The little face gradually became pale and almost transparent. A sadness appeared in Lin Yitong's watery eyes. She glanced at Yun Shang and stepped back, step by step.

No.

She doesn't want it.

She wouldn't want this even if she died.

She raised her foot and wanted to walk out of this ward that was almost suffocating to tears. Even if Yun Qinghai was so crazy that she got up and grabbed the cuff of her hospital gown, she shook it hard and strided out with all her strength. She had freedom, someone, and she had the right to make her own choice! Zhi!

The door was slowly closed before she gradually walked over.

The two men in dark green military uniforms outside the door appeared at the door. They were strong and had a rough hand slowly closed the door with a little force and closed it, letting a trace of panic flash in her eyes. They walked over and wanted to open the door, but their little hand could not be pulled open no matter how hard she tried. She couldn't get out.

Yun Qinghai and Mica behind her were already kneeling and crawling up, begging her in tears, and she could not escape from the throne.

...So what does this mean?

——The man in military uniform, no matter how stupid she is, she knows who sent it, so he doesn’t allow her to walk out of the ward door now, why?

In front of the hospital bed, the tall and tall man finally stood up slowly, his face turned ashen, tense to the extreme. He was a little broken before making that decision. He was not a woman, and he would never know what it meant to a woman. Even if he had a little selfish desire to hope that the fetus in her belly would no longer exist, but that selfish desire was like a terrifying wave and striking stone in the face of the severe pain that was like a terrifying wave, and disappeared in an instant... He knew how deeply hurt this decision would bring to her.

The thin crimson lips were pursed coldly, forming a sharp line. Hosran turned around very slowly and walked up to her.

"You saw it," he heard his voice for a long time, hoarse and erratic as if it was floating from outer space, "...only you can save her."

At this moment, her parents were kneeling at her feet and kowtowed and begging for her daughter's life. She would not be unaware of this fact.

Lin Yitong turned her head to look at him, and suddenly felt that his outline was so deep and strange.

Sneered, her hoarse voice firmly spoke: "...I won't save."

She refused.

She has lived too much depression in her life, and she hasn't even indulged herself in selfishness once, but this time she really wants to be more selfish. Even if Yun Shang dies, she will not save her. She doesn't want to.

Hosran's eyes were deep and he asked, "Would you rather her die?"

"If she dies, will it be considered as my murder?" She raised her chin high, and her eyes were filled with terrible red. "I have never thought of harming people in my life, but I have at least the right to decide my own destiny. Why do I want to exchange my child's life for her life?"

"You can have another child." He shouted in a low voice.

This made Lin Yitong stunned for a moment, and then sneered uncontrollably. It was enough, it was really enough.

"Then why is it me?" She stared at him tightly, tears shaking in her wide eyes but she refused to fall. "Hoss is you owe her, not me, why do you want to exchange my flesh and health for her safety? If you are determined, why don't you just give her life to her? From now on, you two will not owe each other!!"

Huo Siran gritted his teeth and said softly: "Do you think it's useful to lose my life? Lin Yitong, I'm the same as his father. If I give anything to her, I'll give it even if I die, but I don't! What she wants is not fairness, and what she wants is not a burial with her. She wants to continue to live well!!!"

If death can solve the problem, a group of people can accompany her to die so that she will not be alone, but who would rather end up with such an ending?!

Lin Yitong was slightly collapsed, and her mind was buzzing. If she could not make any noise, she could at least run and make decisions by herself. She ran far away... Her little hand pulled the door again, but she couldn't even pull it. The soldier was too powerful, and she pulled the wrist bones so much that she couldn't even open it.

Looking back, in the ward, they were the people from the Yun family, and even the attending physician and nurse were blocked outside the door.

So what is this to...do??

Her little face as big as a palm showed a hint of despair. She smiled softly, and she was pale and asked him in disbelief: "So if I refuse, what are you going to do?"

"Just like I refused to abort this child at the beginning, you will tell me another word Lin Yitong, you can't help it, right?"

Every time she said this word, it was so difficult, it was caused by the hard and painful chest. It was something she didn't expect even death and was not sure about it.

