cry out of control
I have been suppressing these days, not because she has become numb, but because she cherishes the little things she has spent with him, and recalls them every day before going to bed, and for nothing else, she is worried that as time goes by, he will gradually fade out of his memory, and she will never allow such a situation to happen.
She didn't dare to ask where he was buried, and did not dare to contact all the people and things related to him. As long as there was a slight disturbance, she would walk away on an excuse, feeling that only in this way could she always feel that he was still alive, but she was just temporarily unable to meet.
He buried his head deep between his legs and let the sea breeze blow his hair freely. I wonder if he was thinking about himself at the same time as he was thinking about him.
Many things are lost and suddenly realize that they have already penetrated into his heart.
The fallen leaves in autumn, the beach in autumn, the dusk in autumn, the people in autumn have outlined a picture of autumn. Unfortunately, the most beautiful stroke is missing.
The ringtone of the cell phone kept ringing, and she seemed to have not heard it, silently staring at Haitian and staring in a daze.
The sunset was as bright as blood, causing bloody scenes to appear in front of her eyes, and her whole body began to tremble.
"Ah..." He shouted out of control, trying to wield such a cruel scene, but the more this happened, the more vivid it became.
Suddenly, a thought flashed instantly, causing her to stand up silently, and her eyes were lost and she walked into the sea.
The cold sea water slowly overflowed her ankles, followed by her calves, thighs, navels, and until it flooded her chest.
"Boss, don't!" Fatty Dun shouted and rushed into the sea, hugging her. Fortunately, he followed her in a worried manner, otherwise the consequences would be really unpredictable.
"He is waving to me, Fatty, let me go." Song Bingning cried and pushed Fatty hard. What kind of pain was that made her have the idea of suicide.
"No, boss, you've read it wrong. President Leng is not there." Fatty dragged her to the shore hard, his eyes feeling a little sour. I don't know if it was caused by the sea water or because I felt sorry for her behavior.
"Aren't you here? It turns out that my hysteria is happening again." Song Bingning gave up struggling and let him drag himself ashore.
"Boss, don't move while sitting, do you know?" Fatun said, and hurriedly walked towards the car, but he looked back with concern, for fear that she would rush in again.
He hurriedly took a blanket out of the car and gently put it on her to avoid catching a cold.
"I'm sorry! I'm worried you again." Song Bingning said embarrassedly, feeling that she had always troubled him too much recently.
"Boss, you have to cheer up again. The last time was walking into the traffic, this time was the sea, what about the next time? Where are you going?" Fatty said with great sadness, really unwilling to see their former energetic boss who has become like this now.
"Where do you go? I don't know, but I really miss him. What should you do if you ask me to do? What should I do?" Song Bingning grabbed his shoulders and kept shaking. After that, she lay on his shoulder and started crying again.
"Cry! Just cry, you should have cried like this long ago." Fatty duan patted her back, tears kept rolling in her eyes, sad for her sorrow and helpless for her love.
"Pangdun, please help me get him back, okay? I just want him, I can give up everything else. Please, return him to me. I only have one of them. Why, God wants to take him away? Isn't this a little cruel to me? "Song Bingning sobbed and complained, which made Pangdun's nose sore, and she couldn't help but shed tears.
Her request, please forgive me for not being able to do it. The only thing he can do is to be by her side and let her get out of her sadness as soon as possible.
"Boss, if you do this, President Leng will be very sad when he sees it. Do you have the heart to let him feel at ease with you like this?" Fatty Dun said a slutty and didn't know how to comfort people, but seeing her like this, his heart also hurts.
"No, he left so freely, and he didn't even have any attachments. He said he loved me? It turned out that all this was a lie, a lie. He was a liar, an absolute liar." Song Bingning's hand punched Fat Dun, treating him as the object of venting.
"Yes, he is just a liar, we don't miss him anymore." Fatty Dun comforted her as she said, really worried that if this continues, she would suffer from depression and other things.
"Are you a liar? Don't say bad things about him." When Song Bingning heard him criticizing Leng Xize, she immediately stopped obeying. It turns out that she can only accuse the other party of the wrong one. But others couldn't even mention it. She was really a tangled person.
"Okay, I'm a liar, I'm a liar." Fatty was forced to compromise, but in his heart, he strongly denied this statement.
Song Bingning's crying gradually stopped, maybe he had just vented it or finally figured out something.
"You said, should I take a long break?" Song Bingning was worried that such a person would not be able to control his emotions during the case handling process, and thus do some extreme behaviors.
"If you take a vacation, can you make sure it will be better than it is now?" Fatty Dun turned her head and looked at her. Such busy work could make her think randomly. If she was really idle, what would she look like?
"I don't know either, I just think that this city is too depressing." Song Bingning stroked her hair, and her eyes were a little red and swollen because she had just cried, and she looked even more haggard.
"Boss, don't you always tell us that the more you are in adversity, the more you have to break through yourself? Why does it work when it comes to you?" Fatty was worried that once she left the city, she would not come back, so subconsciously rejecting such a situation would happen.
"Don't you know? People! They can only talk, but once they are asked to do it, they will find many difficulties." Song Bingning raised his head and curled the corners of his lips sadly. He thought that he would only love Cheng Wenhao, a man, in the end, but in the end he found that when he lost him, Leng Xize's departure was far from the destruction of the world.
Chapter completed!