162 We still have a lot of nights, good, no hurry (4000)
readx; In the spacious and bright hotel room, Lu Qing was narrowing her, feeling that he had never seen Qin Sangyu like this before.
This is the one - peeling her cold, small, hard shell, exposed, soft heart?
It sounds very touching!! That's right, but - He-
Lu Qing smiled suddenly, and the cold and cold meaning flashed across the corner of his mouth. He asked her without fear: "Is that right? Are you worried about this now? Then why don't you worry when you return to China or come to Kyoto to find me? Qin Sangyu, did you never think before you hooked up with me? Ten years ago, will my life have become earth-shaking?! You dare to say that you didn't guess at all when you were abroad!! Now, you are worried that my status is not as good as others, and you are worried that there are other women around me?!! So early in the morning, what are you doing?!! Da"
On the bed, the messy little woman suddenly widened her eyes, as if she had been stabbed in pain by him. Her lips were pale and the mist rose in her eyes.
At that time, she was very happy and felt that she would do whatever she wanted as long as she could see him again! The longing was so strong that she didn't care about these things at all!!
She lowered her head, buried her little hand in her hair, let go, and asked him quietly with tears in her eyes, "So do you have to clarify it now? You still want to know it? You want to tell it out and ask what I was thinking after going abroad until now, right? Do you understand it?!"
Never confronted each other so fiercely or quarreled. Lu Qing did want to dig out everything and make it clear, until there was no grudge in each other! However, every question was like a knife, either stabbing her or stabbing herself, stabbing each other and bloodied. He didn't want to do that for the time being.
Jun's face was cold, and he turned his head to calm down. Lu Qing stretched his stiff back and relaxed, walked over, leaned over and stretched his arms to both sides of her, and stroked her cold little face with one hand.
"No, I don't want to know so much..." he said in a low voice.
"I'll just ask one question," his eyes became distant, revealing a little purity, as if he was back in the past, "Sang Yu, you didn't want to leave me that morning ten years ago, right?"
He just wants to hear this sentence.
Unexpectedly, Lu Qing would ask so long. In fact, when Qin Sangyu heard this sentence, his little face trembled, and his emotions almost immediately returned to that day of that year. The arrogant Qin Sangyu slashed down on his boy with a palm, jumped out of bed and put on his clothes, walked back, and looked at him at that time.
She didn't want to recall how many times she chose to avoid this matter, not because she didn't want to face her mistakes that day or regret them, because it was because she was the most painful when she left at that moment.
At that time, Qin Sangyu couldn't learn to cry. She was young and had been polished by fate for too many times. At that moment, she was like a robot, and ten thousand voices in her heart were calling her back. Come back, and when she said that she didn't want to leave, she knew how long she would have left, but her body was still as if the coldest and most rational command was issued, and she didn't look back.
She didn't need to look at him pretentiously and say goodbye or something. Her face had long been deeply imprinted in her mind. The boy's blushing face, his focused expression of reading, and even his charm and loss of consciousness. Over the past ten years, he has been touched like a cinnabar mole in her heart, unforgettable.
The arrogant little girl raised her chin slightly, but she still didn't want to answer, so she turned her face coldly.
In my heart, it feels like there is poison passing through the intestines.
Lu Qing didn't mind or give up. He gently pulled her chin back again, and whispered clearly and in a low voice: "...huh?"
Qin Sangyu was pushed to the extreme, but she still refused to lose her pride at all. Her face turned red and white. Finally, she looked at him shyly and coldly, and reluctantly spit out the short word: "Yes."
At that moment, it seemed as if the winter snow melted, the flowers bloomed silently, the grass broke through the ground, and everything seemed to have been given life again, and his life... was like he was living again...
Lu Qing's hands trembled slightly, and he stroked her, feeling a huge tide surging in his chest, and he couldn't control it.
Lean gently and kiss her hair.
"Well... I'm too..." Lu Qing closed his eyes and tried to calm the trembling in his voice, saying, "When I woke up that day, my first reaction was to be afraid because I found out that you were missing. In the years that followed, it was painful because I didn't know where you were and where to look for it. After a long time, I became a little numb, but I dared not remember or forget."
Qin Sangyu listened blankly, her chest was so stuffy that she was about to suffocate. She looked up at him with a perfect and elegant face, and her voice was hoarse and broken: "Don't you hate me?"
Lu Qing was stunned and then smiled faintly.
Do you hate it?
some.
But it's just a moment.
Chapter completed!