Chapter five hundred and thirteenth mature Nirvana
Eryin recommends it. In a blink of an eye, the wind is bleak. Zhang Qingyun talked about the Beijing bad luck. Except for a few months studying at the Party School, the rest of the time was basically garbage time. The organization seemed to have given him a long vacation. He was not assigned any job in the Old Cadre Bureau of the General Office of the Central Committee and did nothing all day. In this way, he, an outstanding graduate of the Party School, the city and cadre training class, was idle.
This kind of life is very painful for Zhang Qingyun, Ji Bin! A young cadre who is a career-oriented and has always longed for progress is loneliness. After so long refrigeration, he feels that his current life is completely different from before.
In the past, I was basically busy every day, with authority in my hands, and when I went out, I was surrounded by my back and forth, and the pomp was amazing. Wherever I went, I saw smiling faces. My family was also in a city, and all kinds of people who came to visit were constantly banned and endless. Sometimes I wanted to use them for a minute. The secretary was very worried about scheduling the schedule every day. Therefore, Duan Pengfei was full of excitement. It was quite a bit like a chicken and a dog ascendant. But now the old cadre bureau is doing such an idle job.
.No need to say that the party is neglected, and the central government directly under the central government is not as good as the following. Everything is under the eyes of the national leaders. You have to be careful when using the car. Zhang Qingyun simply drives by himself and does not allow him to be appointed as a full-time secretary. He does all this himself. In this way, he feels that he is no different from the white-collar workers at work. He gets up from nine to five every day, gets up to work in the morning, goes home to accompany his wife at night, gets monthly salary, and takes vacations according to the country's legal holidays. Life is so simple and simple.
Occasionally, there will be phone calls in Jiangnan. There are a little more at the beginning, and there are only a few people left behind. For example, Qingjiang reception office, Wuling reception office and other institutions in Jiangnan stationed in Beijing. At the beginning, they will contact Zhang Qingyun and say a few polite words, but they will disappear later.
People in the capital were very optimistic about Zhang Qingyun's entry into Beijing, and everyone gradually lost their attention. In a big place like Beijing, there are too many people who are ups and downs every day. No one would pay attention to a small cadre in the deputy department for too long. In the past, everyone paid attention to Zhang Qingyun was just because of the old general Zhao. Now the old man has gone there. Not to mention Zhang Qingyun, even the Zhao family seems to be a little lighter. In this way, Zhang Qingzi seemed to have become a completely forgotten marginal person.
The biggest gain for Zhang Qingyun during this period may have come from life and family. The death of the veteran general has had a great blow to Zhao Jiayao, and Zhang Qingyun has been with her almost all for half a year. Staying with her day and night has greatly improved her mood.
The family of five, Zhang Qingyun, Zhao Jiayao, and Zhang Denian, has a sense of belonging to Zhao Jiayao. Zhang Qingyun's careful care makes her feel more belonging. The warmth of the family and the passage of time have become the best tools to resolve the pain in her heart. After experiencing the most important joys and sorrows of life, Zhao Jiayao is now becoming more and more mature. Of course, her relationship with Zhang Qingyun has been completely sublimated.
In addition, his daughter Manman has grown up one year old and has truly become a cute little princess. The biggest pistachio in the whole family is her. After half a year of careful consideration, Zhang Qingyun finally gave her a formal scientific name Zhang Yuman. Yu contains the meaning of change and change. Man is wonderful and gentle, indicating that the direction of his daughter's growth will become healthier and more beautiful, and people will become more and more beautiful, soft,
Otherwise, it will be disappointing to put political considerations in the end for all reasons.
To be honest, over the years, Zhang Qingyun is so familiar with the intrigue. Zhang Qingyun is not only adept at fighting in the officialdom, but also a little tired of it.
This is the biggest gain from his experience of this ups and downs. The regret of not being able to become the secretary of the Qingjiang Municipal Party Committee is unforgettable. The most important reason for this unforgettable is that Zhang Qingyun has the blueprint of Qingjiang Zhan in his heart, and he has the confidence and ability to realize this blueprint, but the organization did not give him the opportunity.
This loss is difficult to express in words, especially after entering Beijing, he experienced such a long abandoned life. This gave him a strong sense of shame, a practical matter for the people and a benefit to the people. Sometimes he even thought that if he could become the secretary of the municipal party committee of Qingjiang, even if he was not promoted in his life, his mood would be many times better now.
Looking back on his years of ups and downs in the officialdom, Zhang Qingyun made a very sharp analysis of himself. In summary, it is: more than three less, specifically: "When you are focused on moving forward, less when you reflect back, less when you lose your foundation, less when you lose your foundation, less when you are down-to-earth, less when you are in conflict with interests, less when you cooperate more and less when you win."
Zhang Qingyun has completely cut off these three more and three fewer summary. After scrutinizing them, Zhang Qingyun has found that his family is harmonious and happy, and he doesn't have to worry about his livelihood in his life. Even if he withdraws from politics now, he can still live a colorful life in his life.
So, since that's the case, what do you ask for? Ask people to fight, fight between the earth, fight between the sky? Zhang Qingyun showed that these ideas were narrow-minded. Without losing, he would not know how to cherish. Losing the position of Secretary of the Qingjiang Municipal Party Committee made Zhang Qingyun cherish it now. He cherished everything he has now and cherished his future even more. At the age of thirty, Zhang Qingyun had passed, but this late feeling made him truly stand up.
The youthful and frivolous calf that was once upon a time has gone far away. A newborn calf is not afraid of a tiger. He dares to fight and move forward bravely is the missing point of youth and a symbol of youth. It can leave many classic memories and also many regrets! The glory of the past can only be remembered by people, and only regrets can be taught to cherish. This principle is not complicated, but the process of understanding its true meaning is bitter.
Chapter completed!