Pushing open the heavy door, she was greeted by the strong aroma of pine wood in the church. Jenny walked into the church and looked at the spacious and bright dome in front of her. The sunlight shone down from the stained glass above, forming a kind of atmosphere in the entire church.

A strange, not dazzling halo. There was no one in the church, but even so, Jenny was still cautious. She turned her head and looked around to make sure that no one was here, and then followed the corner of the wall.

The shadow quietly came to the door of the confessional, then opened the exquisite ebony door and got in.

Sitting in the small confessional, Jenny looked a little nervous. She kept taking deep breaths. This small space, which could only accommodate one person, was not boring, but Jenny felt that she had never been so nervous.

Several times, she wanted to turn around and leave here. Maybe she shouldn't have come at all, maybe her idea was wrong. If that was the case, would she be arrested and taught a lesson... or

Leave here, it's still too late...

"What's the matter? Lost lamb?"

It was less than a minute, but to Jenny it seemed like several hours. When she came back to her senses when she heard Ellie's voice, she realized that she was still sitting in the confessional.

On the chair, a familiar figure was reflected in the curtain behind the hollow pattern in front of her.

Is it too late to leave? Just say something casually to fool it, but like this...

"That, that, I, I have something I want to confess!"

Although there were still messy thoughts deep in her heart, Jenny could not help but speak.

"I. I don't know if my thoughts are correct. I don't know if I should think this way, but I just can't control my feelings... Well, I don't know what to say, I always feel

There is a very scary and evil feeling deep in my heart. It wants to dominate me and make me do things I shouldn't do..."

"For example?"

"For example...I want to be more intimate with others, not the ordinary kind. It is a more...intimate relationship...I want to feel the other person's skin, the other person's heartbeat..."

Wow, how could this happen...

She obviously didn't want to say so much, but Jenny was surprised to find that her mouth completely ignored her own will, and said word by word the desire hidden deep in her heart. She wanted to stop, but she couldn't stop at all.

When she came down, the mouth seemed to be no longer her own. Although Jenny desperately wanted to shut up, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't do it. She could only listen to her own voice echoing in the confessional room.

"I wanted to get closer to those lovely children. Although I didn't know how to do it, at that time I felt as if I was going to turn into a beast... I once thought about denying such feelings, but no matter how I

No matter how much I pray, it still lingers... I think this is something I shouldn't do, I shouldn't. But why can't I change it even though I know it clearly... What do I want...

What?"

I don’t know how long it took, but Jenny completely revealed the feelings she had been hiding deep in her heart, as if she was confiding, and then she just slumped down on the chair, looking up blankly with her eyes.

It's over, everything has been revealed. Your Highness the Saint will definitely think that I am a filthy woman with a dark heart... I will definitely be deprived of my status as a priest, and then what? Will I be imprisoned? Or will I be imprisoned?

Imprisoned in a monastery?

Jenny couldn't help but tremble when she thought that she was likely to spend her whole life in the monastery. And at this moment, Ellie's voice sounded again.

"Lost lamb. It seems that you still don't know what you want...but don't worry or be afraid. It's not an evil thing, let alone a heinous crime."

"Really?"

Hearing Ellie's answer, Jenny couldn't help shouting excitedly, but soon she realized that she was a little too loud in the confessional room. She hurriedly closed her mouth and looked at the opposite person again with expectant eyes.

figure.

"Really, really? I didn't commit any crime?"

"Huhuhu, of course not."

Hearing Jenny's words, Ellie couldn't help but burst into laughter as clear as silver bells.

"What you feel is just a process that everyone goes through. There is no need to hesitate. The reason why we are here is to help you find the way forward from being lost... However, just saying this,

I'm afraid I can't put your mind at ease, so let's go to the sacrament room at twelve o'clock tonight... where your questions will definitely be answered."

Jenny didn't know how she left the confessional. When she came back to her senses, she found that she was already standing on the steps outside the church. Warm, even hot sunlight was shining on her body, but

Instead, she felt a strange feeling.

"Huh? I just..."

Jenny lowered her head and looked at her hands. She was surprised to find that she could not remember what Her Majesty the Saint said in the confessional room just now. It was obviously what happened just now, but now her memory

It was blurry and hazy, as if a long time had passed, so that it was impossible to recall what Ai Li said specifically at that time. The only thing I remembered was...

"Ah, Lady Jenny!"

At this moment, a brisk voice suddenly sounded, and then a young priest who looked about the same age as Jenny came running to her side like a nimble deer, facing Jenny with a bright smile.

Said hello.

"Why are you so dazed here? Are you sick?"

"Maria...no, it's nothing."

Facing the colleagues in front of her, Jenny reluctantly showed a smile. She hurriedly shook her head, indicating that nothing was wrong with her.

"It's just that the sun outside makes me dizzy and I can't open my eyes for a while."

"Yes, it's really getting hotter and hotter recently."

The innocent girl didn't seem to notice Jenny's hidden mood, but smiled and spread her hands like a butterfly and spun around in a circle, then stopped and winked at Jenny.

"Jenny-sama, you also need to take care of yourself? If you fall ill and fall down, it won't be worth it."

"yes……………"

Hearing Maria's words, Jenny sighed, and then she seemed to have thought of something, and raised her head and looked at Maria curiously. If she remembered correctly, this girl was just like herself at first.

She was very nervous and uneasy when she got here, but now, she really looks carefree and as happy as a bird in the forest. Could it be said that she is no longer worried?

"Maria? Are you okay?"

"Huh? What is Lady Jenny talking about?"

"It's...that...about your faith..."

"Ah, that's the problem."

Hearing Jenny's hesitant words, Maria blinked curiously, and then she spoke with a smile as if she suddenly understood.

"Well, thanks to Sister Saint, I am not worried at all. Does Lady Jenny still have any troubles that have not been solved? Don't worry, I believe Sister Saint will definitely guide Lady Jenny to find the path you should go to.

Woolen cloth."

After saying this, Maria looked around.

"Ah, I forgot that there is still work to do, so sister Jenny, let's continue chatting later!"

As she spoke, Maria waved her hand to Jenny, then turned around and left. Looking at the girl's retreating back, Jenny remained silent, then she turned her head and looked at the church in front of her.

.

A voice echoed in Jenny's mind.
Chapter completed!