Chapter 39(1/2)
He has always been self-disciplined, but he has never been to a place like a brothel. How could he know what to do with a male favorite? This identity is enough for him. I think it is a man who is not a man who enjoys it... Isn't it enough that yesterday?
When Li Zechen saw Ye Ming's expression, he knew that he didn't understand these things at all, and his heart was very soft. This person was afraid that he had never experienced love between men and women. He was the first person to possess him so close to him. He had only experienced all this with himself...
Thinking of this, Li Zechen felt a little better.
But he still needs to be scared, otherwise when will he figure out what he should do?
He looked at Ye Ming's face lovingly, and suddenly smiled: "Get up."
Ye Ming then stood up from the ground, still lowered his head, waiting for Li Zechen's instructions.
Li Zechen walked to the box, picked up something made of jade, and said to Ye Ming: "Do you know what this is for?"
Ye Ming shook his head blankly.
Next is a very shameful science popularization time.
Li Zechen patiently introduced the items in the boxes to Ye Ming one by one, and said it incredibly detailed. The more Ye Ming heard it, his face became more ugly. At the end, his lips turned white, his eyes were frightened and his whole body was stiff. He felt that he had never heard of such a terrible and ridiculous thing in his life. What a dirty person who could invent these humiliating things was simply ridiculous!
Li Zechen lifted Ye Ming's chin, kissed his white lips, and chuckled softly: "When my dear learns all these, use them once, you will be considered a qualified male lover."
When Ye Ming heard this, his huge shame, anger and fear made him almost unable to keep his peace.
He thought he would not be afraid of anything, but he didn't expect that Li Zechen would have such humiliating means. He would rather be cut into pieces than use these things!
Ye Ming was about to kneel down suddenly, but Li Zechen dragged him and threw him directly onto the collapse!
Ye Ming remembered the words he had just heard. The first time he was not obedient, he struggled instead, and looked at Li Zechen with wide eyes, his voice trembling slightly: "Your Majesty, just execute me."
When Li Zechen heard this, his good mood that had finally gotten away disappeared again. He pinched Ye Ming's chin and said slowly: "I like you so much, how could I execute you? Don't say this again in the future."
Ye Ming's eyes looked sad. It would be better if he didn't want this kind of love!
Li Zechen stroked his face, his voice gentle and cruel: "I'd better think about how to be a qualified male lover, so that I may be in a good mood and will not make things difficult for your family."
When Ye Ming heard this, he felt like a basin of cold water pouring down from his head. He was extremely angry just now and almost forgot what a terrible existence he was facing.
Even though he is a "dead person" to others now, his relatives and friends are still alive... and the fate of these people is still in the hands of Li Zechen.
Seeing him like this, Li Zechen couldn't get angry anymore and let out an inauspicious sigh. After a while, he took a shiny look and put it in.
Ye Ming's fingertips almost pierced into his flesh, and his heart closed his eyes as if he was ashamed.
Li Zechen did not move him again, but reached out and hugged Ye Ming in his arms, saying, "Go to sleep."
Although he was very careful yesterday, Ye Ming was still injured a little. This body was not suitable for men, so he didn't plan to move him today. He just wanted to apply medicine and regulate his body by the way. After all, Li Zechen was not willing to hurt Ye Ming every time.
It’s a pity that Ye Ming couldn’t understand these things at all. He thought that Li Zechen did this just to humiliate him. When he thought of the things in the boxes, he felt angry and fearful, and the things in his body made him feel even more embarrassed.
Ye Ming didn't fall asleep that night. When he woke up the next day, there was a blue color under his eyes.
Li Zechen frowned, not expecting Ye Ming to be so stubborn, but when he thought of his purpose, he ordered: "Not taking it out without my permission."
After saying that, he got up and changed into a dragon robe to go to court.
Although Ye Ming moved to Xuanhe Pavilion, Li Zechen stayed here every night as usual. Because he had something on his back, Ye Ming felt ashamed. He had never even stepped out of the door these days.
After a few days like this, Li Zechen finally asked him again. This time it was much easier than the first time, and he did not hurt him.
Afterwards, Li Zechen looked at Ye Ming who was so embarrassed that he was finally a little soft-hearted and said, "If you are obedient, I will not use those for you in the future, okay?"
Ye Ming bit his lips and refused to make a sound, his eyes turned red.
Li Zechen sighed.
For you, is it such a painful thing to have sex with me? It is obviously the happiest thing in the world, but have you not experienced it? No... you should have realized that it is everyone's instinct, but your reason does not allow you to accept this kind of happiness.
It’s not that I don’t understand your thoughts, but I really hope you can accept me. Over the years... have you not had any affection for me? If you don’t like it at all, then what’s that gentle care?
Why can't you like to accept me as much as before? All of this is not what you think.
You and I could have been loving and happy, but I was still willing to reach this point.
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When Ye Ming's health was better and he adapted to him, Li Zechen would go to bed every night. This was a treasure he longed for for countless days and nights. Finally one day he tasted it, and it was inevitable that he could not help but eat the taste and could not control it.
Li Zechen understood a little about the ancient monarchs and ministers who did not go to court early. If it was for this person, what would be wrong if he was to play with the princes?
Ye Ming was so tired that he couldn't get out of bed every day. After a few days, Li Zechen's blackening value dropped by 10 points, which made him feel happy when he fell asleep.
