165 He won't, let the beloved woman go humbly and beg him (6000)(1/2)
And how could Gu Jingsheng, who was walking behind him, not understand?
In the early morning, the special airline airlifted Lin Weilan's frozen body. When they drove all the way to the crematorium in C City, the Land Rover behind them kept following, following closely, without disturbing, and even followed in silence outside the burning stove. But after it was over, Han Feng appeared decisively and said the above words. Shu Guang
That was a dead order, a matter of attitude, and he dared not have any hip-hop.
Lin Yitong certainly understood that Huo Siran left City C the day after being injured in a car accident. The military orders were like mountains. He might not be willing to obey some things. Some things cannot be let go of here, especially at this moment, she is still his wife. He will never let his eyes or heart leave her for another second, and he will never let go of her. Even for a day.
There is also Gu Jingsheng next to her.
"...I can..." After a long time, the pale little face finally withdrew its gaze, hugged the urn in my arms and was about to walk over.
Han Feng put one hand on the car door, his joints raised and his veins slightly blew. He stared at her as if he was about to look into her soul: "Sister-in-law--"
Stalemate.
After a while, a faint smile curled up on the corner of his mouth. Gu Jingsheng saw the contradiction between them, and his tone was flat and gentle: "Is it because... am I here?"
Hosran is different from him.
Sometimes even if the pain reaches the extreme, the reason is burned, but you still know what you cannot give in. If a man with such a powerful man can really tolerate her indulging in marriage, that would be strange. As for whether they will really break up, it is two different things.
According to his nature, he will not allow it even if he dies.
A tall and tall shadow walked towards the car behind, opened the car door, and looked back at Hanfeng. "Let's go to the suburbs of the city."
He told him, and also acquiesced to his companionship, and then looked at Lin Yitong. There was the deepest comfort and gentle invitation in his eyes, as if no one was around.
damn it
The suburbs of the city were the place where Lin’s father and mother lived before their death.
The house was in the hands of Yun Fei and his wife. If they couldn't go back, Gu Jingsheng wouldn't be able to take her back to her place. She whispered in the mist that there was still a grandparent's house in the suburbs of the city. She had been empty for a long time and could still go.
An old house, bungalow, double floor, floor and sliding doors are all made of wooden, and Lin’s father and mother are people who enjoy and have a romantic atmosphere.
The floor was covered with a thin layer of dust.
It is hard to say what she is doing here, maybe it is just finding a temporary habitat. When Gu Jingsheng reacted, he had already seen her put Lin Weilan's ashes in the middle of the floor. She slowly squatted down and sat down. Finally, she became lying next to the urn, smelling the old smell on the floor, and her hair danced lightly in the sun and dust.
There was a lot of time, and he didn't even have to go to the bureau, so he simply accompanied her. The two of them were lying around the urn on the ground and laying into an irregular Tai Chi Yin-Yang diagram.
I kept silent and didn't talk, or chatted all over, and spent the whole morning.
"It's so hard to love... it's better to stop... You're tired, just take a break." Gu Jingsheng said softly, putting his arm on the floor and gently touching the bangs on her forehead. The little bit of warmth made her feel a little dazed.
"But my mother said, I'm not enjoying my life..." She whispered hoarsely, her eyelashes drooping, and her slender hands gently pressed the exquisitely carved sandalwood box with exquisite patterns. "I didn't enjoy it when I was born, nor did I enjoy it when I grew up... Survival is very difficult... So no matter whether I love it or not, I still want to go back to the hospital in Kyoto... It's like a treasure, and they stay next to the treasure every day, but they don't know what they can dig if they try hard..."
Gu Jingsheng opened his eyes and clearly felt the feeling of his fingers stroking her hair. All his emotions were hidden in his calm and gentle voice.
"... Then does he know..."
Does he know?
Her fingertips gently touched her skin, fiddling with the baby she loved the most in her palm as before, "...You are actually so strong."
After saying a word, she didn't speak for a long time, but just shrank on the floor and buried her head, and couldn't get up for a long time.
After being quiet for a long time, Gu Jingsheng spoke and his voice began to become dry and dull.
"What do you love him...?"
He never thought or dared to ask.
The dust in the air was dancing at her fingertips. She hadn't moved for a long time, and only heard the sound as if it was coming from a very distant outer space: "...lonely."
