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116 I can understand everything, figure it out, but I can't go back (3000)

Bypassing a teaching building, two, the square in front of the science and education building is in the shape of a U-shaped square, and there is a hollow corridor in the middle connecting the two buildings. There are steps falling down in Shuji Shuihui Square, and students who learn roller skating often practice here. The afterglow casts through the hollow corridor at sunset is very beautiful.

She walked forward and then, her little face gradually became pale. After a while, she saw the figure in the square. He sat there, his elbows resting on his knees, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting.

I don’t know that I have maintained this posture for several hopeless mornings and evenings.

She clenched her hands tightly and couldn't walk anymore.

She remembered that the last time she saw him was in the provincial military region. Through a surveillance monitor, there was a blue stubble left on his jaw, a simple and polite smile, but his wrist was roasted by silver handcuffs, and his expression was tired. A faint blood in his eyes showed that he was tired. He was so tired.

At that time, she seemed to be hit by this scene and was completely distracted from the pain.

At this moment, Gu Jingsheng seemed to have a sense of emotion, feeling that his waiting might be enough. His muscles and bones were a little sore. When he looked up, he saw her standing not far away, wearing a white cotton skirt with a slightly large sports jacket, with her hair scattered and beautiful, but her nose tip was slightly red, as weak as if she was sick.

Gu Jingsheng smiled. Slowly, it seemed like a different age.

Lin Yitong was wondering for a moment whether she should walk over and say, Jing Sheng, long time no see!

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and a wet and hot mist appeared in her watery eyes. She walked over and stood up slowly and said, "I asked for leave a few days ago and didn't come to class. I just came here today. Are you... back?"

Such a soft and kind sentence "I'm back" instantly hit Gu Jingsheng's heart.

A trace of water flashed in his clear eyes, remembering that when he returned to the special police force during imprisonment contact, everyone was still enthusiastic about him. The captain even patted his shoulder and said that we have another hero back, and they were all very moved. But they couldn't match this sentence.

With his fingers crossed, he smiled and said, "Well, four days ago. I took a few days off and wanted to go home to see you."

There was also a pale smile in her small dimples and asked hoarsely: "Are you okay with uncle and aunt?"

Gu Jingsheng nodded, looking at her brightly reflected smiling face with her back to the sun: "...Okay. My mother is very happy, but she told me that she should not do it in the special police force. It is not reliable and not safe."

She just laughed, habitually shining her hair behind her ears, and stopped talking.

I don't know if I have nothing to say or can't say it.

The thick eyelashes drooped, and Gu Jingsheng whispered: "...Tongtong. Sit for a while."

——Let’s sit with me for a while.

...

"Actually, no one thinks it is so miserable. In the face of so many lives, many things are no longer important. It's better to cleanse your innocence in the end," he said with a smile, "but our deputy captain is a little miserable. He...divorce yesterday. Have you heard of it?"

Her heart trembled slightly, and her slender eyelashes slowly raised. Looking at him, the bloody complexion of her little face faded, and she had never heard of this.

Gu Jingsheng's lips smiled even stronger, and he narrowed his thick trees on both sides of the school road opposite and said softly: "It's not very complicated. He and his wife had a good relationship and were very stable. He was about to have a child after one year of marriage. Even before the accident happened to this warship, his wife was pregnant. On the day he was detained with me, his wife had just been diagnosed and was two months pregnant."

"But... women seem to need a sense of security, right? At that time, they could not contact, could not call, and even the reason for being detained, and no one knew that they could not come out... So she was probably panicked. At that time, she had no way to go to the sky and the ground, and she was pregnant for more than two months. The doctors were asking her whether to want it or not. If she wanted it, she would be sure, because it would be dangerous to get rid of it after three months of pregnancy. She went through all the ways and couldn't find her husband. Later, she didn't know who said that this accident was too serious, and the imprisoned person ended up with three consequences, one died, one sentenced, and the other lost his job and affected his life."

Gu Jingsheng smiled and turned his head: "This is actually nothing wrong, but the premise is that if he is really guilty."

