Chapter 229(1/2)
He cried, and became more and more panicked. He told him that 888 was safe in order not to worry, but why did Ye Ming cry? Was he too much before?
It was indeed his fault. He shouldn't have been so suspicious of Ye Ming, and even forced the data of 888.
When the Lord God thought of these actions, he looked guilty. At that time, he was unwilling to admit his intentions and insisted on his own thinking that this would bring everything back on track... he thought that this would end everything.
But that is just a self-deception, hurting others and yourself.
Ye Ming knew his identity and faced with such a self, he would get angry and angry. Isn’t it normal for him to love someone if he doesn’t believe that he will love someone?
Because even himself does not believe that he will fall in love with others.
The Lord God looked at Ye Ming at a loss. After a long time, he uttered a few words with difficulty: "I'm sorry..."
The next moment.
Ye Ming reached out and hugged him tightly, making a low and hoarse voice like a sigh: "It's okay..."
When I watched you fall from the sky and appear in front of me, when I watched you turn your back to Lu Ting for me, when I listened to you tell me carefully that 888 is okay... When I looked at you like this, I was extremely sure.
The person who loves me is back, you are still the one I know.
Instead of the main god who is moody, cruel and ruthless, despised all living beings like an ant, a program that puts rules first and does not care about everything.
So those things don't matter, it's enough for you to come back.
"Your wound..." Ye Ming looked at the wound of the Lord God, his eyes were red and he was worried.
The main god was slightly stunned. He just focused on comforting Ye Ming, and had never cared about his injuries. Seeing Ye Ming worrying about him so much, his heart was soft and warm, and he comforted Ye Ming and said, "I'm fine."
As he said that, the wound began to heal, and soon there was no trace of it. The wound was very severe, but it was very simple to heal the wound on the surface. As for the others, it took time to repair it slowly, and there was no need to let Ye Ming know.
"I..." After doing this, the Lord God looked at Ye Ming's eyes full of complex struggles. He had many words to say to Ye Ming, wanting Ye Ming to know that he did not deliberately lie to him or tease him. He didn't know anything before, but he didn't know how to speak... He was not good at explaining begging to others.
However, he was even more reluctant to Ye Ming misunderstand him and leave him.
If possible, he is willing to save this person at all costs.
Ye Ming saw the Lord’s thoughts at a glance. He suddenly spoke and interrupted the Lord’s words and said softly: “Do you still remember the place we first met?”
The Lord God didn't know why Ye Ming suddenly mentioned this, but just nodded.
Ye Ming smiled: "Can you take me back and have a look?"
The main god stared at Ye Ming, his voice was quiet and hoarse: "Okay." He held Ye Ming's hand tightly with one hand, and the figures of the two disappeared in the air together.
A few seconds later, the two appeared in a park.
At this moment, the night is late in the park, and the quiet space makes people feel calm, with only the sound of the breeze blowing.
Ye Ming stepped on the ground, and a look of nostalgia appeared in his eyes, recalling the scenes that were originally...
This park is near his home. He always comes here for nothing on weekdays. One day he met a man who fainted and picked him up. Now he thought that the reason why he took the other person home instead of calling the police is also very important to his appearance...
When Ye Ming thought of this, he couldn't help but smile. Who would have thought that such an accident would change his life?
In a moment, there is a difference between heaven and earth.
All of this has only been about half a year for the real world, but in his memory, it has been a long, long time ago. Even the deepest memory has turned yellow and changed color. It is no longer often remembered, but it is even deeper.
"I have something I have to tell you." Ye Ming looked at the main god with a serious expression on his face.
The Lord God looked at Ye Ming's serious expression and his heart couldn't help but sink. He found that he didn't want to know the answer. He knew that he was at the moment of facing a judgment.
But he was not blindly optimistic. Ye Ming looked more like he wanted to draw a clear line with him.
But Ye Ming's next sentence made the Lord God stunned, not knowing whether to be happy or sad. The sad and solemn atmosphere suddenly became a bit weird, making people laugh and cry and speechless.
