Chapter 77
"You probably guessed that I'm not a person here."
After considering the Luyouyou, choose to share everything.
She looked up at Feng Ci's eyes, recalling all the things that happened in the first and second chapters, and even the moments that happened now, and her heart felt soft.
"If I compare this world to a book, I might be more like an actor who got this book and acted in the script."
From the beginning to now, too many things have happened, but Jeong Ci has never forced her to ask what she doesn't want to say on her own initiative. He just silently takes care of her and stays with her, and always appears when she needs it most, and she doesn't even notice it herself. He has left traces in her heart silently.
Perhaps the trace was not as deep as she left in his heart, but at this moment, Lu Youyou was very sure that she wanted him to stay by her side more than she completely lost him.
Even if it's a little more selfish.
With his long companionship, she gradually became unable to bear the long loneliness. Since she could no longer return to the free and easy time of a person in the past, it would be better to follow her thoughts and keep him.
Lu Youyou said to Bing: "I don't know if you can understand that. This is why I told you that my real name is not Lu Lu or Lu Ni, but Lu Youyou."
Bing Ci's whole body was obviously still stiff. He was still wandering about the fact that Lu Youyou had just tiptoed and kissed him on the cheek and didn't come back to his senses. He was like a poplar tree standing on the floor in a daze. He was suddenly lingered by the wind that he had been waiting for and liked for so long. He was surprised, surprised, at a loss, embarrassed, and lost all of it on his face, and could not even cover it.
His heart was like a drum, almost covering the sound of Lu Youyou coming from his eardrums, but he still tried to hear Lu Youyou's words in his ears without missing a word.
"So you are anxious to leave, want to go abroad, and want to pretend to die in a car accident. Is it to get rid of the script you mentioned?"
The comprehension of Bingci was amazing, and he quickly figured out everything before and after. Now everything can be explained.
"So, does the 'actors' like you have another world? After my car accident, my leg injury healed so quickly. I found a way to treat me in the two days when you disappeared."
Lu Youyou didn't have time to answer.
After thinking for a moment, Bing Ci said again: "If I was right, the Lulu in the hospital that was not yours, should be the person you knew - maybe he should be called your colleague?"
Lu Youyou suddenly showed a surprised expression. She thought she needed to tell everything about Guangnao and 012 and explained it in detail, but she didn't expect that Bing Ci had guessed most of it before. Now she just needs a little explanation and Bing Ci can quickly understand what this is.
She nodded quickly: "Yes, it's okay to say that."
This is indeed a very incredible thing for Zhu Ci, who is born and raised in this world, but he has seen it more incredible than this.
At that time, Lu Lu in the ward opened her eyes and the soul in her body had completely changed, which was much unexpected.
Therefore, all the logical consistency is now explained. The Scriptures are easily accepted.
He said to Lu Youyou: "But for us, this is a real world."
"Yes, it took me a lot of time to completely accept this." Seeing that Bing Ci had no intention of leaving, Lu Youyou breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the sofa, feeling a little ridiculous and sarcastic.
At the beginning, she was put into this world. Who would have thought that her retirement plan was completely disrupted and invalid because the person in front of her was too persistent. In the end, she, who had wandered alone in ten worlds and had no feelings, actually accepted that there would be one more person in her life in the rest of her life.
I had known that I would surrender in the end, but it was raining heavily at that time. I didn’t say such cruel words to Jeong Ci the night he pretended to die in the car accident.
But Jing Ci didn't know what he thought of, his face changed: "Then--"
He tried his best not to let his anxiety come out: "Then will you leave here again?"
This refers to the world.
Although I had known for a long time that Lu Youyou may not be a person from this world, Jing Ci never thought about the series of things such as light brain and mission time travelers.
So, will this world be a transit station for her, and she will leave sooner or later?
Lu Youyou looked up at him, blinked, and suddenly screamed.
Jing Ci thought he had heard it wrong, looked down at Lu Youyou, and a brief blank appeared on his face: "?"
Lu Youyou reached out to hold his hand, buckled his fingers, swayed it, and said with a smile: "Aren't you? You've kissed me all. Isn't it the relationship between my boyfriend and girlfriend now? Since it's already this relationship, of course I won't leave casually."
“…”
Happiness came too suddenly, and Bing Ci suspected that he had eaten poisonous mushrooms at night.
He lowered his head slowly, his eyes falling from Lu Youyou's face to the ten fingers she was holding with him.
Lu Youyou seemed to know his inner thoughts, and he held his hand hard and swayed it.
Feng Ci could clearly feel the temperature conveyed by her palm. The girl's hands were different from that of a man's. His hands were slender, but his finger bones were strong, and his finger belly had a slightly rough and sharp feeling. But her hands were white, soft and smooth, and as thin as onions. In this way, the touch was very obvious when the fingers were held together, and he could even smell some slight citrus.
The blood in the body started from the fingertips and rushed to the top of the brain.
He finally realized it little by little. It was not an illusion, nor was it an overly distorted dream.
The pointer on the wall pointed at twelve o'clock, and she was right in front of him.
Feng Ci's throat suddenly became hoarse: "Do you understand what you are talking about?"
"Of course, I know very well." Lu Youyou said firmly.
The light hit the heads of the two.
Lu Youyou looked at Feng Ci, because the distance was very close and the surroundings were quiet, and he could only hear the sound of insects crying in the summer night through the glass window.
