The pace of running.

"Mommy."

Looking at Sha Bei'er, Feng Ruiyao pursed her lips. Her eyes were red, but she didn't cry.

"sorry."

Seeing Sha Beier's worried eyes, Feng Ruiyao spoke apologetically.

He didn't mean to lose his temper. He had never lost his temper. However, the better the person treated him, the less conflicted he became.

I obviously want to hate him, but I no longer hate him in my heart.

This is not allowed.

Don't like him...

Rejecting the inner feeling of wanting to be close to him...

But she couldn't control her desire to get close to him...

Such a contradiction made Feng Ruiyao very uncomfortable.

He obviously doesn't want his own, so why should he be nice to himself? He doesn't want him to be nice to him, he doesn't want to.

The eyes of the little man in front of him were full of struggle. Looking at Shabelle, he clearly wanted to cry, but he tried his best to suppress himself.

His biological son, a child less than six years old. At this time, in front of Shabelle, he couldn't hide his emotions.

Feeling distressed, he knelt down and touched Feng Ruiyao's cold face.

"Rui Rui."

"I don't want him to be nice to me or like him. Mommy, I don't want you to be unhappy."

Reach out and hug Sabelle...

This sensible child clearly felt that Shabei'er didn't like Feng Qingyu. Every time Feng Qingyu approached him, Mommy looked like she was afraid that he would be taken away. He knew that Mommy was very afraid.

He was robbed. If his heart is biased towards Feng Qingyu, this is like a betrayal of his mother.

He doesn't want to betray mommy, and he doesn't want mommy to be unhappy because of it.

Shabelle understood some of the jumpy words.

Feng Ruiyao's abnormality, not to mention Feng Qingyu's behavior, even made her feel shocked and soft-hearted, let alone the nature of father and son. He put down his body and did it for Rui Rui. How could a smart child like Rui Rui really do this?

Don't look into it, don't waver.

He was just a little kid, but he always thought about her. He didn't want her to be embarrassed or sad. He was afraid that his soft heart would make her unhappy. Such a sensible son made Sha Bei'er's heart clench into a ball.

Belle suddenly discovered that her rejection and guarding against Feng Qingyu had directly affected Feng Ruiyao's judgment.

She must bear part of the responsibility for Ruirui's current conflicts and sadness.

She only cared about wanting to protect Rui Rui, and forgot that everything she did was seen by Rui Rui. And Rui Rui's heart was leaning on her, and he was so sensible. Of course, he wanted to do everything for her.

Think about it and don't want to make her unhappy.

How could she forget that Ruirui was such a smart child. She always said that Feng Qingyu was self-righteous, but when it came to Feng Qingyu, she was not self-righteous. Her sense of autonomy was too strong, and Feng Qing had already been formed in her heart.

Yu ignored Rui Rui, and no matter what Feng Qingyu did, she didn't want to see it. On the contrary, she thought that this was to protect Rui Rui.

It turns out that without realizing it, not only did Rui Rui fail to be protected, but Rui Rui was also under greater pressure.

"Mommy won't be unhappy, Ruirui, come here."

She stood up, led Rui Rui to the side and sat down. Rui Rui stood in front of her, stretched out her arms to hold Rui Rui in her arms, looked into Feng Ruiyao's eyes seriously and said: "Rui Rui, you just need to

Remember, mommy’s favorite person is you. You are everything to mommy, and mommy’s only hope is that you grow up healthily and live happily every day. As long as you are happy, mommy doesn’t care about anything.

"

"You don't have to put yourself down for Mommy, and you don't have to think about Mommy everywhere. If..."

Shabelle paused, knowing what the consequences would be after she said it, but facing her son, she had no choice.

Her son's happiness is what she cares about most, and if Ruirui suppresses her feelings for Feng Qingyu for her sake and makes herself so unhappy, she will blame herself. Even if Ruirui is by her side, Ruirui will not

Even if Happy is by her side, she can't feel at ease.

"If you like him, don't resist your inner emotions. He is your biological daddy. Ruirui is very smart. Ruirui should be able to feel whether he really likes you. Don't be angry because of mommy.

What you say affects your own judgment."

"Ruirui, both me and your Daddy Angelo want you to be happy. If being close to him makes you feel happy, then don't suppress yourself. Do what you want and don't make yourself unhappy.