"I have smelled the loneliness on him...the colder in the heights...I really want to - even if he already has so many things - I still want to give him all the things he doesn't have..." She said these things for the first time softly, and never thought that the rich sour and sadness would begin to become sharp again, and her eyes turned red and moist, "But I only found out later... The things I have can also be given to others... and the things he wants me to give is so difficult..."
He wants her freedom.
He wants her to rely and belong wholeheartedly.
There is also a price. She has tasted the price of being stumbling and painful along the way, so she is afraid.
She had no choice but to retreat back to the camp and lick the wound with pain.
Gu Jingsheng listened quietly. After hearing this, he gently ticked the corners of his mouth, but it made the whole left chest hurt. So he slowly closed his smile, gently covered his palms, gently covering her eyes that had cried too many times, and his palms trembled slightly.
"Where are you going tomorrow?"
He asked in a hoarse voice, and in fact, what he wanted to ask more was, "Tongtong, why don't you come back?" He didn't know how long he could wait for her, but he would wait for her lifetime.
She didn't say anything, but just endured the bitterness after a while, her fingers clenched and loosened, and the sour warm current in her heart was replaced by another feeling of sadness: "I want to stay here for a while...I want to be with my mother."
She once thought about what time it was to be a person's best time. After thinking for a long time, she felt that she was still staying by her parents. The blue shirt was covered in twigs, the young man was wearing white clothes, and there was endless love waiting for them at all costs. Later, they fell in love with someone, left home for a long time, were loved or hurt, and at first there was a possibility of turning back to rest. Later, even the opportunity to ride a horse and whip to look back no longer exists. There is no way out, and you know that no matter how sad or painful it is, you have to move forward bravely.
So Lin Weilan must like and miss this place.
……must.
She just woke up and slept halfway. After a long time, she felt that the warmth on her head was always undisturbed and very comfortable. She couldn't help but raise her eyelashes slightly and stared at him, her eyes blurred: "...But don't you have to go to work? How could she have time to accompany me here?"
Gu Jingsheng seemed to be watching all the time, and suddenly he smiled brightly and said two words in a hoarse voice: "Guess."
you guess.
He once tried hard to bury the dirty and dark things that fell on him in his heart and behind him, and he didn't want her to know. But when she asked at this moment, he suddenly began to want to say it. It was like a person who fell into a dark swamp step by step but could not struggle. If someone really passed by, if it was her passing by, he would rather.
——Let her hear her last voice. Let her see his unfinished love.
Before we finished asking, there were slight voices coming from outside the house. It was obvious that there was more than Hanfeng, and there was obvious danger of approaching.
Both of them were slightly stunned. A trace of emotions and waves flashed through the pale face, and they stood up gently, not knowing what happened. Before they could get up, the door creaked and was pushed open mercilessly. The group came in wearing all kinds of solemn and cold uniforms. Even Han Feng, who had been crossing his legs at the door, walked in slowly, but it was obvious that he was just observing the situation, and he was not aware of the specific situation.
"Gu Jingsheng?" The man in the ink-colored uniform raised his eyebrows and asked softly.
Gu Jingsheng naturally didn't expect it to come so quickly. He smiled faintly on his handsome face. After pulling Lin Yitong up, he held it tightly behind him, not letting her see it, and wished she couldn't hear it, and said lightly "Oh".
"You smashed the injury of the provincial football team's substitute Lu Mingzhi last night?"
"yes."
"You are a deputy director of the Municipal Public Security Bureau. Do you know how serious the mistake is to break the law?" The man in the ink-colored uniform burst out with blue veins, and he wanted to slap the table and yell. "You dare to ask someone to drive and hit him when he was discharged from the hospital. Do you know that he is now in the hospital with a leg injury, seven comminuted fractures on his body, and amputated below the calf! He is an athlete!!!"
After hearing the second half of his yell, a trace of turbulence flashed in Gu Jingsheng's clear eyes, and his handsome face turned pale.
Lin Yitong behind her was even more shocked. The echo of the empty house itself was loud, and the man's roar was about to tear her fragile eardrums.
"He is also the niece of the director of your city's public security bureau! So you know--" The man in black uniform pointed at his nose, "This time it was your Yun Bureau's case reported by you personally, asking for arrest! No one can save you!"
The scorching electric current thrusts in the air, and the man in the ink-colored uniform lowers the anger in his deep eyes and grows in his roar: "Take it away!"
