296 We should be true this time, we can't go back (5000)
Find out, what?
She was confused and confused when she heard it, and felt that everything happened at this evening seemed abrupt, but she nodded slightly and indicated that he could ask.
Hosran smiled faintly and asked, "If I hadn't done those things to you four years ago, you would have loved me all the time, like I did at the beginning, right?"
She was even more confused, not knowing what he mentioned about those things again. He saved what he should have saved. He also showed his meaning to Yun Shang with practical actions, and she would not misunderstand anything. The harm was indeed hurt, but at least she had tried to believe him... and also tasted the wonderful taste brought by this belief... What's wrong?
"Is it right?" he asked again.
She hesitated and nodded, as if she was afraid that she would not be pious enough, and then said softly: "I can."
He got the answer.
So, remember, Hosran, if one day you fall into hell and will never be restored, it will be your own fault, and it is your own hands, which resulted.
Huo Siran put a faint smile on his lips, and the slightly rough palm clearly experienced the warm and smooth touch of her little face for the last time, and suddenly said in a low voice: "You have never had a relationship with Jing Sheng - there is no relationship. Tongtong, that night was fake."
The little face, which was gently placed in his broad palm, slowly changed color.
Lin Yitong's eyes staring at him began to change, and a light of doubt appeared inside, and the trace of dependence and trust gradually faded and turned cold.
"What are you talking about?" Her voice was still very gentle, thinking that she had just heard it wrong. That night she woke up from Gu Jingsheng's bed and was hitting him who broke into the door. She clearly remembered his anger at that time and the shot that exploded on Gu Jingsheng's shoulder.
Hosran expected her reaction and told herself to be more awake, face it with a little more awake, and endure the cruel changes and facts.
"You are clean. From the beginning to now, there is only me, no one else. The words I used to call you boring and scold you are very bastard. The bastard hurts you so much that every word is." He explained softly, with a nearly cruel self-deprecating smile, "Do you remember that kind of medicine? Before I came back from Heihe that year, you and Jing Sheng, you were injected with this medicine."
Her little face gradually turned pale, not only because his words reminded her of the many suspicious points of the incident that year, but also the words Yun Fei said to her before she "death" four years ago... and the confidence in his words, he said so surely. Has it been investigated clearly?
"Do you know that you resisted violently at that time? I should believe you. No matter how irrational you are, you will not accept the passion of others. But I believed it at that time, especially when Jing Sheng admitted it, I even fired a shot..." Huo Siran said his feelings word by word, and said about the sins of those years. "I am so confident and insecure that you were so right at that time. If I had no way out of love, I would not have been wandering around because of doubt, but I didn't understand everything later."
Later, he felt endless sarcasm, rage, beating, scolding, and abuse. She endured it. Every time she explained the grievance and every time she carefully verified it, it only brought deeper harm.
She was in pain. On the balance with Yun Shang, he once doubted her personality from her loyalty to her feelings.
He didn't even dare to say that the incident of encircling Gu Jingsheng was completely free of jealousy and revenge.
There is.Hosran, and there is.
"Tongtong, I'm so sorry for those things." He whispered hoarsely, and the bloody smell from his thin lips showed that blood had stained his entire chest.
The tiny man's face turned pale as paper, and his little hands trembled with his hands holding the handle of the rattan chair. He wanted to stand up, but Hosran gently sootheed his shoulders and neck, and looked at her close. There was a deep redness in his deep eyes, like a plateau cuckoo dyed with blood all over the mountains. She was forced to gently raise her little face and look at him.
That year, Yun Fei stepped on her fingers and looked down at her on the cliff, laughing arrogantly, and said, "Lin Yitong, do you know? You suffered so much from cheating in marriage, but it was actually for nothing. Don't you know? You have never had any relationship with Gu Jingsheng. How could you get pregnant with Gu Jingsheng's child? Your child belongs to your husband? Have you heard it clearly? The child that was abolished by Huo Siran himself is you, you, yourself, yourself!!"
At that time, she raised her head, her hair flew around, and her eyes were dazed. Now that everything was settled, she understood.
"Wait," Hosran held up this tone, his tone trembled slightly, trying to dig out all the hidden things in his heart for her to show, "I haven't finished speaking yet."
"I have known this for a long time, but I never have the courage to tell you. I am afraid that you will never be able to avoid a break after you know it. No matter what the factors that fuel the fire outside are, it is me who hurt you, and it is me who did nothing at all for no reason, hurt you." A bitter curve appeared on the corner of Huo Siran's mouth. As soon as it was raised, it faded away, as if it was so painful that it was uncontrollable. "But I can't hide it anymore. I... have known so many things again.
