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195 The military marriage protects you, but what about me? (5000)

Such a scene can almost be described as sadness and tragic. At the funeral, Zhuang Jingyan cried on the ground desperately, heartbreakingly.

What she wants is not a martyr's name or a noble character. She is the most selfish woman and mother in the world. She only has the life of her son.

Hosran's face turned pale.

——Or, she sat all day in the face of such tragic news, feeling the same emotions as Zhuang Jingyan?

After pausing for a moment, she looked back with cold eyes. Sure enough, she saw the traces of the dark red sandalwood door lock being pried over. She should have been so excited by this scene that she couldn't stand it. She took out the simple toolbox he placed on the balcony. After prying for a long time, she just scraped off a lot of paint near the door lock, but she couldn't even get out of the trap even if she died.

Just like when Lin Weilan died, she learned the cause of her death, and ran out from here in the middle of the night and took the midnight car to City C.

And if the door is pried open this time, where will she want to go? Where else can she go?

Huo Siran's whole handsome face was tense and ashen. He held the key in his hand and threw it down and walked inside. He really shouldn't be too self-righteous, otherwise he would be ecstatic at the last moment and fell into hell the next moment. The gap was too big.

She wasn't in the bedroom either.

Where is that??

Hosran was panicked and glanced inside. The only thing he could hide was the warehouse that occupied half of the wall. He walked over and opened the door. She was there, with her slender arms resting on the windowsill, gently circling something. There were more than a dozen floors here, but for some reason, Hosran was not afraid of her jumping down. He seemed to subconsciously think that she would not be like this - she would not be like that. Even if she lost everything, the faint light in her eyes was still there. If this light was there, she would not die.

So what exactly is she guarding like this?

Hosran walked over and walked through her thin shoulders to see that it was a pot of green potted plants, simple and bright creatures growing vigorously in the small porcelain pot. He remembered that she loved serving these little things, always loved to put them on the duty table when she was at work, spraying water whenever she was interested, and the air was fresher.

"I haven't gone out for a day, aren't you?" Hosran tried his best to slow down and walked over and said to her indifferently.

She was still slightly startled, and then she realized that he was back.

"Go out to eat with me..." Hosran wrapped his waist from behind, gently stroked her increasingly thin face with his palms, and covered her ears with thin lips. He felt guilty, and cruelly deprived her of freedom and locked her up, but he had no choice but to let her run out, and if she didn't come back so late, she would have hunger.

The tiny man trembled violently, and his touch was like bloody warmth. Behind such warmth was overwhelming harm.

"The question I'm talking about today... have you considered it clearly?" she asked in a hoarse voice.

Hosran's whole body stiffened.

He thought she would say something after he came back, even if he asked how he was dealing with it today, but she didn't. She was so direct, as if she had been thinking about this question all day long.

Sneered, Hosran said in a low voice: "Leave me, where are you going? How to live? Hum?"

——She has no family or money now. After burying Lin Weilan, her savings have long been left.

The tiny man smiled faintly, with bloody injuries in his smile. He remembered that he wanted to see the current affairs today, but saw Zhuang Jingyan's mood when she was crazy at the funeral. The rolling news broadcasted all day, and she was tortured for a whole day, and she wanted to pry the door open and run out, help her, and bear half of the pain for her.

"I haven't thought about how to live, where to go by alone... I just want to find a safe place, not owed anyone, nor be hurt by anyone."

"Safe Place", these words that were spit out in confusion in consciousness pierced Huo Siran's heart.

Look, it’s so simple. She never even thought about her future life or even tomorrow. She was just so eager to leave him and stay away from him.

"There is no possibility..." Huo Siran held a pale smile on his lips, his voice was low but it had great lethality. "Lin Yitong, I never reminded you before because I was afraid that you would think it was unfair, but now I need to say that you are with me, it is a military marriage and protected by law. If you want to get a divorce, I need my consent to do so."

She trembled for a moment.

The pale little face as pale as paper was not only lacking in qi and blood, but also slowly rising confusion and shock. She opened her mouth and said, "Before you asked me to seduce Jing Sheng, you told me that if Jing Sheng dies, you will let me choose to stay or leave..."

His original words were, after he died, you should reconsider whether you should abort the child yourself and be with me again, or let me abort yourself and let you free.

Hosran smiled deeper, but his white thin lips pressed against her hair, and every word seemed to be silenced from the depths of his throat: "But I regret it now... I don't want to let you go..." Even if he just hugged a broken her and was entangled in pain, he would not want to be alone, "You are not allowed to go anywhere..."