Her eyes reflected that she tried her best to suppress her emotions, but she still inevitably revealed her emotional ups and downs and his red eyes. It was very different from her usual depression, and her eyes revealed a possessive desire that was hard to see when she was awake.
She also clearly heard the sound of her heartbeat that was beating abnormally abnormally in her ears.
Lu Youyou saw everything in his heart. From the beginning to the present, he has quit all his requests but cannot get them.
In the plot, he had never received even the favor of her, and even this time, she had let him travel through mountains and rivers, and he had no hope of hard work.
At first he thought she liked Song Chubai, and all those obscure emotions could only be hidden in the light greeting, the distance hello, and the quiet gentleness.
Half a year has passed, but when Lu Youyou think about it now, he can still remember that afternoon, in the cold winter wind, when Feng Ci was waiting downstairs. When he saw her coming down from the dormitory building, his glittering eyes and sweat on his forehead and palms. Lu Youyou just glanced over his face casually and did not react much. But for Feng Ci, that afternoon might be a treasure for his life. The young man's love for sincerity and hotness, like the sunshine in winter, his eyes followed her all the time, warm but not hot, because he carefully maintained his sense of measure and distance.
Then she absent-mindedly agreed to dance with him. An accident occurred at the dance and went to the hospital. Then it was the first time she asked him to take her home. Lu Youyou now had a vague shadow in his mind, and after he went upstairs, Bing Ci stayed downstairs and looked up at the lights upstairs.
Lu Youyou saw everything and knew it all, but at that time he was still heartless and joked with him, and he would come and go as soon as he summoned him.
Because Lu Youyou couldn't help but have a little idea that he was just a paper man at that time. Since he was set on his love for Lu Lu, he would accept his likes and gentleness without hesitation.
Until now, I finally saw his Lu Youyou in my eyes and recalled that I realized how cruel he had been.
Every time I am absent-minded, don’t care, and don’t care whether it will be like a dagger in Bing Ci’s eyes, it will be like a dagger.
Not to mention that I drove him away again and again. That was the time in the amusement park, the night of the car accident, and this time.
I always didn't say anything about the reason, I just ignored his kindness to me, let him wait outside for a night, and didn't open the door.
What he was thinking about at these times.
She blamed that Song Chubai's iceberg could not melt in the original plot, but for Bing Ci, was she the one who had never melted him once in two lives?
Lu Youyou suddenly felt very sad for Tsui.
I used to not care or care, so I didn’t consider the feelings of chanting.
But when she recalled the details before, she realized how tiring it was to get close to someone like her who was full of mystery.
It is precisely because of this that he is like a frightened bird, always worried that he will leave, or suddenly change his face and drive him away.
Lu Youyou figured it out little by little, but she still had to explain it clearly.
"I've been very uneasy these days and I'm afraid of losing it." Lu Youyou looked at Bing Ci and said frankly: "At first I didn't know why, but later I found out that I actually didn't want you to leave."
As she listened to her, her handsome face tried her best to restrain her emotions, but her slightly trembling eyelashes revealed all his emotions.
"I like you."
Jue Ci suddenly held his breath.
Lu Youyou said carefully: "But maybe, at present, you are not as good as you like me. I am not very good at caring for others, just like you will think about what I want to eat for breakfast, whether I am sick, whether the extra bruise on my knees hurts... But I don't know much about these."
Lu Youyou plays a lot of roles. But no one teaches Lu Youyou how to like others, how to be liked by others, how to care about others, how to accept other people's concerns openly. She doesn't need these, because there has never been anyone around her except the system.
Until Bing Ci never gave up, it shone on her.
"But I want to learn, as long as you are willing to teach me." Lu Youyou raised his eyes and looked at Ting Ci: "Is this OK?"
Although she said frankly, she was really shameless.
She was actually a little nervous, afraid that Ting Ci would feel too tired.
So she also stopped breathing and quietly looked at Tiao Ci.
But unexpectedly, the joy on Bing Ci's face still fell on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows irresistibly. He was as if he was a child who had finally obtained his beloved candy for a moment and was afraid to move.
After a moment, he said, "But at least, in your heart, I am more important than others, right?"
"Of course." Lu Youyou gave a positive answer without hesitation. Now even Lu Pingsheng cannot compare to him.
"That's enough." Feng Ci's voice was hoarse.
Bing Ci hugged Lu Youyou into his arms, just like he pushed the crowd away and hugged her in the hospital last time, with the feeling of losing and regaining it. But this time, this hug was tighter than the last time.
"Actually." Lu Youyou was hugged by him for ten minutes, and his shoulders were numb. He couldn't help but say, "At this time, you can kiss me."
“…”
But he didn't move for a long time.
Lu Youyou urged: "Don't be restrained."
But Zhu Ci still did not move.
Lu Youyou couldn't help but turn his head to look at his ear, and then he saw that his ear was red.
A very strange thought suddenly appeared in Lu Youyou's mind: "Are you? You're still having your first kiss, and you don't know how--"
Jeong Ci let her go, trying to keep her expression tight, only the color of her ears became a little darker.
The road trip was unstoppable, so I went to see his expression jokingly.
Zhu Ci tried his best to turn his head away calmly.
"That's better, close your eyes and I'll teach on-site?" Lu Youyou finished speaking.
Chapter completed!