Chapter 64(1/2)
Jing Ci looked at her.
Lu Youyou suddenly felt a little anxious.
"Didn't I say I'm not Lu Lu? Why are you still entangled?!" Lu Youyou said anxiously: "I don't understand what you are saying! It's such a fantasy. If you go to the street and just pull someone, tell them that the Lu Lu you know has become me, they will suspect that you are crazy!"
"I may be crazy." Bing Ci wiped the rain on his face. If he wasn't crazy, why did he feel wrong when he saw Lu Lu awaken in the ward? Why did he think that Lu Lu's sister in front of him was the Lu Lu he knew?
She resisted, she said she wasn't-but he still felt she was.
Is he mentally ill?
But if she wasn't, where did his road deer go? It suddenly disappeared and suddenly became a different person. He didn't even say a word to him, or even said no goodbye.
The past two days he felt a huge panic and anxious, but he could only suppress his efforts and focus all his attention on finding her. He was afraid that something would happen to her and that she needed his help, but he was not by her side and let go of her hand.
But when he found it.
But she didn't admit it.
Her expressions were clearly changed, but she did not admit it.
Why, do you think he doesn't need it, or is not worthy of knowing anything that happened to her?
Or is it that she was not at all dangerous now, but just wanted to cut off all the connections between Lu Lu - including all the memories with him.
She doesn't care if she completely disappears from his world.
The heavy rain hit Jing Ci's body, and Jing Ci didn't move, his fingers tightly clasped against Lu Youyou's car door. He stubbornly said: "Even if I'm crazy, you are her."
Lu Youyou took a deep breath: "Brother, have you drunk?"
"You are her." Bing Ci said: "I don't drink, nor am I drunk."
The rain flowed down his temples, and the white shirt was soaked along his jaw.
"You can't tell me what's going on with you, or you can't admit that you are the Lu Lu I know." Jing Ci looked at Lu Youyou calmly, his chest was stuffy: "But you have to tell me, are you safe? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine. Do you think I'm missing some arms or legs?" Lu Youyou said angrily: "But you, you look like a normal and handsome man, why is your brain not normal? Do you have any imagination..."
She tried her best to make herself more fierce, but when she met Jue Ci's wet and dark wounded eyes, she became a little weaker and her voice gradually became smaller. In the end, the three words "imagination" were almost overwhelmed by the heavy rain.
Lu Youyou was going crazy. She felt that even a healthy big boy of about 1.8 meters would be sick and hospitalized if he was so wet.
She couldn't help but throw the folded umbrella in the passenger seat to Jeong Ci: "Does such a big person not know how to hold an umbrella?"
Bing Ci took the umbrella and sniffed, and his face looked a little looser.
He opened his umbrella and looked up at her. His eyes were even a little happy, as if he could not see the light in the darkness, something was rekindled.
Lu Youyou was confused and had to avoid his eyes.
Is it worth it?
Lu Youyou thought to himself that for the sake of a character in the script, he would catch up with him with no chance. If he was really run over by a car, would he not be afraid?
Give him an umbrella, is he so happy?
What will happen to him if he admits that he is Lu Lu?
In the script, Lu Lu likes Song Chubai, and Song Chubai also fell in love with Lu Lu in the end, which is a perfect story.
But who do you owe to Ting Ci?
Just because he needed a tool to contribute, he was set to have to like Lu Lu.
He recognized that 012 was not Lu Lu, but that seemed to only mean that he liked the Lu Lu he played! When the script was cut off one day, would he not wake up and then regret it?
If it weren't for the setting imposed on his life between himself and Lu Lu, he should have a better life for himself.
For himself, he is really not worth it.
"Let's talk." Lu Youyou calmed down and raised his head to say to Jue.
Jingci immediately said: "Okay."
Lu Youyou looked into his eyes: "If I admit, okay, I am Lu Lu, then what do you want to hear me?"
Jing Ci's finger bones held the umbrella tightly, his heart beat fast, and when he heard her admit it, his pupils suddenly shrank, and a ball of hope rose in his eyes: "I--"
However, Lu Youyou interrupted him: "You want to hear my explanation, why such a fantasy thing happened, and a person's soul suddenly moved to another person, right? But this matter is long and it is difficult to explain to you for a while. Do you also want to know if I am safe, and if I have been forced to change my soul? I can tell you that I am safe-apart from that, what else do you want to know?"