The tall and upright man in front of him looked ashen. The scene was too cruel and he almost gave up.

"If it's your own wish..."

"Why do you think I'm willing?" She laughed out loud, her little hand trembling so hard that she couldn't hold the door handle. "Or do you think if I want, everything will be happy. You, you, can take off the burden and don't feel sorry for me!"

"But it's a pity that I don't want it, so what do you want?"

At this moment, the people of the Yun family were far from expecting that things would change like this. Yun Qinghai, who was kneeling on the ground, was stunned. Even though he was hoping that Lin Yitong would be willing to give Yun Shang a kidney to let her continue to live, he was shocked by this fact and his chest was so tight that he realized that Lin Yitong was pregnant. Huo Siran was her husband, but at this moment he asked her to abort the child and have a kidney transplant.

They are all his daughters, but he only felt the qualitative difference in their destiny at this moment.

She shouldn't have lived such a miserable life, such a lack of dignity, and such a mercy.

"Like this now... I refuse. You will even deprive me of my personal freedom. I can't go out here, and no one can hear what I'm shouting... Do you want to force me like this? Hosran. What reason does this time use? Or do you want to dig out our ancestral grave to dig out my mother's body and crush my bones and ashes? But why don't you even bury me together and let me see if I'll feel better even if I die and accompany her. I'm standing here alive?!"

She smiled, her whole body trembled violently with excitement, and tears as big as beans rolled down from her eyes as they swayed sharply.

What is axiom? What is law?

The man in front of me who is full of power is the law. In a place like the military hospital, he can easily crush a person's fate. She is like this, and the same is true for her unformed child. She would rather be a passerby, a powerful scumbag who cannot be judged, and a stranger. It is good...but he is his husband.

In terms of legal relations other than blood ties, her only relative.

She couldn't stand it anymore.

The weak little hand covered the door handle again. She didn't believe in fate, so she struggled. The little hand patted the door panel: "You let go, I'm going out..."

"You are illegal..." She was so angry that she was blushed with watery eyes on her pale face. She shook the door panel desperately and shouted outside, "Is there anyone, help me, can anyone hear me, help me..."

In such a embarrassing face to so many people she hates the most, Lin Yitong's dignity has long been full of holes and her lower abdomen is so painful that the children in her belly may not be able to bear it anymore.

Huo Siran's hands shaking in his trouser pockets, which reminded him of the scene of Lin Weilan in the living room of the Yun family before she died. He didn't know what was holding her up, but he felt so distressed that he was about to die. He knew that the despair and pain in his heart must be ruined at this moment, and it would break and disappear when touched, but he was still hoping to catch a ghost of her.

The tall figure walked over and hugged the weak but struggling to help the man with all his might. She suddenly lost her strength. If it comes to struggle, when can she be able to fight him?

He was so strong that her feet were weak and she almost fainted. He hugged her and fell to the ground with her. His palm trembled violently and gently pressed her little head against his neck. His voice was hoarse as sand: "I don't mean to force you... Tongtong, tell me, as long as you are willing to go for surgery, no matter what you want, I promise you..."

He was trembling with his iron arms holding her. Why didn't he know that he was owing a huge debt? He couldn't pay it back if he was not careful.

He said this so irresponsible, because even he himself could not imagine what conditions could be worthy of her first child and a kidney. What was he doing and what forced him into such a situation?

"Tongtong," he called her hoarsely, and said this in a tone that he had been used to countless times, "I'm sorry for you..."

The person in her arms had no sound at first, not even a sound, and slowly heard her sneer, then she laughed until the sound broke, and then she began to cry. In front of the people she deeply hated, she cried in embarrassment with the back of her hand against her lips, from the smallest voice to the heart-wrenching cry at the end. She didn't know what she had to collapse, so she couldn't help but tear her face and lose her dignity in front of the person she hated. She felt that the pain was unbearable, and she cried as if the whole world had been destroyed.

"I want to go home..." she cried, wiping her tears like a helpless child, and she could not even take care of being ridiculed by the whole world.

Reality is like a knife, even her last fig leaf pierced, making her worse than the beggars on the street.