After love."
Because he would deceive him any more, he could not even deceive himself and pretend to face her innocently.
"It turns out that kidney is the last regretful decision I have made in my life..."
Lin Yitong looked at him, motionless, thinking that he would tell her how shocked the facts, or decisions, or even the worst outcome, she had thought about it in this flash.
But she guessed the beginning, but she didn't guess the result.
"I would rather die than force you to abort the child to have that surgery," he said in a low voice, and his sourness blocked his throat. "If I knew in advance that the kidney was dug out just to be thrown in the corner and slowly rotten..."
It was like a terrifying thunder that was stunned and thunderously blew over his head. The tiny person on the rattan chair showed an incredible light on his face. His little face suddenly faded away, and his eyes flashed.
Why? What are he saying?
Her warm palm stroked her shoulders and neck, rough and gentle, but at this moment she became as sensational as a ghost's hand. Huo Siran's handsome face was also bloodless, like a trapped beast that had been suppressed for a long time, breaking free from the protection of the cave, and letting lightning strike and lightning in the mountains and forests washed by heavy rain, and he was still suffering.
"That surgery doesn't have to be done," he explained slowly, and every word was heart-wrenching. "Yun Shang's kidney cancer is only one side, and it's enough to remove one side... There was no matching success at all, but I was deceived and believed it. I forced you and made you lose a kidney for no reason. You could not have done this."
He finally tasted this feeling, and every word he said was like a burning pain that pierced his throat.
You could have been healthy, lively, flawless, even if you hate me. But now you have nothing.
"Tongtong, I'm sorry."
Lin Yitong's breathing became extremely weak. She once thought that she had experienced any bad things in this world, but it turned out that it had not reached the worst.
At that time, she thought she was pregnant with Jing Sheng's child, but the matter of using her child's life and a kidney to save Yun Shang still touched her bottom line. She refused, but he was half begging and half forced. She thought it would be useful to resist, but she realized that he had decided. She was so painful at that time, and she felt that the person she loved the most had to be deprived of her last flesh and health.
Later, when she met again, she thought clearly after repeated calmness. At that time, she was too immersed in her feelings of losing all her feelings, so it might be even more painful. My mother's death was obsession, and there were external causes but not all. If the consequences of her rejection were to watch Yun Shang, who thought she was innocent, at that time, die, perhaps, maybe she would really compromise and save people in the end.
But that premise is based on the premise of being useful for one's own kidney.
But now, what did he say?
Ye Xiao looked at it from a distance, and the two of them were talking, and then something was wrong. The slim person on the rattan chair suddenly stood up, and the rattan chair was knocked back by her staggering steps. Huo Siran wanted to catch her, but she broke away in a hurry and stared at him and took several steps back.
This shocking thunder made her scalp numb, and the part on her waist was so painful that she could hardly straighten her waist.
"Tongtong..." He called her in a hoarse voice.
"Don't come over..." She raised her hands gently to her side, and a wet and hot mist appeared in her eyes, as if she wanted to resist this cruel fate, and she muttered in a hoarse voice. When he didn't listen to her obstacles and was about to take a step forward, she stared at him and screamed sharply, "Don't come over!!!"
Ye Xiao's heart tightened and rushed forward without hesitation, surrounding her thin shoulders and supporting her.
"What's wrong? Don't be excited, relax, tell me what's wrong?" His head slowly turned to Hosran, his eyes filled with bloodshots of rage, "Hosran, what did you say to her!!"
Hosran was depressed and stood there, his eyes wrapped around her like a warm tide. He smiled bitterly, and his expression was on the verge of collapse: "This is everything I have hidden from you. I can't hide it. When I knew it, I wanted to kill myself like you now... I thought everything could be saved, but I thought about it for two days and couldn't think of any way that could make me forgive myself."
"Tongtong, I think we should be true this time and can't go back."
Ye Xiao was closest to this and heard it the most clearly. He didn't know what it was, which was enough to make Huo Siran, who had always been conceited and persisted to the point of being outrageous, decide to give up, feeling irreversible.
"Let him go..." The person in his arms was trembling, and the hot tears as big as beans rolled down, flowing all over his face, buried himself deep in a place he couldn't see, shouting, "Let him go--!!!"
She doesn't see him again! Never do it again!
Ye Xiao was so shocked by the sound of the eardrum that he was about to tear his eardrums. He wrapped his shoulders tightly, and his eyes were filled with a hint of wet heat.
Her head was buried in his arms, and she turned to stare at Hosran fiercely.