After saying that, someone came forward with bright handcuffs. This was almost the third time in Lin Yitong's life. She watched Gu Jingsheng be taken away in front of her. She was so weak that she had no strength. However, she suddenly grabbed Gu Jingsheng's wrist and waved the person who came forward to grab him. Her slender figure blocked directly in front of him, shouting with all her hoarse and weak strength: "You are wrong!!"
Although she was unconscious last night because of the pain of losing her close relative, she had heard the nurse's comments even when she was lying on the hospital bed!
"He did have done something to that person... He did have done it. He wouldn't lie about what he did," Lin Yitong's heart beat so violently that his chest was so violent that it hurt, and the corners of his eyes were slightly wet. "But he couldn't drive to hit that person... He had been in the ward last night, and he was guarding me all night!"
"Where is the evidence?" The man in black uniform turned around and glanced sharply, "Little girl, no matter how you testify with him, it may be a fraud! He was the only one who had a conflict with Lu Mingzhi last night. Please find one of the other people for me!!"
Others...
Her heart was trembling when she was yelling. Her wet and sour eyes seemed to be groping in the endless darkness, but she had no idea! In the flash, her little face turned pale, as if she suddenly thought of something, and suddenly looked at Han Feng, who had never spoken next to her!!
last night.
In addition to Gu Jingsheng, there is indeed someone else... and the bloody wounds on her body have not only seen them alone.
Han Feng was also shocked by her eyes, and his expression became very complicated. He pursed his lips and refused to make a sound, and his fists were clenched tightly.
He naturally believed that Gu Jingsheng had never done that, because the person who was sent to arrange for Lu Zhiming to crash last night was Han Feng himself.
With just one glance, Lin Yitong instantly understood.
A pair of beautiful water eyes widened, as if they couldn't believe that, in his condition last night, Huo Siran would calmly arrange Lu Mingzhi's affairs after he was a little more awake. Such cruel methods - the police superintendent just said that Lu Mingzhi was an athlete of the provincial football team, and the consequence of the car accident was that his calf was completely amputated.
This is the man he is ruined.
Seeing that the man in the ink uniform was getting worse and worse, he directed the two people behind him to go forward and pull Lin Yitong away. There was an urn on the ground next to him. It was obvious that the funeral had just passed and it was not good to make a fuss in such a place. However, the girl's red water eyes stared straight at Han Feng and stared at him. For some reason, he refused to come up and say something for Gu Jingsheng!!
Fighting is small, but it is big.
The dust-covered sunlight around him came in, which made Han Feng's eyes hurt. He grabbed his hair irritably. He was not a person with such a cold personality, which made him feel uncomfortable to do such things. A few seconds later, he calmed down and walked to Lin Yitong and said, "Sister-in-law, the signal on the Heihe River is poor. You can only contact the chief before 11 o'clock in the morning every day. It's over now. And I don't have the right. The chief's explanation of my affairs does not include standing up for this person named Gu Jingsheng, unless you go to ask the chief in person personally and ask him if he wants me to take action, but at this point, you can only wait until tomorrow."
After hearing this, the stinging pain in Lin Yitong's eyes became even heavier.
Huo Siran would never be generous at this moment to help Gu Jingsheng, she knew.
But what she wanted was not his help, but he was just tolerant and wash off the dirty water that did not belong to Gu Jingsheng!!
For a moment, so desperate.
Gu Jingsheng heard these words. He was originally calm. He frowned at most at most, but as smart as him, he knew almost everything after hearing it. A cool and sad smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and his hands were soft. He was far less decisive than the elder brother. He directly eliminated all the other party's retreat, and even their courage to revenge disappeared. But now, he really didn't want to.
I don’t want my beloved woman to ask him for death, so I feel so humble.
you guess.
He once tried hard to bury the dirty and dark things that fell on him in his heart and behind him, and he didn't want her to know. But when she asked at this moment, he suddenly began to want to say it. It was like a person who fell into a dark swamp step by step but could not struggle. If someone really passed by, if it was her passing by, he would rather.
——Let her hear her last voice. Let her see his unfinished love.
Before we finished asking, there were slight voices coming from outside the house. It was obvious that there was more than Hanfeng, and there was obvious danger of approaching.
Both of them were slightly stunned. A trace of emotions and waves flashed through the pale face, and they stood up gently, not knowing what happened. Before they could get up, the door creaked and was pushed open mercilessly. The group came in wearing all kinds of solemn and cold uniforms. Even Han Feng, who had been crossing his legs at the door, walked in slowly, but it was obvious that he was just observing the situation, and he was not aware of the specific situation.
To be continued...