“…I want to go home…”

He hugged her, his face changed slightly. The heart-wrenching cry was in his ears. He hugged her tightly, but she cried even louder, harshly, and repeated.

He didn't expect that what she proposed was such unrealistic conditions, but he could never give this dream, or the past she had.

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"Give it if you give it, what's the big deal! Stop talking, I know, it's all for my sister. I'm spending so much money at home, but I still miss this house? Can't I give it to her?" Yun Fei was so angry that she was scolded by Mica when she got back, so she had to agree angrily, damn, she just endured this breath. At worst, she could do everything possible to take it back after the show was performed!

The mica's expression was then loosened, and she looked back at Yun Qinghai with her two eyes swollen crying.

"She said this, there is nothing else? Are you sure she will donate kidneys to Yun Shang after we do this? That's right?"

Yun Qinghai came to his senses a long time later. He seemed to have grown ten years older within a day, and even the white hair on his sideburns appeared.

A pale smile slowly floated on the corner of his mouth, and he murmured hoarsely, as if he was talking to himself: "...No... you made a mistake... what she wanted should not be this..."

Far away, not that simple.

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Lin Yitong slept for a long time this time.

The child had no intention of asking for it, so the sedative that had been prohibited from being given was pierced into the blood vessels. Her face was covered with tears, and she fell asleep until the next evening.

There are misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, blue-shirted white horses, and many dreams that I yearn for before I grew up; there are hot summer afternoons to go to Lin Weilan’s training center to pick up the air conditioner, and listen to the strange pride of my mother when I was teaching others; there is the first time I touched the gun, Gu Jingsheng taught her to disassemble it, but after assembling it, he refused to continue to teach her the cunning smile when she aimed at the shooting; many small happiness that she had never noticed before came up at this moment, and was placed in her mind like a movie, but no matter how much those happiness accumulates, it seems that it cannot withstand the huge desolation slowly surged in her heart.

Little by little, like the dark cumulonimbus clouds that seemed to be within reach in the summer evening, pressing her so sad that she couldn't breathe.

The scenes of happiness were destroyed one by one, stained with blood, and torn apart by a person like a photo. She chased her with the wind, but a wall in front of her was blocked by her. She ran into it before she could see clearly, but her body passed through the man. She felt a severe pain. Looking back, her body was empty. The lungs, intestines, liver, spleen, and stomach in her chest were all hanging bloodily on the man. His face was handsome and clear, but his hands were bloody and pinched her heart. At the moment when she slowly squeezed, she woke up from pain, and the huge sorrow exploded in her chest and never dissipated for a long time.

There are indeed people in the ward.

That person is indeed him.

He probably didn't close his eyes all night, and then fell asleep by the bed. Under his thick eyelashes, he was black, tired and tired, and seemed so harmless.

But it seemed as if he could detect that he had been staring at him for a long time in his sleep. The keen feeling made Hosran wake up suddenly. He raised his eyes and was surprised to find that he was lying beside her bed, but she had already woken up, with long hair slightly messy like a waterfall scattered on his shoulders. He sat up and looked at him calmly, looking at him without any emotion.

"Hosran," she called him softly, "My conditions have been considered."

"I agree to abort the child and go to the operating table. The condition is that if you let me go, we will divorce."

It was already dark at dusk. Before the lights were turned on in the ward, she spoke to him with her back to the light, and word by word seemed so clear in the empty ward. However, when Hosran heard her last words clearly, she felt the whole sky explode.

"I want to see the divorce agreement you signed by yourself... Otherwise, on the morning of Yun Shang's surgery, you will see a body lying here."

"Hosran," she called him softly, pronunciating every word clearly, "Think about it carefully."

...

In those years when I was ignorant, I seemed to be able to bear anything, without a bottom line, only indulgence.

Until I retreated, I lost all over the city.

Hosran. I no longer guard, I can't hold on.

We're fucked.

...

She exchanged a divorce agreement, an organ, and a child for freedom. The transaction was lost, but she felt that it was worth it at this moment. After all, she still had the rest of her life.
To be continued...