??She watched him go to the kitchen to make her favorite mango pudding to make her happy.

At that time, she thought that if Lao Lu loved her so much, if he knew that she was pregnant with his child, maybe there would be a slight possibility...

At that moment, the crazy idea of ​​telling Lao Lu entered his brain and almost blurted it out.

Fortunately, at the last second, her reason stopped her.

She asked Lao Lu: "Will he be engaged to Xu Jingyi no matter what happens?"

He said: "Yes!"

And comforted her: "Don't worry, even if he marries Xu Jingyi, he will never abandon her."

At that time, her heart was broken into pieces, and she ate mango pudding with tears in her eyes.

It was also from that moment that she finally made a decision and decided to go.

That idea came into my brain so suddenly.

The confusion and helplessness she felt before suddenly seemed to have a backbone. She could not understand her own choice in her heart.

She wants this child.

This child must not be allowed to be known to Lao Lu under any circumstances.

About that night, about the child, it will be her secret, a secret forever.

She didn't know how her eighteen-year-old self made that decision. It was at that moment that she suddenly made a decision.

Want this child.

If she wanted this child, she couldn't be in Lao Lu's sight, so she proposed going abroad, which she had never considered before.

Lao Lu may have also felt that if she stayed in China, she and Xu Jingyi would not be able to live in peace, and he thought of sending her abroad. When she was older and more independent, the situation would be better. Finally, he agreed for the sake of Xu Jingyi.

…

She originally wanted to give birth to the child secretly, so she kept saying that she was fine by herself and asked him not to worry about her.

Who knew that he would come over suddenly, and she was not prepared at all. He discovered that she was pregnant.

He wanted to take her to find the child, and he asked her who the child's father was...

If initially, she did it firstly because this was Lu Tingchuan's child, and secondly because she herself was abandoned. She didn't want her child to be abandoned as well. Even if she was just an embryo, she still had to be responsible for her baby.

However, after three months in her belly, the feeling was beyond words.

Although she was only eighteen years old, she developed a deep relationship with the baby in her belly during this time.

Under Lu Tingchuan's tough and non-negotiable attitude, she could only leave secretly and disappear from his world.

…

A tear rolled out of his eye.

At the moment it fell, Lu Xiyan suddenly woke up from her memories and wiped away her tears before they fell on Lu Tingchuan's face.

When the hot and moist liquid was applied to the back of her hand, it quickly turned cold. More liquid gushes out of her eyes uncontrollably, and Lu Xiyan covered her mouth to stop her whimpering.

Only then did she realize what she had just done...

No matter it was five years ago or five years later, this man always only regarded her as a junior.

What on earth was she doing just now...

She couldn't help but secretly kissed him...

If he finds out...

Lu Xiyan didn't dare to imagine, whether it was five years ago or five years later, Lu Xiyan didn't dare to imagine that the man she held dear to her heart would one day look at her like she was a monster, deformed, or disgusting.

…

What will happen to her...

He quickly backed away, looked at the sleeping man, wiped away his tears randomly, backed away from his arms as quickly as possible, got out of bed, and chose again to run away.

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