020 Broken(1/2)
At 9:40 in the evening.
Li Yan stared at the screen with bloodshot eyes, typed two lines, then gritted his teeth, pressed the backspace key to delete it again...
This repetition lasted for 5 hours.
He dared not say it.
I dare not tell Anxi, let alone Lin Shanpu.
That's it...
This is always the case.
It's like being cursed,
Once the number of words exceeds 50,000...
That feeling will come like a devil...
It seemed like something as sticky as asphalt was stirring into my mind...
No matter how you advance, you can't find any feeling.
The pleasure of flying brush unknowingly faded...
Siru's struggle to chew wax gradually gained the upper hand.
I have already thought about the plot, but how to deduce it is only stiff and boring.
Those characters who were originally full of aura seemed to instantly turn into trash actors who were awkward dramas, reading unskilledly on the unskilled Taiwanese scripts, unable to expose any emotion.
Li Yan stared at his dry eyes and leaned on the back of the chair in despair.
damn it.
God is helping, but I am not good at it...
It will be on the shelves at midnight... but only 200 words were written today...
Should I talk to Lin Shanpu about the plot...
No, she has done enough, and she has no author's thinking at all...
What's more... I have no shame to see her at this time...
Ask Anxi?
At this time, when being disturbed by an author like Wild Dog, the editor will only be upset...
What's more, non-working editors won't open QQ at all.
Stop for one day?
Will the update be suspended on the day it was launched?
Even Li Yan himself firmly believed that once the wild dog stopped updating, it would be impossible to pick it up again.
Confused, he picked up his cell phone and clicked on the writer's assistant.
Although the hope is small, maybe readers can just provide some ideas...
[Suddenly there is no excitement at the beginning, so let's take a look after it.]
【The eunuch's smell is getting stronger and stronger…】
[Don't hesitate about the Wild Dog teacher, the blunt knife hurts even more.]
[It's been a few days since I've been playing house... Is the killer mentally retarded?]
[Are you sick? The plot is progressing well and shouting this all day long?!]
No...no no...no...
Li Yan turned off his phone in panic, his eyes full of empty eyes.
He has experienced such torture too many times.
That thought came out uncontrollably again and again...
Eunuch...
When the eunuch is relaxed.
No more need to rack your brain every day.
Anyway, writing will only be a boring story. Not only will you suffer, but readers will also suffer with you.
Li Yan hugged his legs and shrank into a ball on the chair.
No...
Only this time, it won't work.
That voice did not let him go.
Eunuch...
So what if you are not a eunuch?
So what if this book is finished?
As long as you are still struggling on this road...
The pain now goes back and forth.
Maybe it can bear it once.
But can you bear it for a lifetime?
Learning is the simpler thing...
You are only worthy of going to this established path.
Eunuch...
A person like you who has no talent will only suffer the harder the harder you work.
It's time to wake up from the dream, wild dog.
When Li Yan's consciousness came, tears had already slid across the corners of his eyes.
He stared at the blank screen, stared at the flashing cursor, and covered his mouth almost collapsed.
"Dongdongdongdong--"
The familiar knock on the door suddenly rang out.
But this time, Li Yan was only afraid.
He tried his best to suppress his sobs and said as calmly as possible.
"I've been asleep."
"Dongdongdongdong--"
Li Yan gritted his teeth and replied, "I'm really asleep."
"Dongdongdongdong--"
"Stop knocking, let's talk about it tomorrow."
"Dongdongdongdong--"
"Damn it..." Li Yan got up and ran to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and rushed hard. After confirming in the mirror that he had no sign of collapse, he ran to the door and opened the door.
This time, Lin Shanpu didn't hold anything in his hand.
Just looking at him with simple and worry.
Looking at a embarrassed wild dog, like a wild dog that was bitten by a group of wild animals.
Lin Shanpu's eyes turned red when he saw this.
"I have never received the proofreading manuscript..." She lowered her head, as if she had felt everything, "Sure enough..."
"I'm fine."
"I...I'm sorry..." Lin Shanpu shrank and lowered his head, "I felt it...50,000 words at dinner...it must be difficult..."
Li Yan's eyes felt sore, and he gritted his teeth and turned his head: "No... I just slept for a while, got up and wrote... I'll proofread it tomorrow morning..."
"I'm too selfish..." Lin Shanpu said word by word, holding his pajamas in both hands, "Stop and rest for a day... It's okay."
"Then I can't catch up with the award."
Lin Shanpu's face froze and finally cried: "Then I won't comment, it's okay."
"It's related." Li Yan grabbed the door frame tightly, "Is there anything else?"
"..." Lin Shanpu shrank and sucked his nose, rubbed the corners of his eyes and said, "It's just...it's just telling you...it's okay."
"Okay, I get it."
"See you tomorrow……"
To be continued...