A feeling of physical and mental exhaustion!
I spent another two hours of extra work today, and there was no overtime pay!
After coming back to take a shower, I sat in front of the computer, and I was really moved!
As some book friends say, if you can make money by writing novels, who is willing to go to work?
The recent update is very bad, and it should be said that it has been very bad this month.
This situation is not only because of not much time to write after work, but also related to mentality.
I have placed great expectations on writing this book.
After seven or eight hundred thousand words in the book, there is basically no farming plot, and I wrote it as "The Legend of Zhou Yang's Immortal Cultivation"!
wry smile.
Many people who abandoned books in the middle have complained about this, saying that I am a sheep-headed person, selling dog meat, and cheating them of subscribing to money.
I didn't dare to refute it at that time because I did find that the plot of traveling around adventure and treasure hunting is easier to write and easy to write, and then I unknowingly wrote it off.
Although there are still many book friends who like to read it and stay with you until the end.
But this incident really laid a thorn in my heart.
In reality, it is difficult to do things all the time, and writing novels can change, which really makes me laugh and cry.
So when I decided to write this book, I told myself that this is a farming and cultivation text, and I must never write it into a personal cultivation text.
Therefore, from the beginning, I chose to start from small places, start from subtleties, and start from a small sect with only six people, hoping to slowly walk up one by one.
Just as I said shortly after I opened the book, I wanted to write the development of Qingyunmen in the book as a real entrepreneurship, so I wrote it very carefully and naively thought that this would be logical and realistic.
It's ridiculous!
I, who have written millions of old books, actually thought that readers would really care about these "hydrology" just like me.
The naive me, even the height of a mountain, the flight speed of the foundation-building monk, and the movement speed of the Qi Refining monk, have been considered before making a decision. I dare not describe the map too much, nor dare to describe it small, but I just try to add some fantasy in reality.
I thought this would make readers feel more immersive and more in line with the logic of reality!
What could be the real reality?
Many book friends born in the city may not even know the size of acre of land (not the size of a written number, but the size of a piece of land is roughly measured by the naked eye after actually entering the field). I guess they are not interested in knowing it!
Until now, whenever I look at the unbearable subscription data, I will ask myself, where is the collapse?
Why did the orders of 1,000 items were ordered when they were on the shelves, and the order ratio of 10 to 1 was almost three months, but now it is still ordering at 1,000 or 2. The order ratio has dropped to 15 to 1, and the worst orders were even less than 400?
I recalled the plot I wrote again and again, and read various readers' comments in the background.
Actually, I already know very well in my heart. I didn’t break up, but I was wrong!
The plot has not collapsed, it can be said to be dull, but dullness is definitely not a collapse. Moreover, I think seeing Qingyun Sect grow little by little in dullness is also a kind of reading enjoyment.
I just mistakenly think that readers who like to watch farming and cultivating immortals can really tolerate that kind of dull plot, and can really tolerate some setbacks in the protagonist and sect.
The protagonist of the novel is not unavailable to encounter setbacks, but after encountering setbacks, he must immediately gain something considerable. This is the mainstream way of writing.
But in this book, I seem to violate this mainstream writing style, and I deserve to lose!
The problem has been found, and the solution seems to be understood.
But at this time the problem arises, it is easy to know and difficult to do!
All the preparations were made in the previous article, and the writing style was roughly established. At this time, I suddenly changed my previous writing style and changed it to the short, flat and fast-paced writing style. I suddenly opened a cheating for the protagonist and Qingyunmen and gave all kinds of things. Isn’t that the other person is a sheep’s head and selling dog meat?
I am very resistant to this practice in my heart, and I don’t know how to make a perfect conversion and retain readers.
I admire a big shot here very much, that is, the big shot Gu Zhenren. His new book can be revised again and again, and when he writes millions of words, he will change it all.
To be honest, I don't know why he got this perseverance.
I used to think that he was a big shot who had achieved success and fame, so he didn't have to worry about food and clothing. He wanted to leave a work he passed down after success.
But now I feel that even if I don’t have to work hard for a living, I don’t seem to have the perseverance to follow my example!
Having written this, I think book friends should have some understanding of the entanglements in my heart.
Many authors and friends advised me to cut it off. At worst, I could find an editor to block the book, and said that I was forced to write the plot that was illegal and passed on the reader's anger to the website.
But I don’t think it’s necessary. Even if I really want to cut it, I should use the outline to throw out a outline, so that readers can know what the ending is.
A reader said it well, I am too hearted. I chose the background of the world of cultivation and the planet, and wanted to write a very long book, just like the 40,000 years of cultivation.
There is nothing I dare not admit about this, that's what I think.
Old readers know that I am a person who speaks honestly and is scheming.
Nowadays, many things are very complicated to write novels, not just novels, but also some other aspects.
Why!
Writing this inner monologue is done in one go, writing the main text, but it is too hard to follow it.
My heart is confused, my heart is confused!
I won’t update today, write one or two thousand words to sleep, and update it tomorrow night!
Maybe when I wake up, all my worries will disappear again!
Finally, please do not have any readers who give rewards with the idea of encouraging the author. Not only does it cost money, it also puts pressure on the author.
Chapter completed!