"Later, she waited for half a month, but there was no news, so she went to the hospital and said she would not want the child anymore. After all, her husband and in-laws didn't know, and when she knew, it would be troublesome. After half a month, a group of people were released, but the deputy team still did not see her. She went home and explained the matter to her parents. Her parents advised her to prepare a divorce agreement as soon as possible to remarry. Her parents were crying all day long. Her son was in such a situation. How could she ask her daughter-in-law, who had just been married for a year, to stick to the end?"

As she listened, her eyes turned red, and her little hands covered the slightly hot stone slab beside her. Thinking of the pain and hardship she had at that time, how could she feel better than this?

He smiled faintly on his lips and said softly: "The deputy team came out too late, half a month later, and then everything turned upside down."

"If it were explained clearly, everything could be saved, because after all, he was released after a thorough investigation. However, at that time, his wife had already made another marriage arrangement with her parents. Although the negotiations were not completed, it had been basically finalized. Everyone was surprised when the deputy team came out, but after thinking about it, he felt that the only way out was the divorce agreement."

He lowered his head and approached her gently and said, "It's not because he has no feelings, nor because he feels cold-hearted, nor because of his first child who died before he was born. The deputy team said that he can understand everything and understand everything, but he just feels that he can't turn back."

"He had a coffee with her, and the couple sat face to face and felt embarrassed. She cried and said sorry to him. He thought if he could apologize to each other and go back to the past. If possible, he wanted to apologize to her first and say sorry. After all, all the fuses of this matter were caused by him and his special profession. But he found that he could not, so he apologized and led her back home, but found that the house was covered with dust, and her things were empty, and there was no place to sit."

Things change. Who can still smile and pretend to be a chic look that time has never come before?

Gu Jingsheng smiled softly and said in front of him: "So Tongtong, you don't know how lucky I am. After so long, I can still sit together and talk with you."

Instead of being alone like many people I have seen, or being apart forever.

"But I will feel a little sad... Why has it been two months since I was sad, but I feel like I have been separated from you for a lifetime?" He smiled, and laughed at himself.

——Dear, I forgot to say goodbye when I was separated from you in my previous life. Do you still remember me in this life?

Her little hands tightly clenched the hard stone slab beside her, and her joints turned white due to the force, and her nails were about to ooze bleeding. On her pale face, only tears reflected the sunlight, colorful.

After sitting for a while, Gu Jingsheng looked at his watch and said, "It's almost three o'clock."

He smiled and turned his head and said, "We will end up talking today. I will go back to City C in three days. We will have time when the time comes. But now, Tongtong, don't say anything first, okay?"

Let him think that nothing happened, even if it only takes two or three days, is it OK?

The tiny figure was speechless beside him, tears flowed down and condensed on his chin, and occasionally a drop fell heavily.

"...Then I'll leave first." He said with a gentle smile.

After a few seconds, Gu Jingsheng really got up and walked out. After walking for a few steps, he turned red and his heart hurt. He smiled and looked back at her weak and helpless appearance. When he came back, he leaned gently on both sides of her and asked in a low voice: "Tongtong, can I hug you?"

Another tear fell heavily, falling on the white cotton skirt. Her eyes were raised to look at him, which was considered as a default agreement. Put your little hand in his palm and hold it up, and then the familiar embrace carefully leaned over her, embracing her in her arms, and her chin could gently press onto her head, so intimate, as always.

Gu Jingsheng's eyes were so red that he bowed his head and covered her ear and said, "I have two more things, I want to tell you today."

"I haven't contacted you yet, afraid that you don't know my situation yet - I have no intention of leaving the SWAT team yet. Everything in City C has not changed, exactly the same as before; another thing is that no matter what you have heard, no matter how you guess, Tongtong, I will only tell you once," he smiled and covered her ear and whispered, "This warship crash... I didn't do it."

Please believe this, from beginning to end, has nothing to do with me.

He, Gu Jingsheng, could be misunderstood by people all over the world, and could tell everyone ambiguous lies, but he had never said a lie to her....
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