"I will tell you what you want to know. Can you get out of the front of the car and let me go?"
The rain hit the umbrella with crackling sound.
Lu Youyou's tone is very plain and has no ups and downs.
Looking at her strange expression, he couldn't breathe, and he looked at Lu Youyou in shock.
Lu Youyou also looked at him indifferently.
The air is dead silent.
Zhu Ci tried his best to digest the words of traveling around the road.
However, Lu Youyou didn't give him time and frowned and asked, "Hurry up, is there anything else I want to ask?"
The coldness of the road was like a ball of cold water poured on his body, making Jeong Ci's hands and feet cold.
He was like falling into an ice cellar. After a long time, he spoke hard: "If I didn't realize that you were her, would you disappear from my life without saying a word? Not even saying goodbye?"
Lu Youyou didn't say anything, but what Bing Ci said was right. She really planned to disappear without saying a word.
When Bing Ci looked at her, his long eyelashes covered the expression of extinguishing in his eyes.
"You will even watch, I treat the person in the ward as you, like her as much as you, and treat her as well as you-"
Do you care nothing at all?
This sentence was choked in my throat and I couldn't even ask.
He was afraid of asking, and the person in front of him told him that it was really unrelated.
But in fact, there is no difference between asking or not asking, because she really doesn't care. She doesn't seem to have even thought about what he will do after she leaves.
He couldn't recognize that the person in the ward was not her, so she didn't care.
He found that the person in the ward was not her. He didn't close his eyes for two days and one night and wanted to find clues to find her, but she didn't care.
Jing Ci suddenly realized that to her, she seemed to be just a passerby who could miss at any time.
She occasionally worrys about herself and treats herself nicely.
But compared to her world, I am too insignificant, as thin as a paper man, and I can give up at any time.
She didn't like herself, and she had known this for a long time, and had known it for a full 856 days.
But this is the first time that I discovered that for her, I was like a stone thrown into the lake, splashing water, and just splashing water, sinking water, and sinking, and there is nothing else.
Bing Ci raised his red eyes and looked at Lu Youyou's eyes: "I'm very worried about your safety. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw you are fine. If you don't want to tell me what this is going on, I can ignore it, as long as you are not coerced or dangerous."
His voice was hoarse and painful: "I like you, very, very, you know I like you, you...you don't care even at all..."
"If you like me, do I have to like you?" Lu Youyou avoided Bing Ci's gaze and said impatiently.
When Bing Ci understood, the blood on his face disappeared.
Actually, there is nothing wrong with understanding.
The person in front of me could only see Song Chubai alone before. Even though I slowly saw him later, he still regarded him as a friend.
If he was content, he would not have humiliated himself like this, but he was too greedy and hoped to be with her forever.
Jing Ci calmed down, lowered his eyes, his lips had no color: "I will not disturb you again."
Lu Youyou pinched his palm: "Okay."
"But the prerequisite is that you must be safe and everything is fine."
Lu Youyou: "Yes."
In fact, Bing Ci was a little unfamiliar with Lu Ni's face, but he could clearly recognize it in his heart. The person in front of him was the Lu Lu he knew.
His eyes didn't know how long it took Lu Youyou's face. Through the rain, his eyes turned red, but the people in the car did not look at him more, but lifted the window up.
As soon as the car window rose up, Bing Ci couldn't see her anymore.
The sound of heavy rain pouring on the ground was filled with the sound of heavy rain, and Bing's heart was blank, and he finally slowly let go of his hand holding the car door.
His finger bones turned white.
Relax your hands.
Her car rushed straight out like an arrow without looking back.
The car broke through the rain and disappeared from his vision without any nostalgia.
...
Lu Youyou took a breath until he could not see the desolate figure who was soaked in the rearview mirror.
She knew very well that she had a good impression of Bing Ci, but she did not reach the level of like. She had experienced ten worlds and had met male protagonists with two male partners in the male leads and two male matches of 40 or fifty or twenty or thirty.
If you have to ask Lu Youyou who has left a mark in her heart so far - the first to recognize her words and exchange them with the little emperor, there are only two or two.
To be continued...