Those cold words pierced into her heart like a knife, making her eyes red suddenly, and the pain was indescribable. Shu Jue was so slow that she was

The trembling little hand gently wrapped around his big palm, and she said softly: "Sran."

"...If you are angry, you can get angry and scold me... but don't insult me ​​with such words. I won't do that kind of thing..." She frowned tightly, and she was almost begging. The woman's self-esteem and bottom line were just a little bit, saying that she was good at everything, but don't say that she was so dirty.

"Insult?" Hosran sneered and pulled out a high tone, clasping her with a loud voice, "When you attended the banquet with him, you never thought that this was an insult to me!!"

Her little fingers tightened him, and it took a while for the trembling trembling.

“…I don’t know. I didn’t realize at first that this was wrong.”

"Later I saw you coming, I felt something was wrong, but..." But it was too late at that time. "Sran, I'm sorry."

These words are humble enough, so humble that they are stepping down all their dignity and showing the softest and considerate side to apologize to him, hoping to ask for a trace of peace from him, so that they will not be so angry that they hurt others and themselves. No one saw that her little face buried deep in her watery eyes had broken open, dyed red.

As expected, Hosran calmed down when he heard this, his eyes were scarlet, and the surging excitement in his heart was rising before attending the banquet. I have to say that when he flew here, he was eager for her. He hadn't seen her for many days. He looked at her on his phone eight hundred times a day, and he immediately copied it up and read it, almost causing neurasthenia.

Her whole body was covered with his kiss marks, and she hugged herself tightly with her little face down, looking very pitiful.

Long fingers stretched over and took down the dark clip with her hair chucked on her back. The long hair suddenly scattered on her naked shoulders to give her a little warmth. Hosran's eyes softened. He leaned over and picked her up, sat down and placed it on himself, hugged her, and kissed her in a little confused manner on her face.

Her hands were very cold and her body was stiff.

Hosran frowned, straightened her little face and looked at it with the lights of a circle of orange lights lit around the ceiling. His face was pale and as white as a female ghost.

"I was scared by me?" he asked hoarsely.

This is a waste of time. Few people can get rid of the atmosphere just now.

Sometimes Lin Yitong would rather he get angry and hurt himself. If he gets hurt, he knows that he deserves it. But this time it is different. His actions, words, and sentences are pricked on her heart. Not only does he not believe her, but he is also so easy, so easily, so easily can she think of her dirty things. How can she come back immediately, act softly in his arms, and please him?

"Cold." She whispered with red eyes and leaned on his chest.

Hosran sniffed a moment, wrapped her in a blanket and stuffed her into her arms, and said softly: "I originally planned to go to see you after the dinner date. If it is difficult to come out, I don't mind waiting downstairs downstairs for one night, but I really didn't expect to meet you there. I've been exhausted these days and have a bad temper."

The person in his arms didn't say anything for a long time.

He patted her little head and said, "There is nothing to say to me?"

She paused and asked softly, "How many days are you going to stay?"

Huo Siran's face became darker again when he heard this, and he stroked her hair and said, "I will probably go out with Lu Qing the day after tomorrow. It will take about 1,300 to come back. Is there anything wrong?"

She buried her little face deep in his shoulder and said softly: "Is it possible to free up a position in Kyoto for me to try? You can start with the lowest nursing staff. It doesn't matter if you don't want me if you don't do it well... I don't have connections. Last time I came here, I only entered the provincial military region based on my mother's relationship with my old friend. Public institutions are not as good as ordinary companies that recruit employees. My major limits my way out... So, is there any possibility?"

After listening to this passage, Hosran came to his senses for a long time. He understood what she meant. He actually wanted to go back to Kyoto with him. How could she suddenly have such an idea?

"I'll do it on my mother's side. She is actually not that stubborn. If I insist, she will listen to me." She raised her little face and said softly at him.

Hosran stared at her face, and called out in a silence in a little astonishment: "Tongtong..."

He had to admit that even though she apologized just now, he was still not in such a good mood. He temporarily suppressed his anger just to avoid making such a freak, not to mention that she had already softened her posture.

