She must go and see what Yun Shang looks like at this moment.

How miserable it is.

In the past, Yun Fei is not a good wife, not a good daughter, or even a good person. But most people are like this. Only when they lose too much will they suddenly start to cherish what they have. She will never have the chance to be a mother in this life, and the person who loves her most in this life, her mother, has become like this.

——Do you know all these, Yun Shang?

When she was still young, Yun Shang was the eldest at home. Yun Fei did whatever she said. When she was a child, she was so arrogant that she pointed at Yun Fei and said that she was stupid. If you don’t know what you want, you should snatch it. Look, my father was snatched by my mother. Now we have our family. For outsiders, the mother and daughter who only cry and ask for this and that, should snatch them a little harder.

When she grew up, Yun Shang rarely scolded her again. She often had a faint look and Yun Fei became cowardly.

Look - your sister is so promising, she was admitted to study in France, and she was the best major - but what do those people know? In school, she snatched her competitor's boyfriend, broke up her loving couple, and also changed to other people's test papers. Their backgrounds are similar and they are equally excellent, but in the end, the sister smiled brightly at the airport and went abroad to study with glory. Look, this is the difference.

Yun Fei was in the swaying car and felt that her life was in a daze.

She did so many things as Yunshang said, but now, her father doesn't love her and cut off relations with them; her husband doesn't love her and divorces her; her bride bit her on the spot in court, causing her to be sentenced to life imprisonment; her mother goes crazy, and she loses the qualification to be a mother in this life.

Her life shouldn't have been like this.

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Yun Shang's imprisonment is behind the Supreme Prison, further out of the remote suburbs, and the desolate border with inconvenient transportation.

The house is very old, but it is still solid at least.

When he entered, because of the depressed winter, he could still smell some bloody and musty smell in the corner. Yun Fei looked at this desolate and dilapidated place with a pale face and asked hoarsely: "Where is this place?"

The closer she got here, the colder Lu Qing's eyes became. When she heard her question, she glanced at the large scarlet blood stains on the wall of the corridor she was looking at, and said indifferently: "Asia asylum."

Many years ago, this place was the former site of a madhouse, and the fees were cheap, so many patients who were abandoned by their families were sent here.

Late one night, a patient who was about to be locked up was taken by a fruit knife and rushed out to kill all the patients and doctors here. This incident caused a sensation in Kyoto at that time.

"I'll take you there on the top floor." Lu Qing walked up the stairs.

Yun Fei saw that there were soldiers guarding guns on four corners outside to prevent Yun Shang from escaping. The higher he went up, the colder it became, and the terrifying sound of iron shackles and handcuffs could be heard, and the sound of footsteps that were so empty that it was lonely...

When I arrived at the top floor, I saw a doctor-like man walking over with a cold expression. When I saw Lu Qing, I nodded and said hello, and walked down the freight elevator.

Lu Qing reached out to stop the doctor and asked, "Has he checked it today?"

The doctor was stunned and nodded: "I have checked and it has deteriorated so badly that it is almost all over my body. Don't touch the tumors on the ankles. I can't eat, vomit blood all the time, and I can't stand the pain, and I've been looking for death once. Half of my tongue was broken, and I can't say much to you."

The cold tone, as if discussing the weather today, made Yun Fei fight a cold war, and the cold air rushed over from his spine.

She sneered for a moment and said hoarsely: "You don't punish her with drugs or shoot her, just to be able to cut her off. It's better to die if you see her life is worse than death?"

Lu Qing was indifferent. If she thought that treating Yun Shang like this was enough, she might be wrong. All of these were asked by her. If we really wanted to include the hatred of these people, guess if she would spend her last days before her death so quietly here?

It is just because the people who died of cancer on TV cannot see how painful it is. In fact, if they do not treat, do not eliminate inflammation, and cause multiple complications, such a patient's condition will probably be so terrifying that it makes people feel a little unbearable to look at it.

Yun Fei laughed.

Lu Qing only felt a chill on her back because of the laughter that made people stand up. Yun Fei cried after laughing wildly. Perhaps she knew that she was useless here, and had no use except when she saw it. Then her eyes showed extremely complicated emotions, which were extremely sad, desolate, and cold, and hoarse, "That... is the painkiller you brought?"

