Tan Mingming saw the shirt rubbed in the garbage bag, but actually hesitated. She knew that it would be a great harm to Wu Nian when she proposed to adopt it but did not adopt it in the end.

So, she was afraid that she would be hated by her younger brother as if she was like a T-shirt in this garbage bag.

I am here to look for him now, because I want to help him a little, at least make up for it, but maybe in his eyes, I feel that I am hypocritical.

If you are hated, Tan Mingming felt that he would be a little sad.

Although Wu Nian has not been at home for a long time, he has always called her sister obediently and docilely. She really likes having such a younger brother. Even if she teaches him questions at night, she will feel sleepy the next day. However, when she looked at the shiny expectation in his eyes, she was embarrassed to refuse and never said she was sleepy.

The dishes he cooked were delicious, so he never let himself carry heavy objects when he went to the supermarket together.

Moreover, in the past, if something happened to Tan's mother and Dogzi, Tan's father had to go to work again and could not take care of him at all times. Many things at home must be busy with him. But after Xiao Nian came, his busy figure gradually became his.

Rather than having a younger brother, it is better to say that he has a cute younger brother who is too precocious and like an older brother.

Tan Mingming likes her younger brother very much. She has nothing to do with any ambiguous feelings. She simply hopes that he will be happy and can get along well with him. But now that such a thing has happened, Wu Nian may treat her like a stranger.

If that was true, she would feel sad, but she could do nothing.

But more of it is guilt for not being able to recover the current situation.

Because she can't do anything, she can't convince her mother. Even if she convinces her, she will continue to develop according to this trend.

What she could do to Wu Nian was just some make up for it.

But will Wu Nian be willing to make up for these things without any pain or itch? Or will it hurt him even more?

Tan Mingming is real, I don’t know what to do.

...

And just as she was wandering at the door, hesitating, and even had the urge to come back another day, and subconsciously took a step in the opposite direction, the door in front of her opened unexpectedly before she could knock.

Wu Nian was wearing a thin white shirt. Her hair had just been washed, her black hair was wet, and she stood at the door with an expressionless face, carrying another bag of garbage in her hand, which seemed to be about to go out.

The room behind him was not turned on, and there were no curtains, which were pitch black, but Tan Mingming could barely see a mess inside from the black and black. It seemed that he had just rented a house today and had not had time to clean it, so he seemed messy and mixed.

He walked out of the dark room and stood at the door, his beautiful eyes were dead and his body exuded a decadent forest aura.

This is completely different from the one that Tan Mingming knew - the younger brother who had a bright smile and even when he didn't smile, his face was full of brightness and light.

She couldn't help but be stunned: "Xiao Nian?"

Wu Nian threw the garbage bag at the door, looked at her, but didn't say anything, but seemed to be suppressing some emotions.

He didn't ask her to go in.

Tan Mingming couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed and asked softly: "Can I go in?"

Wu Nian stood coldly in place. After a while, she let go of her body and did not close the door. She walked to the refrigerator by herself.

Tan Mingming stood at the door and hesitated a little, followed him in.

She sighed slightly in her heart. Xiao Nian was indeed alienated from her because she was abandoned for adoption. But at the same time, Tan Mingming also felt something strange because Wu Nian, who was standing in front of her at this time, was completely different from before. Why did she feel like she had become a different person?

However, when she went in, she saw the whole dim room, with several packing boxes not being opened yet, and the furniture was covered with a layer of dust. It was obvious that she had just moved in and had not started to clean up.

With such an empty home, the child moved out alone and did not live in the school, and was even more worried. She quickly threw this strange feeling behind her and asked, "Have you hired a housekeeping aunt?"

Wu Nian didn't say anything. He squatted in front of the refrigerator, his back motionless, and put a box of mineral water in the bottle. In front of him was the blue light of the open refrigerator, illuminating his expressionless face.

His heart was filled with indescribable anger and loss.

In fact, it was not unacceptable for him to leave the Tan family. As early as in the hospital, he seemed to have expected this day. Because every time he approached him, he would leave him without exception. He had worked hard enough, but he got such a disheartening result every time. He should have been used to it.

In fact, he shouldn't have been shaken at that time, but it was too late, and he once again experienced the same thing as before.

Perhaps he had seen through Tan's mother's disapproval and Tan's father swayed left and right. He was always mentally prepared in his heart. Therefore, when he left the Tan family, the resentment and embarrassment of being abandoned were fleeting, but in the end he only left the self-mockery idea of ​​"no big deal".

But my sister is different.

She smiled at him first, wiped off her sweat and helped him downstairs without hesitation, stuffed two soft pillows behind his stiff back. She trusted him without hesitation and treated him for the wound.

——She was the one who was kind to him first.

Since you are good to him, how can you give up halfway, or be better to others, treat him just as an unimportant and a little guilty brother?

The family can give up on him, but the sister cannot.

So, how could she hesitate—?

Just now, my sister came out of the elevator. He heard the elevator ringing and didn't know who it was, so he immediately stood up from the dim sofa and hurried to the door.

He had been waiting for a long time, and he was waiting for his sister to come to find him.

His door was not closed, but just closed it gently, so that he could hear every time the elevator opened. However, the first two times, other residents on the same floor came back. He walked to the door and took a look, and then returned in disappointment. In such a wait of worrying about gains and losses, he finally waited for Tan Mingming to come.

But what I heard just now was that she was wandering around the door, as if he was hesitating whether to come to him.

She hesitated.

Wu Nian's hand holding the mineral water bottle tightened slightly.