."

"Rui Rui, Mommy feels very sorry to see you like this. Promise Mommy, you will stop thinking about me and your Daddy Angelo so much. No one will be angry, and no one will blame you. We all want you to be happy.

Do you know?"

Looking at Feng Ruiyao seriously, Shabei'er endured the sourness in her heart. She didn't want to say these words for Feng Qingyu. But in front of her was her favorite son. Seeing Ruirui's contradiction, she became

Being so depressed, she really felt guilty in her heart.

Her baby shouldn't live such an unhappy life.

"Mommy..."

Feng Ruiyao's heart was clearly seen by Sha Bei'er. He stood in front of Sha Bei'er and looked at Sha Bei'er's gentle eyes. Every word she said was his heartfelt voice, and his conflicted mother could see it.

But I'm not sure if mommy said it just to make herself happy. If she really accepted Feng Qingyu, would mommy be unhappy?

Feng Qingyu made him want to get close to him in every aspect. His handsomeness when playing with guns really made him admire him. His understanding of guns was an area he had never touched before.

.

He had already secretly checked his information, and the information he obtained was enough for him to understand what kind of man Feng Qingyu was. In the eyes of everyone in Italy, Feng Qingyu was truly an unapproachable existence.

He is a person who stands at the top, a being that everyone worships and awes. And this person is his biological father. In order to be close to him, he will drop everything and come here, go into the kitchen and fry poached eggs for himself.

He was so embarrassed, and he didn't take his sarcastic words to heart, and still tried to get closer to him regardless of his own indifference.

For a person like him to be like this, it is impossible not to change his heart.

However, it is one thing to feel soft in his heart. But in comparison, he would rather not accept Feng Qingyu's approach. As long as he continues to be indifferent, he will never be able to bear to give up. Although he will be sad, but compared to

Making mommy unhappy is not comparable.

"Mommy told the truth and didn't lie to Ruirui."

Shabelle spoke with certainty...

"Mommy promises, Mommy will not be unhappy. Mommy promises, as long as Ruirui is happy, Mommy will be happy."

Ruirui, you are Mommy’s baby. In Mommy’s eyes, no one in the world can be as good as you.

As long as it's good for you, as long as it makes you happy. Even if she opens her mouth to speak for Feng Qingyu, she is willing to do it. All this is not for anything else, just for your baby to be happy.

Feng Ruiyao looked at Sha Beier seriously until he was sure of the seriousness in her eyes.

He breathed a sigh of relief quietly, and his tense body slowly relaxed.

Taking the initiative, he reached out and hugged Shabelle, and buried his little face in Shabelle's shoulder...

He didn't know how to express his deepest emotions, so he just hugged Shabelle. Mommy liked hugging him very much. This was the only way he could think of to express his love for Mommy.

Not far away, a figure stood there, quietly looking at the mother and son hugging each other not far away.

The wind was blowing gently. I don't know how long I stood there, and I don't know how much I heard. It's just that the sculpture-like handsome face lacked a trace of coldness, and there was a trace of warmth in his eyes.

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Feng Ruiyao left, leaving Sha Beier sitting there alone.

Without Feng Ruiyao in his arms, a chill suddenly hit him.

Seeing Rui Rui's figure disappear from sight, Shabei'er couldn't recover for a long time.

Before Ruirui went to class, when she left her arms, when she let go...she made a face.

"Mommy, you are always number one."

After saying a few words, the little guy ran away.

Although Sha Beier was left behind a little cold, her heart was warm. Her son, her Ruirui...

After sitting quietly for a while, Shabei'er got up and prepared to go find Tong Liya and make arrangements for Ruirui to enter the kindergarten tomorrow.

The most important thing is that she needs to talk to Feng Qingyu.

Following the housekeeper's guidance, Tong Liya was playing with Dabai and was having a great time. After giving some instructions, Shabelle left.

The kindergarten has been booked and I informed the housekeeper, who will arrange everything.

Then, it was time to find Feng Qingyu...

Shabei'er didn't take the initiative to pay attention to where Feng Qingyu lived here, and how he dealt with everything he needed to take care of. He was so omnipotent, and such things were not something that others needed to consider.

, and she doesn’t need to think about it.

If it weren't for Ruirui, she wouldn't have taken the initiative to find Feng Qingyu.
To be continued...