The doctor nodded, looked at her coldly, and his eyes fixed on her cold handcuffs: "This is forbidden for patients."

Yun Fei stretched out her dry and shaved hand and said in a daze: "Give me two pieces..."

Lu Qing turned his body solemnly, frowned and looked at Yun Fei coldly.

"Give me two tablets..." Yun Feine repeated, pale and like a crazy person, "Even if I use it for her, I can't change anything... Didn't you promise to come and see her... You give me two tablets of medicine... I have something to tell her... She can't speak better. It's not her turn to teach me a lesson this time... I want her to hear... Whose fault is it all..."

Although she didn't know what she wanted to do, Lu Qing frowned and thought about it, but still nodded reluctantly.

The two walked slowly towards the room.

The closer you get, the more you can smell a strange smell, like rotten, stench, and stingy... That was the most unbearable thing that Yun Shang, who had a mild obsession with cleanliness in the past, was the most unbearable.

The room was very dark.

As soon as he pushed it away, a few bangs spread in the air and disappeared, but what could not be disappeared was the mosquito-like mosquitoes. The moans were like kittens, but they were not as elegant and beautiful as the sound of a trembling ghost in the wind, intermittently and terrifying. Yun Fei thought it was hallucination at first, but later she got closer, she realized that it was not, it was actually a sound made by a human.

Because of the repeated attempts to die for several months, no one was willing to deal with or control such a dying patient, so she simply hand and feet onto the head of the bed.

So a few days ago, she chose to bite off her tongue.

People like Yun Shang will never want to die no matter what. They bit their tongue, but because of the unbearable pain. The sound is that people cannot resist when the pain reaches the extreme, and they can only be withered. They feel that every bone is trembling and enduring. She trembles like this for 24 hours, even if she faints from the pain occasionally in her dream, she still trembles like this violently.

If you go and see, you will see that her ankles and wrists are worn out due to struggle.

The blood still seeps out when the gauze is wrapped and wrapped. The doctor will not be so cruel that she told her that the weak flesh of her wrists has been rubbed to a depth that the bones can be seen.

That night, the doctor called Lu Qing and said that she almost bit her tongue. Lu Qing asked worriedly, would she die like this? The doctor smiled and said, "You young people, if you watch too many TV series, how can you bite your tongue so easily?" Some patients with advanced liver cancer are very painful. They are so painful that they don't want their family members to endure it. They close their mouths and don't speak, put their tongues in their mouths, chew them a little bit to relieve the pain. She had seen such a patient, and the family had broken their mouths and saw the black and red minced meat inside. The whole family cried bitterly.

The doctor placed a stent between Yun Shang's two biting teeth, so she would not be able to bite it completely, and she would endure it again.

So they heard the intermittent, semi-fainted state, the human nerves were highly tense, and the pain moans were like tormenting in purgatory.

Yun Fei stood by the door with a pale face, almost daring to walk in.

On the stand in front of the bed, there is a bottle of half-exported glucose hanging, which is maintaining life.

"Don't you want to see me?" Lu Qing asked, "You can go in, but I don't guarantee that she can hear you clearly in her state."

Yun Fei was holding the two pills in her hand and couldn't hold them. Tears as big as beans were brewing in her eyes, and her whole body trembled like dead leaves: "What do you... treat her as?"

If she was still suffering in hell, Yun Shang had long been deprived of her dignity and personality as a "person".

"It's just a piece of rotten meat that can still move, maybe," Lu Qing said lightly, his cold eyes sprinkled on the blurry and turning black shadow like a clear light. "She never looked down on human life and did not respect anyone's right to survive. Who has the obligation to guarantee that she should be damn beautiful when she dies?"

As for this person's thoughts, he had long been no longer concerned. As a real person, there was nothing to talk to her. The reason why Huo Siran didn't even see her before she died was probably because Yun Shang, who sacrificed herself to block the rocks for him, was dead in a foreign country more than ten years ago.

He has nothing to say about the current one.

Let Yun Fei come to see her and give her a little bit of the feeling of being a human being in this life is his last extra kindness.
Chapter completed!