But this matter was wrong first.

So he wanted to choose to endure it first and could ignore it for the time being, but he didn't expect that she was so decisive.

The cold little hand gently stretched over his neck and knelt on him and hugged him tightly. The tiny man said tremblingly: "I always don't know what to do here. I can't handle such a lot of interpersonal relationships, let alone you don't like me seeing Jing Sheng. Is it the best way to solve the problem?" Her pale little face showed a sweet smile, "Don't worry... I've seen it tonight, he's very good and relieved. If you are unhappy, I'll meet him again, then I'll find a reason to explain it to him another day. As for what reason I use, can you ignore it?"

"I don't care what's wrong with you? Why do you target him? I will never bother you anymore. I will never provoke your relationship. We will just decide like this, okay?"

Things between men also involve military and state, and her weight seems too small and too insignificant, so she quits.

She really hates her indecisiveness, and hates the feeling of pain but not being able to stop, so she must keep hurting. It is better to have enough pain at once, and from now on, all kinds of ways will come.

In this way, she will never see Gu Jingsheng again in the future.

Hosran was shocked by her words and could not return to his senses for a long time.

A hint of paleness appeared on his face, his thin lips were pursed tightly, and after a while, he gently patted her petite back and said hoarsely: "Tongtong, I don't mean that."

The military affairs were too busy these days, and he had thought about how to deal with this matter when he came back. This suddenly led to a marriage that had not been announced to the world at all. He had no habit of secretly marrying, so no one of the friends around him knew about it, except Gu Jingsheng.

At the banquet just now, he almost decided to kill the death. No matter what the result was, whether it was right or wrong, he told him about it. But unexpectedly, he was blocked by Gu Jingsheng with one sentence. At that moment, he knew that he couldn't bear it. He couldn't bear it when he treated the people who had been like brothers and had been closely guarding him.

Anger. It's just because of her.

But at this moment, her concession, without principles, only cared about whether he gave in to his concession, made him feel very painful, and he was wronged.

"Don't submit any report," said the tiny man gently, "Last time, the matter of leaving the country was rejected, and it was not enough to be sent here for three months? I don't want to go with the army to the frontier, so far away from home, and it's so troublesome to come back to see my mother... Let me change with you... Anyway, the roots are here, and I will come back with you one day if you retire and want to come back. And my mother is alone, and when she can't stand the loneliness, she will go to find me. At that time... Please don't dislike her, okay?"

Huo Siran's heart tightened, and suddenly he felt a heavy stone pressing down his chest, and the pain was unbearable.

The scarlet blood in his eyes crawled up little by little with the chill of the night, like a bug crawling in his heart, and it went all the way to the deepest part of his heart. Suddenly it turned into a sharp blade, piercing his entire chest with blood. He pressed down the scarlet in his eyes and hugged her, and said softly: "Tongtong. Don't talk to me so humbly."

He couldn't stand her like this.

"Yeah." She smiled softly and buried it in his warm shoulder.

The smile gradually dissipated, and turned into a strong sourness and sadness. "I'm so tired... let's go and rest?"

His ability to torture people is always first-class, and he is exhausted. The fatigue and coldness have caused her entire temple to hurt. She can hold on to say such a long sentence and exhaust her mind. She closed her eyes gently, and the world is dark, trying not to think about what she said and what decisions she had made.

His chest was stuffy, and Hosran opened his cold eyes and had no choice but to kiss her side face gently and pick her up.

She remembered a text she learned when she was a child.

Called Fish and Bear Paw.

Fish is what I want, and bear's paw is what I want. I can't get both. I can't give up the fish and take the bear's paw.

The word "giving" and the word "tolerance" are all the pain in people's hearts throughout their lives.

Hosran put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt. He wanted to hug her and say a few more words. He had important things to do in C City these days, and he would consider finding connections to transfer her over when he returned to Kyoto. He always remembered that she wanted nothing, no matter what he wanted to give, she was so honest that she refused to even ask for any favors. The first time he asked him for something, but this was what he asked for.
Chapter completed!