——What is she hesitating about?

I feel that I always have a smile, optimistic and cheerful face, so even if I give up at home, I won’t feel too sad or sad, nor do I need comfort. So is this trip she came here dispensable?

If he didn't open the door on his own initiative and pretended to throw garbage, would she retreat and turn and go downstairs?

She always took the initiative in front of Hang Qi! Even when she treated the lost puppy, she didn't sleep much for several days, and posted inspiration to find dogs everywhere and searched everywhere...!

But when I got to my own place, why was I the one who could be easily let go of by her?

Is it because of yourself, the least important thing...?

Wu Nian resisted the embarrassment and pain in his heart, and did not look back, and whispered: "No request."

The boy's shirt hung to the ground, and there was only a ball of light in the refrigerator, which made Tan Mingming unable to see his expression, but he could still hear the indifference and alienation in his voice.

Tan Mingming couldn't help feeling a little sad. She paused, walked to the door and pressed the switch. It turned out that the light was not broken, and the living room suddenly became bright, and Tan Mingming was able to see the whole picture of the living room clearly.

Two boxes of mineral water around Wu Nian and some things he bought were put into the refrigerator.

Tan Mingming walked over and wanted to help him do some work. But the boy immediately threw down the mineral water bottle in his hand, Leng Bingbing stood up, and without looking at her, he turned around and walked towards the kitchen.

Tan Mingming bit his lower lip and squatted on the ground silently to help him clean up the refrigerator.

The room was quiet, and Tan Mingming knew that Wu Nian was angry - she felt embarrassed and guilty when she was angry with her family. After a while, she looked at him and saw that the heater was not turned on in the room, but after washing his hair, he couldn't help but frown: "Xiao Nian, go and put on the clothes quickly, otherwise he will catch a cold again..."

Wu Nian listened to her caring words as always, but she felt a little greedy and anxiety in her heart for no reason: "What does it have to do with you? You are not my sister anymore."

Yes - he must be blaming himself.

Tan Mingming suddenly became quiet.

She felt sour in her heart, and she was silent for a moment. She went to the bathroom to clean the mop, clenched the mop in her hand, and said, "Sorry."

Wu Nian sat on the sofa and tried his best not to see her, but the light of his eyes was still falling on her slightly red eyes. After saying the words that were almost a bit discouraged and uncontrollable, he regretted it.

He turned his head and, as usual, his glazed pupils reflected the lights outside the window, and said as if nothing had happened: "It's okay, I've just been here for a while, and I haven't had any feelings for your family."

Tan Mingming's hand holding the mop froze, and she was stabbed by these words.

Wu Nian held the remote control tightly and said with a smile: "And, you don't need to see me in the future. It's not you who caused this. If you have any faults, you don't need to apologize anymore. Besides, you don't seem to be willing to see me-"

"Do you have to do this?" Tan Mingming's eyes turned red completely. She felt guilty, but at this time she felt wronged.

A sorry word does not work. She does do meaningless things, and she does make any useful compensation for Wu Nian in this matter, but what can she do?

She came to the door carefully now, trying to make a mistake for something that was not her fault, but what she got was a sharp saying, "Anyway, I don't have any feelings for your family."

Tan Mingming couldn't help but wipe his eyes, threw away the mop, turned around and opened the door and left.

After she left, Wu Nian sat motionless for a moment, suddenly fell off the remote control and grabbed her hair irritably. He clearly didn't think that way, he clearly just wanted her to come and see him more and not to turn a blind eye to him just because he is no longer her brother. But why-

He suddenly felt a sense of panic in his heart. He didn't even change his shoes, so he pulled his slippers and chased after him.

He hurriedly chased after him. Tan Mingming had already entered the elevator with his schoolbag. The elevator door was about to close, but Wu Nian stretched out one hand and pulled it open.

He looked at his sister with a slightly red nose. He was afraid that she would just leave like this. When he saw that she had not left yet, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his eyes suddenly turned red like a rabbit.

Many emotions in his heart could no longer be controlled. He told himself, "It's no big deal, it's just leaving another note on the adoption file." But he still felt angry and sad in his heart, but so what, there was not even a person to comfort him-

So, he didn't really think that "it's no big deal", but he could only think that "it's no big deal" so that he wouldn't embarrass himself.

What he wants is comfort and care, care and worry.

He didn't want to drive his sister away, he just hoped that his sister would not hesitate, value him more, and put him in a more front position. He could care about him not because of guilt, but because he really liked him.

However, he couldn't speak, and he didn't know how to ask for it-no one had taught him.

When the elevator door sensed Wu Nian, it slowly opened again. Wu Nian was in a hurry and stared at Tan Mingming, his eyes turned red: "Sister, I didn't mean it."

Tan Mingming breathed a light breath and was silent for a moment, she said, "I know."

People are always prone to getting angry with people who are close to each other, just like she is wronged outside, she will not show it in front of teachers and classmates, but will only cry in front of parents.

She was angry because of Wu Nian's hurtful words, but she also knew that this was just the result of the child's collapse after being driven out of the house and was helpless.

"Then you come out." Wu Nian was still afraid that as soon as he let go, his sister pressed down on the floor and walked away directly.

Tan Mingming had to go out. The boy stood in front of her, his eyes and nose were red. Although his body was already tall and his shadow was longer than hers, the uneasiness on his face was undoubtedly revealed. Wu Nian rarely showed his emotions in front of her, except for a soft smile or a gentle smile. This was probably an extremely rare occasion.

The other side?
To be continued...