
Guan Ying patted her chest with lingering fear:
"If I fainted from excessive blood loss, the people in the school will find out that I will definitely be whipped and locked up in class breaking zero."
"I have more or less thoughts of suicide..." Tan Ran hesitated for a moment and said softly:
"It's not because of the instructor's problem... it's because I can't make friends in school... Everyone is afraid of being criticized, so they dare not communicate too much with others..."
Guan Ying sighed: "Yes."
The old washing machine suddenly shook violently and stopped. Tan Ran's clothes had been washed.
She walked up, put her clothes into the basin, and sat next to Guan Ying.
Guan Ying asked with a smile:
"What? Are you still planning to accompany me?"
"It's okay, there's still some time before the access control of the dormitory."
"Not good? Isn't your little girl still waiting for you in the dormitory?"
"This is also..."
"Go back quickly, let's talk again if we have the chance. Our class is not far away."
Tan Ran nodded, thinking about Gu Lingling in her heart, so she stood up. She turned her head and saw the small moonlight outside the window.
The radio stopped at some point. In the empty laundry room, only the rumbling sound of Guan Ying's washing machine was left.
Tan Ran blinked and remembered the promise she made in her heart.
She wanted to find a companion and escape from Kanglong Academy with Gu Lingling.
Guan Ying is undoubtedly the best candidate. And she is confident - she believes that Guan Ying will not betray her.
She turned around slowly and stiffly and looked at Guan Ying on the chair.
"Guan Ying..."
"Um?"
"I……"
Guan Ying looked at Tan Ran seriously. Tan Ran's eyes moved a little. She held the basin and sat down next to Guan Ying.
Guan Ying seemed to realize the atmosphere at this moment, and without saying a word, she looked at Tan Ran, waiting for her subsequent text.
Tan Ran's hands, holding under the basin, tangled with her fingers, gradually tightened her clench. She looked up, looked at Guan Ying, and slowly lowered her head, feeling uneasy.
How should I say it out?
If she said it, will she agree?
If she agrees, what should they do?
I obviously don’t even have a decent plan. If I am caught while escaping, what will happen to Gu Lingling and Guan Ying?
Maybe they will all be locked up in a break-in class. If that is the case, they will be like harming Lingling.
She had long heard of the inhumane physical training of Class Breaking Class.
She can accept the price of failure.
But as the initiator, she has to be responsible for Guan Ying and Gu Lingling.
Life is so strong that once it fails, Tan Ran has to spend the rest of her academy life in endless guilt.
Countless concerns surged into my heart in an instant, like a surging strong soreness, quickly corroding the courage that Tan Ran had finally established.
Guan Ying pursed her lips slightly. She quietly reached out and held Tan Ran's wrist.
"Tan Ran, I have always...I want to say something to you."
Tan Ran turned her head stiffly and looked at Guan Ying in surprise.
Guan Ying looked at her, opened her mouth, and tried to speak several times but stopped. She turned her head and sighed.
“… Still not…”
"……Yeah."
"Um."
"...I... are so." Tan Ran murmured softly and lowered her head.
Both of them stopped talking, the atmosphere dropped to freezing point, and there was silence in the laundry room.
After a long time, Tan Ran raised her head again and looked at the clear moonlight outside the small window.
The windows in the laundry room are really small, like portholes. If this place is a big and big boat, then they may have to wander on the sea for a long time. If they are surrounded by endless seas, what's the point of jumping out of the boat?
Tan Ran said softly, saying, "The moon is very beautiful tonight."
Chapter completed!