Maybe, that's true.

If he were Li Youran, he would definitely be unwilling to die back then. He was so unexpected, so young, and many ideals and dreams were not fulfilled. No one could let go of it.

"It's normal for you to not know what she is thinking." Wu Zhengchun said, saying the truth that everyone knows, holding the lens with one hand, "Of course, even if she is in this world, she can really let others know what she is thinking, it's impossible."

Du Yuxin looked at him: "Have you let go, Professor Wu?"

"No. I seem to say, no."

"Because you don't know, what she wants, right?"

"yes."

"Regret. Even what she might have to explain before she died, she left without having time to explain it to you. Therefore, you cannot let go and want to find some clues about her in me, right?"

Wu Zhengchun was surprised again, thinking, how could she know so clearly, it seemed that she had really gotten into his heart and read the side that even he couldn't see clearly.

In response, Du Yuxin admitted: "Because I think so. After all, she gave me her heart. I always wanted to thank her. But I don't know how to thank her."

"So your thoughts are the same as mine?"

"It should be." Du Yuxin was reserved when she said this, because she thought that it was not just the two of them who thought so. There were also those who had always been thinking about Li Youran. These people seemed to be everywhere.

"But we have no choice but to know what she thinks, don't we?" Wu Zhengchun said, not paying attention to the expression on the other person's face.

Du Yuxin knew that he was trapped in a world like a horn, and sighed: "Professor Wu is a wise man, subconsciously, he knows it. Professor Wu is a scientist, a medical scientist, how could he not know? Even if a person dies, even if the organs left behind will not die, some memories of the deceased will be left. Whether in forensics or medicine, scientists are working hard to study a field that hopes to crack."

After hearing what she said, Wu Zhengchun had to look at her strangely, and even twitched the corners of his mouth: "No wonder I didn't like you from the beginning."

The implication is that she is too smart and extremely smart. She always sees him through at a glance, which makes people feel uncomfortable.

Du Yuxin didn't dare to be reckless, but just gently curled the corner of her mouth: "Professor Wu's words are a compliment, I really don't dare to be it. I am a deserter in the medical school."

"deserter?"

"Yes, you will react when you see the blood."

"Disfied blood?"

"right."

"That's it, did you waste so many years when you applied for the medical department?"

For an elite like Wu Zhengchun, there is no need to talk about it too much. Her approach is a waste of life.

Du Yuxin coughed lightly: "I don't know why I was studying in medical science. The reason I recalled now is very complicated. At that time, I was just an impulse to study medicine. But later, I found that I was not suitable. I was very conflicted and distressed for a while. I even had a tendency to self-harm. I felt like I had lived in vain in this world for the rest of my life. This terrible psychological tendency, later, I went to a psychologist to see it, saying that it might be some sequelae left after my organ transplant."

The professional psychologist's statement is not casually suspicious. Wu Zhengchun is very clear about this, so he widened his eyes and looked at her and asked, "You said, this is her reaction, not your reaction?"

"When the psychologist asked me, he said he had hypnosis for me. Then, he found that I seemed to have witnessed similar scenes, all of which were bloody scenes. I asked me if I had ever had a car accident or something before. I said I had never. The psychologist determined that because the patients who donated organs were usually healthy people, they died suddenly because of accidents, and they were likely to die in a car accident."

Wu Zhengchun grabbed his eyebrows, as if he felt the same way. For this reason, his face shook past the blue and white, and his breathing was a little rapid.

"Professor Wu, I can only tell you that what I can feel until now is some feedback she gave me. In addition to the fear of blood, she is particularly afraid of the people she cares about. For example, it's like you are someone she knows, and she doesn't want you to be in danger. I believe that she hopes to survive and everyone around her can get happiness. Instead of always thinking about the past things. Because she is also trying hard to overcome these difficulties. You think I studied in a doctor but didn't get a degree, and later worked hard to take the nutritionist exam. This is the same principle."

Wu Zhengchun asked: "You said, she hopes we don't think about it?"

"Yes. Not hopeful."

Wu Zhengchun seemed to see a piece of purity from the eyes in front of him, not like a lie.

Du Yuxin nodded at him, turned around and walked out, knowing that he needed to think alone in time and space.

In the corridor outside, Zhou Sichen went to another place. Only Lu Zheng stood there waiting. Seeing her coming out, Lu Zheng's brows twisted into pieces again because she didn't look very good.

"How--" When he walked up to her and was about to ask questions, Du Yuxin grabbed him, shook his head, and signaled him to walk away before talking.

Lu Zheng had to grab her hand hard and take her to other places. He went to a tea room far away from Wu Zhengchun's ward and would not be found by Wu Zhengchun.

Let her sit down. Lu Zheng squatted in front of her, looked up at her face, then held her hands and touched her, and found that the back of her hands were full of sweat and wet and cold.

"Du Yuxin, are you trying to make me anxious?" His voice slowly said in front of her, one word, one word [31 Novel Network], as heavy as her heartbeat, "What did I say about you last time? Don't think too much. That's not your business, you shouldn't interfere. Why don't you know that such a smart person? Thanksgiving is something you want, but if you can't even save your own life, what to talk about gratitude?"

“Not what you thought—”

"If it's not, what's going on with you now having so much cold sweat?!"

He was angry. He was really angry. He was very angry. This kind of aura came from him.

His forehead pressed against her forehead, as if he was breathing with her.

"I'm sorry." She heard his breathing, which made her feel guilty, "But don't worry, I won't let myself have something to do. You know, I'm a smart person and a selfish person. Otherwise, she won't pick on me."

"What do you mean?" He didn't plan to let go of any of her words, any of them trying to fool them.

