Liang Yixuan nodded: "By bye."

When Zhou Zirui left, Xiao Jie packed up the failed dessert and asked as if nothing had happened: "Why haven't you gone to the northern suburbs yet?"

"Did you hide something from me?"

Knowing that he couldn't escape, Xiao Jie finally struggled: "Let me tell you after recording the variety show tomorrow."

"Why can't you say it now?"

Xiao Jie scratched her eyebrows and said, "I'm afraid that it will affect your decision tomorrow. Why don't you tell me first? Do you plan to make peace with the Bian tomorrow?"

Liang Yixuan originally talked about this matter with Xiao Jie, so she had already organized the language and pursed her lips and said, "I didn't think it was good. I think it's good in variety shows now, but I don't know what it will look like after I return to life. According to the nature of my work and he, I might be together again after a variety show..."

Since she told her mother that she would decide her life, she would not go against her feelings because of her mother's opposition. But in the same way, she could not ignore the actual problems just because of the audience's expectations.

Xiao Jie nodded thoughtfully: "If you are just worried about this, why don't I tell you now..."

"you say."

"Do you still remember that you told me a long time ago that you were with Bian Xu because the teacher said that experiencing sex life can help improve physical expression?"

"Well, didn't I tell you last time, was that a lie to you?"

Xiao Jie sighed: "But Bian Xu takes it seriously."

Liang Yixuan was stunned: "What?"

"When you said that to me, you were in the backstage of Nanba. Tianbianxu and Zhou Zirui came to deliver flowers to you, and accidentally heard our conversation."

Liang Yixuan held the dessert platform and froze in place as if struck by lightning.

At 10 o'clock in the evening, Liang Yixuan got out of the car and didn't walk in in front of the courtyard of the villa in the northern suburbs.

She was so shocked that she had been immersed in her recollections all the way from the city center to the northern suburbs, carefully recalling the details of the eight months she and Bian Xu were together, but she still hadn't recovered.

After thinking about it all the way, Liang Yixuan discovered that some of the details she had interpreted before, and reinterpreted from another perspective, seemed to be another aspect.

In the past, she always felt that Bian Xu did not value her or this relationship, and seemed to have always regarded her as a shameful lover.

After she and Bian Xu had an intimate relationship, Zhou Zirui accidentally visited Lanchen Tianfu. Bian Xu admitted that she was his girlfriend in front of Zhou Zirui.

After eight months of trauma, she believed that Bian Xu's admission that day was just a fig leaf for adults.

But now I think rationally and look at this from the perspective of a border narration. Does he need a fig leaf to cover up a person like him who does his own way?

Obviously not.

So was he considerate to think that she needed this fig leaf?

It's not like, with his usual self-ism, if he really treats her as a so-called lover, how could he care about her feelings?

So thinking about it this way, his admission that day might not be that complicated, or he was simply outspoken, because he did not intend to hide her, but recognized each other's relationship.

But not long after that day, before she could meet more people around Bianxu, or had a good relationship with Bianxu, Bianxu heard the corner of the wall.

From that moment on, this relationship changed in Bianxue.

And his perception did not change until she broke up with him.

So what have he been thinking about in the past eight months?

What are he thinking about during the days when he caught up with the variety show?

Liang Yixuan pushed open the courtyard door with dizziness and walked into the entrance.

In the living room, Cheng Nuo and Zhao Mengen were cleaning up the books and ornaments on the sofa and bookshelf.

The recording will end tomorrow, and everyone will start to sort out their luggage tonight.

When the two saw her coming back, they greeted her.

Liang Yixuan replied to the two of them in vain, walked upstairs with empty steps, walked past the second floor unknowingly, and arrived in front of the suite on the third floor.

"Miss Liang, are you here to find the boss?" Lu Yuan walked out of the open door.

Liang Yixuan looked behind him: "Isn't he here?"

"He should be on the director team now, and several male guests have been taken away. I am here to help the boss pack his luggage. I will take the big item away tonight and save trouble tomorrow." Lu Yuan pointed to the house, "Ms. Liang, come in and wait."

Liang Yixuan nodded and walked in.

There were a lot of things in the room all over the ground, and there was no place to get off your feet. Liang Yixuan walked around her luggage, walked to the sofa and sat down. Looking at the busy Lu Yuan, she called him: "Assistant Lu."

"Um?"

"Have Bian Xu mentioned to you before..."

"What?"

Liang Yixuan's words came to his mouth and swallowed them again.

She was really sick and went to the hospital for medical treatment. At this time, she asked Lu Yuan what the use was. How could Bian Xu tell Lu Yuan about that?

She shook her head and indicated that nothing was wrong. She looked down and accidentally saw a book falling from the sofa. She bent down and picked it up.

The book that had been turned on was loose and loose. She pinched it to the page where the bookmark was stuck and turned the book open.

Liang Yixuan stretched out his other hand and was about to close the book when he suddenly noticed the lines of pencil ink on the bookmark page.

There is a sentence in the original English text that was stroked.

Liang Yixuan translated it in her heart and roughly understood the meaning of this sentence: "The greatest torture in this world is to love and despise it."

Next to this sentence, there are several lines of flying dragons and phoenixes in English—

Ifinally ended theormentonthatday.Itwas not because of theendoflove, butlovetriu.Froepthertrial,nomatterwhatitwillbe.

Liang Yixuan frowned and vaguely recognized these lines of words—

I finally ended my torture that day, but not because I ended my love, but because love defeated my contempt.
Chapter completed!