Ye Ming blinked his eyes and said guiltily: "I want to confess to you. At the beginning, I took you in because you looked good."
"This...is understandable." The Lord God paused, his eyes a little doting and helpless.
Ye Ming looked up at him, with a firm and bright look in his black eyes, and his voice was low, "But... Later I found that I was very happy and happy when I was with you. I like to be with you. I like to be with you. I like to be with me. I like to be nice to me... Sometimes I even think despicable, you should never recover your memory, because I am afraid that you will leave me."
"It was only then that I realized how much I love you."
The main god seemed to have emotions surging in his chest, a little moved, and a little bitter. This was the first time he heard Ye Ming be so serious and said he loved him.
Yes, I don’t have to doubt Ye Ming’s love for Yue Ling. No matter what the beginning was, the result would be the same. If Ye Ming didn’t love Yue Ling, how could he be willing to travel through those worlds for him? How could he rather give up everything that was within his reach than just a soul recovery pill?
He did everything he could do, just for him.
Of course Ye Ming loves Yue Ling, there is no doubt about this.
But probably only Yue Ling...
"I didn't know at that time, I picked up a god." Ye Ming raised his eyes, his black eyes were bright in the night, and he raised the corners of his mouth and sighed: "Now I want to... it is really not easy to fall in love with God."
The Lord God remembered the hardships and pains of those worlds and couldn't help but hold his hand tightly.
"If you..." The Lord God's lips moved, and suddenly he found that his throat was hard and it was difficult to continue.
If Ye Ming was not in love with him, he would not have to go through all this. He would meet another ordinary person who loved him and live a happy life of his own. When the Lord God thought of this, even if it was just a hypothesis, he was still so painful that he could not breathe. He was unwilling to assume this possibility.
But no matter how painful it was, he was unwilling to force Ye Ming. If Ye Ming really couldn't accept him now, he could only choose to let go.
After all, now he is no longer just Yue Ling, but the main god, and the people who hurt each other in the world.
Ye Ming seemed to have not noticed the embarrassment of the Lord God, and still said to himself: "Do you still remember those worlds, how many years have I spent with you?"
Of course I remember that the main god was about to speak, but Ye Ming spoke first.
Ye Ming gave him a bright smile without hesitation and gave the answer affirmatively: "A total of 489 years, five months and two days."
The main god's eyes were shaking and he looked at Ye Ming in disbelief.
"I not only remember, but also remember very clearly..." Ye Ming's eyes showed a complex look of nostalgia and said slowly: "The first world, your name is Qin Yi. I stayed in that world for two years, nine months and thirteen days. That day you were about to propose to me, but I was leaving. I can't stay, let alone agree to your proposal..."
"The second world, your name is Ming Chong. This world is a little shorter. I only stayed for one year, two months and ten days, and you fell in love with me, but I still have to leave."
"The third world, your name is Li Zechen." Ye Ming said this, and pulled the corner of his mouth, as if he was helpless: "This world is really a bit long. I stayed for twelve years, three months and three days until you ascended the throne and sat firmly on the throne. But watching you turn from a child who is no one to love, you really feel accomplished..."
"The fourth world, your name is Jiang Ci." Ye Ming sighed, "I really hesitated about this world, and I doubted whether the system intentionally asked me to take care of my children. I stayed in this world for eleven years, one month and eight days, and I am both a father and a mother. Whenever you love me a little more, the time I leave is closer. It's really unreasonable, it's not..."
Ye Ming looked at the Lord's expression that was more and more moving, raised his lips and continued, "The fifth world, your name is Corson. I have been in that world for four years, six months and ten days. We are comrades-in-arms who fight side by side."
"The sixth world, your name is Zong Jun. This time it is the world of cultivating immortals. I stayed for 432 years, ten months and fifteen days." Ye Ming smashed his tongue, as if he even admired himself a little. He was frightened by this time: "Fortunately, the cultivators often stayed in seclusion for several years or decades, otherwise I wouldn't be able to stay. I would have doubted life after a long time."
"In the seventh world, your name is Lu Xiuwen. I am the orphan you adopted. I was spoiled to heaven. From the age of twelve to the age of twenty, I spent eight years and one month."