During those days she was with Gu Jingsheng, he came back every day to guard the empty house, thinking of her, and endured until dawn every night.

Lin Yitong never thought he would be like this. She looked at him with a pair of black and white water eyes flashing with a surprised light. She always knew that he was domineering and strong, and the decision he made could not be changed. But now that things have come to this point, he still has to take advantage of it. What else can she take for him?

The cold little hand raised, covered him with his arms, slowly used his strength to fight, trying to escape from the cage like a trapped beast.

But Hosran just used her arms to calmly hold back the steel bars and iron bones, even the strong man couldn't get out of it, let alone her? What's more, she couldn't sleep in a daze day and night, and the water and rice were not stained. The consequence of her exerting her strength was nothing more than a wave of fatigue and dizziness. Hosran puts force to support her body and let her lean against her and hug her tighter.

With a "click", a drop of hot tears fell on the cuffs of his military uniform, and the slender man had already collapsed.

"Why are you sleeping like this and not allowing me to leave?" She raised her head, her little face as big as a palm, her eyes were very big, and her crystal clear eyes were flashing violently in her red eyes, her little face was as pale as paper. "Ho Siran, why do you think you can dominate everything? Military marriage protects you, but what about me? Why do I still want to die here? My family, my relatives, all my important things are destroyed in your hands! Why do I still have to accept your mercy! Why can you use such a noble but ridiculous reason to crush me like crushing an ant to death, what about you? Why do you!"

She struggled, turned around and pressed her arms against his chest, her eyes widened, staring at him and accusing loudly!

Hosran was scolded by her and was exhausted. For a moment, his arms were slightly loosened. After realizing it, he gritted his teeth and hugged her tightly, preventing her from staying away from him. But the tremendous light of hatred in her eyes deeply hurt his heart. He thought that she said hatred to him that day was anger, but now he realized that it was true. Her love for him that was so humble to his bones had turned into hatred.

This truth is so cruel.

Huo Siran's face turned ashen and black, his eyes swept across the pot of the pot she had just guarded. Suddenly, he remembered it.

In fact, she didn't like to raise this small potted plant, but it was given to her when she was with Gu Jingsheng. There was a pot on the duty table, and the Lin family's bedroom room. Later, Gu Jingsheng came to the house to pick up a pot. He didn't have the patience to raise it and kept it, so he threw it on the windowsill of the warehouse. I don't know how she discovered it. After thinking about it, she knew what it means to see things and think of people, not to mention that the small green potted plants are piled up, just like Gu Jingsheng himself, always full of vitality, clean and pure, and the veins on the green and thick leaf petals are clearly visible.

He sneered, snuggled her waist and held her tightly against his chest, his hoarse voice was filled with blood: "I know... I know... I know sometimes I will be impulsive and extreme, but you really shouldn't think that everything is unreasonable... Tongtong, I admit that I am sorry for you, but sometimes I still think, after pulling out the last grass in your heart, will you be willing to consider staying by my side and never leaving again..."

For example, destroying all her longing for Gu Jingsheng, and for example, the remaining bones and blood of others in her belly disappear.

"He is dead, there is no need to keep some things..." he murmured.

Her wide open eyes flashed, and she didn't know what else he wanted to do, but he just leaned forward slowly, pressing down his handsome and cold eyebrows. Then she heard a sound of a porcelain basin. She reacted and turned around suddenly, but saw that the potted plant had been pushed down from the windowsill by him, and fell from a dozen high-rise buildings.

In that scene, I really missed the scene where Gu Jingsheng opened his arms and slowly turned to the sea under the cliff.

"..." The tiny man suddenly trembled out of his arms, and only heard the "bang!" downstairs, her slender five fingers slid on the windowsill, and only saw the flower pot breaking on the concrete road next to the flowerbed downstairs, breaking a piece of porcelain pieces. At that moment, she seemed to suddenly understand. He said, what does it mean to pull out the last grass in her heart?

pain……

The sharp and slow pain split from the heart and gradually spread to the lower abdomen, as if blood was released somewhere in the body. One hand reached into the bloody mouth and tightly grasped the flesh and blood in her abdomen.

"..." Lin Yitong couldn't even say anything. She only knew that she wanted to escape again, but she was hopeless. Her face was extremely pale, and her body was trembling and bent down, covering her lower abdomen.

Huo Siran's face changed and he said in a low voice: "Yi Tong?"

What's wrong with her?

Lin Yitong slowly fell down on the windowsill. The sharp colic in her lower abdomen had exceeded her carrying capacity. This was not the first time she encountered such a scene. She only remembered the first time she was sent to the hospital by him. But at that time she would still scream pitifully and begged him not torture him again. This time... she didn't even have the fucking cry...