[Ye Ming: Although such a life is quite happy, according to the character, I should have some reaction.]
[888: Do you seem to be obsessed with this character?]
[Ye Ming: Of course, the character is the foundation for me to eliminate the blackening value! After all, what he loves is my character, right? It doesn’t matter if I collapse, but it’s not good if the task fails.]
[888: But this character is all you? Every word and action is also all you. How can you distinguish so clearly?]
[Ye Ming: I think it is better to distinguish and count it^_^] Because in this way he can tell himself that these people love him not the real ones. Since it is just a game, why bother to give too much sincerity and tie yourself up?
[Ye Ming: And I won’t be a monster, this blackening value will not move~]
【888:…】
When Li Zechen came back today, he saw the palace maid kneeling outside, looking in fear. Li Zechen's eyes narrowed and he pushed the door and walked in.
Ye Ming was lying on the bed, his face was pale and his chin was sharp. His black eyes were still bright, but the food in front of him didn't move at all.
Li Zechen immediately understood what was going on and said, "Why don't you eat?"
Ye Ming responded with respect, "I can't eat it."
Li Zechen jingled his fingers. Although Ye Ming was still respectful and could not find any fault, he could not tell what he was thinking? Are you so painful and so unbearable by your side?!
Li Zechen was very cold. He was silent for a while and walked over to help Ye Ming's upper body and hugged it in his arms. Because of this action, Ye Ming's clothes were opened a little more, revealing mottled traces that had not faded. Li Zechen reached out to pick up the bowl and fed Ye Ming himself.
Ye Ming lowered his eyes and did not resist. Li Zechen fed him a bite and he took a bite. He moved slowly and finally finished half a bowl.
However, Li Zechen is still waiting to feed him again, and Ye Ming suddenly vomited out with a wow sound.
He lay beside the bed, retching for a long time, and after a while, he turned around and said to Li Zechen in fear and fear: "I didn't mean it."
Li Zechen ignored the filth on his sleeves, and took the palace maid back to bring the food, wiped Ye Ming's mouth and started feeding him again.
Ye Ming still did not resist, but he vomited out after taking a few bites, and finally he vomited tears and showed a painful expression.
Li Zechen finally put down the bowl helplessly, and with a cold face, he called the imperial physician to the palace for treatment.
The imperial physician came soon, and after a while, he said that the young master was heartbroken.
Li Zechen's face was as cold as ice, and a look of pain flashed in his eyes. After a while, he returned to the house and said slowly: "I won't move you, you can have a good meal, do you understand?"
Ye Ming nodded respectfully, "I understand."
Having said that, Ye Ming still couldn't eat and could only drink some water. Within three days, he lost weight and was dying.
Li Zechen felt distressed when he saw it, but he had no choice but to do anything. Ye Ming was afraid that he was not determined to die, so he didn't get in!
What kind of heart disease? The so-called heart disease is just not wanting to live!
On this day, Li Zechen fed Ye Ming himself again. As usual, Ye Ming couldn't eat, so he lay on the bed with a scent of desolation.
When Li Zechen thought that this person might die like this, his heart kept sinking.
Even the moment of life and death when he seized the throne did not make him so scared.
He will never allow this to happen!
Li Zechen looked at Ye Ming for a while, suddenly waved his hand and knocked the rice bowl on the table to the ground, making a crisp sound, and the juice was sprinkled everywhere. His eyes were deep and he said coldly: "Are you all determined to die?"
Ye Ming's answer was so angry that he answered: "I don't dare."
Don't dare? What are you afraid of?!
Li Zechen's eyes were pitch black, his heart was filled with anger, pain, and powerlessness! He pulled the corner of his lips and suddenly said, "Well, since he can't eat it, then he doesn't have to eat it."
Li Zechen picked up Ye Ming with both hands, then turned around and left here.
This is the first time Li Zechen has taken Ye Ming out of this courtyard in this period of time, and soon he came to the imperial study room.
Li Zechen placed Ye Ming on a rattan chair behind the screen of the desk. He bent down slightly and gently stroked Ye Ming's pale but bloodless lips.
How dare you seek death? Is it because you are fearless?
Ye Ming half-closed his eyes. He was very tired, sleepy and hungry, but maybe he was going to be free... From now on, he would no longer have to be trapped in this deep palace. He was forced to live happily every day, not even a man...
He is true and doesn't want to hold on anymore...
Just when Ye Ming was in a daze, the eunuch outside said, "Your Majesty Qi has arrived, just waiting outside the door. Will you summon him now?"
The voice fell into Ye Ming's ears, and his pupils shrank, revealing an extremely fearful look! It seemed as if a person had exploded his physical potential in desperate situations.
He opened his eyes in horror and looked up at Li Zechen, what do you mean?
Li Zechen lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's forehead, stared deeply into his eyes, and suddenly the corners of his lips raised, revealing a smile that seemed to be a smile.
Ye Ming seemed to realize something. He struggled to reach out his hand, and his thin fingers grabbed Li Zechen's clothes tightly, with a pleading look in his eyes, and his voice was weak, "Don't..."
Please, don't do this...
Li Zechen grabbed Ye Ming's hand and slowly pulled it down, making a clear and audible sound.
"Please come in."
To be continued...