"The eighth world, your name is Yang Qian. We were together before the end of the world came. We were childhood sweethearts... I think about it, it was six years, seven months and three days in total. If there were no end of the world, would the result be better?"
"The ninth world, your name is Shen Ye. I have watched you grow up since I was a child. I have been watching you for a whole decade, not a day or a day."
The Lord looked at Ye Ming in a daze, and saw him telling him how long he had stayed in each world like a treasure, and how many years he had stayed in every world, and how many days he knew. Of course, these were not what 888 told Ye Ming, because 888 was no longer there, and it was Ye Ming who remembered these.
Remember it without any bad.
The Lord God didn't know why Ye Ming said this, but he suddenly realized that Ye Ming might not care as much as he seemed.
He cared about him, perhaps beyond his imagination.
"I'm only twenty-three years old now. A game is actually so much longer than my life..." Ye Ming looked up at the Lord God. There seemed to be waves of light in his eyes, with colors that the Lord God had never seen before. He raised the corners of his lips, his eyes as if it were flowing, "Are you funny?"
The Lord's expression was moved and he understood something vaguely.
"I was like having a dream. I spent dozens of lifetimes in the dream. Finally, I finally returned to the real world. I had to tell myself that I was still me, not anyone else, and I would not forget why I did those things." Ye Ming pulled open his mouth, "Sorry, I only love Yue Ling. Because I have told myself countless times that I want to come back for him, the real world is real, and the only place I can want to stay..."
"Don't speak, can you listen to me first?" Ye Ming raised his hand and pressed the Lord's lips. A complex look slowly appeared in his eyes, and his voice was a little mute. "But... But when I left those worlds, when I had to leave you, I found that I had no way to be really indifferent, and I could really treat everything just as a game."
"There shouldn't be such a realistic game in this world."
"So I used a cynical attitude to hide myself and told myself that I don't care about you at all. I'm just a liar and I'm not worthy of your love." Ye Ming spoke very slowly, but his voice was clear and calm, "But, do you really care at all?"
"I should also say sorry to Yue Ling, because I may have fallen in love with someone else."
"I'm sorry to any of you. I'm not loyal to love. Even if I do my best not to give true feelings, I still...can't do it completely."
"So I can only use time to force myself. I want to come back soon, end this abnormal thing, leave those who I can't keep, and leave the only one I can keep... Yue Ling."
But the result is that I hurt each of you. The bitter smile on Ye Ming's lips flashed and he looked up at the main god and slowly said, "I'm sorry."
The Lord God was both moved and sad. He looked at Ye Ming with pity and said, "I should be the one who should say sorry."
Although I really want to return the Yue Ling you love to you in full, but I can't do it, and I can't... I'm giving you the perfect lover you want, it's me that makes you embarrassed, hesitate, and struggle. These are my faults.
It was me who made it difficult for you to make a decision until now.
Ye Ming probably understood what he meant, and he shook his head: "You don't know, I'm actually very happy."
The Lord God finally showed a look of surprise.
Ye Ming looked at his eyes firmly, "Actually I'm very happy, you are all him. It's like... you are the one I'm destined to love. No matter what happened in the middle, no matter how hard I suffered, no matter what the final result, no matter how many people I met."
"The only person I have loved and moved is you."
The Lord God's lips trembled and looked at Ye Ming in disbelief.
"It turns out they are all you. It turns out that I have never loved anyone else, as if I have never betrayed you." Ye Ming smiled self-deprecatingly: "Although this idea is a bit selfish and a little despicable, I am really happy... the people I love are all you."
The Lord God could no longer suppress the surging love in his heart. Without hesitation, he reached out and hugged Ye Ming tightly, his voice was low and dull: "I..."
Ye Ming put his face in his arms, felt the other person's heartbeat and temperature, and said softly, "Although those worlds are designed by others, my first encounter with you has no plans, it's just accidental. So I love you, isn't it destined?"
"You know everything." The Lord God's voice was quiet and dumb.
To be continued...