Du Yuxin gritted her teeth and dared not look at him: "I am selfish, I will live for myself. My adoptive mother always says that to me, a child I don't know how to describe. So, because I am very selfish, I won't do what she gives me. Do you understand?"

Lu Zheng's eyes didn't take a moment away from her face: "You said, what did you do just now? You didn't do as she said?"

"She doesn't want to die. I know. She never wants to die. She doesn't want to die. She doesn't want to, very much - it's human beings, and they all hope that after death, they won't become nothing. I hope everyone will always think about themselves and not want others to forget themselves, right? Otherwise, death is too sad. She dies at such a young age. Why can it be easily forgotten by others? Obviously, when she is alive, she is a woman loved by thousands of people."

"As a result, you said to Professor Wu, saying yes, she doesn't want to be missed, right?"

"What if I don't say that, what should Professor Wu do? Professor Wu is a living person and can live for a long time. Could it be that Professor Wu will give up the happiness he can get in front of him and think about a dead person for the rest of his life? No, I am very selfish, I admit that I am very selfish, I think this is a cruel practice, not something a dead person should do. So, I hope Professor Wu will let go. Only if I say this is the best for Professor Wu."

"Do you think Professor Wu can believe what you said?"

"Why can't it? Before, that person believed what I said."

When Du Yuxin said this, her face turned cold, as if it was coated with ice. When she touched the eyes opposite, she suddenly realized that she had just said something.

But even so, her face did not change much, and she calmly pursed the corners of her lips.

Lu Zheng looked at her, looking at the slightest on her face.

In her sense, his scrutiny was like a teacher. But she was not afraid, and there was no reason to be afraid. Because she did not do anything wrong. This is how she is. As long as she did not do something wrong, she has a clear conscience, so why should she be afraid?

Lu Zheng said: "You are like the child in Jane Eyre. Even if you are punished by the teacher, as long as you feel that you have done nothing wrong, you can stand there proudly to accept any punishment."

"Do you think I'm wrong?"

"It's hard for me to say that you are wrong with Professor Wu simply. Besides, there is nothing wrong with you that you have determined yourself. How can I say that it is my ability to change you, right?"

Du Yuxin was stunned and hadn't reacted yet.

His hand had touched her face and gently stroked it, as if melting the ice on her face: "This is my ability, I said last time. Don't lie to me. You know what I am to you. If you lie to me, that's wrong."

Du Yuxin felt a little trembling in her heart, a little slight, involuntarily. This is her own reaction. It has nothing to do with anyone.

"So scared, are you touching your heart? Even if it is the heart that others place on you, not yours."

Du Yuxin turned her face away and wanted to avoid his hands.

His hand paused in mid-air and said, "I wanted to talk to Ye Siquan before. Maybe I will find some time to talk to him in the past two days. I don't know how much he hurt you before. But I think it is necessary to know. Although, he is also regretting now and wants to make up for you."

Du Yuxin frowned: "Didn't you agree? Isn't it a matter of the past?"

"Like just now, when I mentioned Xiaoqing in the room, do you want to know what I was thinking?"

Du Yuxin looked back at him: "What do you want?"

This is how cute she is, and she doesn't avoid it.

Lu Zheng's lips bent slightly: "I thought at the time, why did you look at me so quickly? Are you jealous?"

Her hand suddenly pushed his shoulder, and he actually joked with her about this!

He quickly, holding her hand that had been pushing her in a precaution, and said, "Don't blame me, I have to say those things. I have told you a long time ago, I treat her as my sister. If I don't care about my sister's personal safety, is that wrong? Moreover, she already has someone to protect her, so I don't need to worry about it."

"You said you can't worry about it, but aren't you in a hurry to express your opinion?"

"I have to think about my parents. My parents are somewhat guilty about her mother's death. They want to help her mother take care of her future. Compared to you, I am always worried about Ye Siquan, I am very open and honest."

When Du Yuxin heard this, she narrowed her eyes: "Are you open and honest?"

"I care about her and let you see clearly and not let you suspect her. You care about him, hesitate and cover up, and the thief will have such a guilty statement."

Du Yuxin wanted to be so angry: "I am guilty, am I guilty? I - if I am guilty, can I be jealous of you?!"

That's right.

His black eyes were smiling at her.

Du Yuxin suddenly realized that he was playing with her again. He pushed his fist on his shoulder, pushed him away, and went to pour water for himself angrily.

Lu Zheng glanced at her back. There was a saying that he did not lie to her. He really wanted to talk to Ye Siquan alone.

He knew that Ye Siquan was a man. On the surface, it seemed that Ye Siquan was much more concerned about her now and became much gentler. However, he knew very well that this was not the case.

How cold the heart of this young master of the Ye family is, he will not understand it if he is not a person who really understands it.

He sent her back to his room to rest, and borrowed her laptop to play with. Lu Zheng walked to the office where the staff in his father's unit worked together.

Just so happens that most people are not in the office at this time. Only Ye Siquan and Feng Yongzhuo were left, maybe they were doing some courseware materials in front of the computer.

Seeing Lu Zhenglai, Feng Yongzhuo greeted with a smile: "Come here and sit here."

Lu Zheng did not refuse and walked over.

Feng Yongzhuo suddenly accepted him, as if he had understood something, so he patted Ye Siquan on the shoulder and said, "I'll go find Yao Ke, you can help me greet our leader's son here?"

Ye Siquan and his teacher Jun Ye’s son have known each other since childhood that he was a big man, and he nodded without any pressure.

When Feng Yongzhuo walked out of the office, he helped them pull the door up.

There was no one anymore, Ye Siquan looked at the computer and asked, "Look for me?"

"Yes, Brother Ye."
Chapter completed!