Qin Fangrong upstairs was shocked by the movement, and couldn't help but open the window and look down. He saw Huo Siran smiled miserably, looked at her, took a step back, and then walked out of the courtyard step by step. He walked step by step, and when he walked to the door outside the door, he leaned on the roof with his hands. In the courtyard, his son was holding Lin Yitong and patting her trembling back, until she slowly recovered, and glanced at the door that had become empty, his eyes turned red again, and the pain was so severe.
"You will be fine," Ye Xiao comforted her, even if he didn't know what happened, "You have survived such a terrible thing in the past, you will be fine..."
Lin Yitong turned around and felt that the pain was coming and she could not avoid it. She closed her eyes and felt that she was slowly being dragged into a cold hell like a cave.
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Room at night.
Ye Xiao sat beside the bed, staring at the bedside lamp, and his eyes were almost blind. The person on the bed moved slightly, and he was stunned. The bed was stretched to both sides of her to look.
Lin Yitong woke up and turned around, her slender eyelashes slowly opened, and she saw Ye Xiao appearing in the white field of vision.
He burst into laughter that was so faint that he was almost unable to see it, and said hoarsely: "Don't you even recognize your own room?"
Only then did she realize, sit up gently, and murmured: "Child..."
When she woke up in this room, she couldn't see Xiao Taotao, and she was always uneasy in her heart.
"My mother is carrying it downstairs," Ye Xiao put a pillow on her back, "I'll carry it to you later."
She frowned slightly, unable to remember: "I..."
"You were on the sofa just now," Ye Xiao explained, "Walk me into the house and sit down. I said I would pour a glass of water. When I came back, I saw you fainted there and scared me to death." Then there was a naughty and sly smile, "But my mother said you're fine."
"What did he say to you?" he asked carefully. "I don't know about your past. I dare not guess what happens. There is something that will make you like."
"I want to be quiet," Lin Yitong said softly after thinking for a while, and the scenes flashed through today's dusk as the background. He stroked her face gently, and every word he said to her, his little face gradually paled, "Ye Xiao, let me think about something slowly, okay?"
Ye Xiao looked at her and finally nodded slowly.
He hung the water for her to the head of the bed, and he got up and walked out.
Qin Fangrong in the living room saw him coming down and frowned again: "Didn't you say you would go back to the military district tonight? It's already what time, what do you want to do?"
"I look like I can go back like this? Didn't you see what happened today?" Ye Xiao calmly fell down and poured a glass of water for himself to drink, dealing with his mother.
"Of course I saw it, but what does that have to do with you? Is this our daughter-in-law still keeping you? Your biological mother told you to stay for two more hours and you were anxious about me. What does this mean now?"
Ye Xiao slowly put down the water cup and looked at Qin Fangrong: "Mom, why do you have to be responsible when she needs to testify in court? It seems that no matter how busy you are, you are always busy, and you are willing to testify for her. You obviously can't bear to bear any grievances, but why do you just reject her so much when you get to me?"
Can people be so two-sided?
Qin Fangrong had to admit that the people trained by the army were extremely mature at a very fast speed. In the past, this kid could only argue with him and only play with his head, but now he can reason with her so calmly.
"I can't bear to let her suffer because I treat her as my sister, but you are my son..."
Ye Xiao sneered and turned his face away: "Stop using such words to make me swear by it..."
"Have you given up yet?" Qin Fangrong was shocked, "You didn't see what happened to those two people now? It's normal for couples to quarrel, so why did you take advantage of the opportunity to break it up?"
"That's because you didn't hear what they said today," Ye Xiao's eyes became serious, confident, and even paranoid, so paranoid that no one could change. "But I heard that no one would say such heavy words when quarrels. Since people can't go back, they have to go forward. If they move forward, they will meet new people. I have been there all the time, just waiting for her to come."
Qin Fangrong's eyes widened and speechless.
"I'll buy some medicine. Didn't you say she has low blood sugar? She needs to make up for it." Ye Xiao got up and left.
"You crazy, what medicine do you need to buy for hypoglycemia? Just eat more..." Qin Fangrong muttered to him, trying hard to call him back, but he didn't dare to say it heavy. The danger in his heart was already making the drums louder, as if things were imminent, "Ye Xiao, Ye Xiao, come back for me!!"
Ye Zijing walked out and looked around curiously: "What's wrong?"<
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Qin Fangrong was not angry and stared at Xiao Taotao, who was tender and cute in her arms and asked him: "Do you want Taotao to be your grandson?"
Ye Zijing suddenly widened his eyes and looked carefully: "It's good to be a grandson..."
Chapter completed!