But who else can she ask for help now... the bones and blood in her belly seemed very dangerous, but she inexplicably... didn't want to lose him (her)...

"Yitong!!" Huo Siran quickly leaned over and hugged her, looking at the little bit of survival in her watery eyes, but didn't look at him at all.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Tell me!!" He growled in despair like a trapped beast, and watched her slowly close her eyes. For a moment, Huo Siran's mind seemed to explode.

Lost too much, and could no longer tolerate the thing I was beloved, and the thing I was guarding was stripped away from him in such a cruel way. Hosran picked her up with scarlet eyes and ran towards the door without hesitation. She could not die... No!! He would rather pay all the price to make her safe!!!

damn it**

Late night hospital.

The nurse had just handed over the evening shift. When Hosran rushed in with the man in his arms, the doctor on duty had not come back yet. The nurses did not dare to diagnose easily. He was so scared that he lost two and a half souls by Hosran's roar. He had to boldly come forward to ask. The slim girl on the bed looked pale as paper, and the sweat of beans fell down. What did she ask her? She covered her lower abdomen for a long time before she could say a sentence or two.

Finally, I was pushed into the B-superior room. Because there was no bleeding below, it didn't look like a sudden miscarriage or something, so I had to take a video to see it.

In the vast and deserted corridor, a solemn and tall man was walking around.

He admitted that he had been frightened just now, not only because of her sweaty look in pain, but also because of her despair that seemed to no longer expect him, which made him suddenly so scared. As for the remaining child of Gu Jingsheng in her belly, he had to admit that for a moment he wanted him (her) to disappear.

He knew it was selfish, but he did think so.

After a while, the doctor in the department finally came back.

After going in for a moment, he breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing the man's cold eyes swept over, he hurriedly said, "It's not a big deal. The child is still there. It's just that the uterine spasm caused by too much stimulation. You must protect it."

After hearing what the doctor said, Hosran held his heart, which was suffering from severe pain, calmed down a little and nodded.

But the doctor said again: "But I want to remind you that the mother of the child is relatively weak, and it should even be said that his health is very poor. Think carefully about whether you have taken any medicine that you cannot take in the early stage of pregnancy. The fetal qi is unstable in the first three months. If you take any inappropriate measures seriously and have too much impact on the fetus, it is better to be in time..."

After that, the doctor saw that Huo Siran's extremely dark face was extremely complex and his eyes were tactfully not talking about it.

On her back, the whole piece was filled with cold sweat that she was scared out of.

When everything calmed down, his emotions returned to his death when he was at home. He still refused to let go of her, but he no longer dared to force her in such a radical way.

When I opened the door, the tiny figure on the white hospital bed was wet with sweat, as if the pain had eased. I was frowning slightly and hanging glucose, and my slender eyelashes were hanging like butterflies. When I heard movement, I was so desperate that I refused to wake up. At this time, the nurse took the B-Extraordinary Picture, briefly said to Huo Siran and placed it on the head of the bed.

The subtle sound woke Lin Yitong up.

She opened her eyes weakly, but didn't see Hosran, but saw a corner of the B-ultrasound picture on the table.

For so long, she had never looked at the embryo in her womb since she knew she was pregnant and was pregnant with Gu Jingsheng's child. She knew that he was sinful and unpopular, so she didn't even care. But when it hurt just now, it made her whole abdominal cavity hurt, as if she was protesting something with her. The small embryo was in her belly, but she let him (she) die for so long.

I reached out and took the b-ultrasound image. Under the light, all the light and dark icons can be seen clearly.

Hosran asked, how do you live without me?

Although she knew that she could not escape, she was full of desolation in her heart, but she still thought about it... she had thought about it a little... She stood alone in a huge and strange city, with no relatives anymore and no friends, and it seemed that the only one who was with her was the small embryo in her belly. She even had a moment of thought, wanting to work hard to give him (her) and bring him to this world. It has nothing to do with whom his father, nor how he came from. She was just too lonely and lonely. She wanted to have a close relative to come by, so it seemed that life had hope in an instant. She thought she would be very nice to him and give him everything, and he would never abandon her again.

What can be warmer than blood relatives?

Lin Yitong, how great it is, you are not alone.

The tiny man was thinking, and wet and hot tears rose from his pale face, and his smile slowly rose. Although his consciousness was dull, it was beautiful to think about it.

But as she looked, she slowly realized something was wrong. The embryo development on the b-ultrasound chart was far beyond her expectations...
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