Chapter 658:
As soon as I said this, Elai knew it was over. This was obviously not a question that Isius was willing to answer. At that moment, several ways of dealing with it flashed through Elai's mind, but Esius's reaction was beyond his expectations.
"You used to be...a very lonely person."
He was not angry, but just lowered his eyes, wandering around where Ela could not reach, and his tone was a little sad for some reason.
"The magic is very powerful, gentle to everyone, but I've always been lonely."
When he met Yilai again, the confusion in his eyes disappeared, and he smiled softly. "Actually, it's not much different from now. Yilai used to be there, but it seems to be less lonely. I think it's good."
Elai didn't know what to say, he was silent for a long time before speaking again: "I'm sorry."
Isius raised his eyebrows and turned back to the original implicit and unfair boy. "Why do you want to apologize?"
"I don't remember what you said. Sorry."
Issius frowned slightly, "I know this will happen, so I don't want to tell you too early, at least during the time when you first arrived at Zhaixing, I didn't plan to tell you." He sighed, looking at it with a clear look. "It doesn't matter, as long as you are well, nothing matters."
The sentimental time suddenly ended, and in an instant, everything returned to normal. Issius's attitude naturally talked to Elai's family, as if nothing had happened.
"So, have your affairs with Sager resolved?"
"ah?"
The topic turned too fast, and Elai couldn't react, but the next second, he knew why.
"Isseus, can I borrow Ela from you?"
Sager walked towards them from a distance, silently, like a white phantom.
"I have something to talk to him."
When Sager came to borrow people, the crowd of people who had reflected on it began to come here, with loud voices and curious eyes floating towards them. So Sager decisively changed the conversation location, while Isius went back to the vendors to stroll.
Sager walked lightly and quickly, and Ela followed closely behind, fearing that he would lose it accidentally. They turned left and right, shuttled through the gaps in the building until they were far away from the festival and the voices disappeared completely. Sager finally stopped.
The view is silvery and white.
The moonlight is a high-end silk, shining and smooth, covering the world with a layer of silver and white coat, and everything is bright and cold. The roads from all sides crossed out from the buildings, creating intersections, and then extended to the distance, with no end to see.
At the intersection of roads, there is a statue standing sternly. It was a handsome man with elegant and charming lines and a smile, guiding the way for those passing by. He was snow-white under the moonlight, as if he would shine. Even if it was just a statue, just looking at it, you could feel a charm, let alone how charming the model himself was.
Elai recognized who the model was, and this time he called it right. "Saphros."
Sager stared at the statue, feeling depressed, his eyes full of thorns. The outline, eyes, figure, face... Comparing him with the statue together, you can find out how similar they are, and it is not surprising that they are mistaken.
Elai vaguely knew what Sager wanted to say, but was not sure whether he should mention it on his own initiative. He decided to care about other things first. "I thought you would be with Pan Di."
"Pan Di and Juliet have made friends and are playing together now. I'm sure you know about this, I've seen you nearby."
"Well, I saw it. I wanted to congratulate Pan Di, but Isius told me that if others don't want to tell me, they shouldn't mention it on their own." Elai thought about what he had done before and apologized obediently: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have entered your room without authorization, and even looked at your memory light."
Sager seemed to have not expected Yilai to apologize. He looked at Yilai in a little confused, as if he would never understand what this person was going on. Sager's long-term defense had flaws, and the coldness and toughness disintegrated bit by bit. Although the words he spoke were stiff, he softened his attitude. "I'm also wrong. I shouldn't have been angry and just pulled you to fight with me, and even beat you seriously."
"That hurts really." Yilai chuckled and made a suggestion: "Well... one stroke is gone?"
Sager smiled a little crampedly, and he agreed happily. "One stroke is gone."
At that moment, they reached a certain consensus that they did not need to be so trembling in front of each other, and armed themselves like strangers. Sager let go of his tense body, let out a sigh, and talked freely, obviously prepared.
"I don't like the sacrifice of God, because it reminds me of my father."
Sager was not as calm as he was. No matter how much he wanted to restrain his emotions, the particles scattered in the air still betrayed him, and the influence of emotions activated the firefly blue.
"I have never seen my father. When I was born, he had been dead for more than 500 years. Although I have never seen his father, I often hear others talk about him, the talented Saffros, the handsome Saffros, the partner of Michiya, and the tragic death of Saffros... The name "Saffros" has been repeatedly entering my life, as if reminding me that my father is a legend.
"My father died, leaving three children with his heartbroken mother. When I hatched from the dragon egg, my mother discovered that he also left some of himself."
Every time Sager said something, the particles became more vivid. When the concentration was higher than one level, his emotions and memories were also revealed. Memories flashed quickly, one part had not yet fully unfolded, and the other part was posted in front of him. Ela had no time to see anything clearly, and those memories became glimpses.
Elai was surrounded by Sager's emotions and read out the things he had not said.
"I saw my father in myself."
Eyes, facial features, faces, figures... Saphros's eye-catching appearance perfectly reappears in Sager. This should not be a bad thing, but they look so similar that Mixiya, who is immersed in the pain of losing her husband, does not know how to face this child, and creates a gap between mother and son.
"Sometimes, I feel that my mother looks at me like she is looking at my dead father through me."
Under the moonlight, the shadows accumulated in front of Saffros' statue flooded Sager, as if he was living under the shadow of his father.
Mishiya is not a mother who is good at expressing herself, Sager knows it.
Mishiya is very hard to raise three children, Sager knows.
Mishiya really loves Saffros, and Sager knows it too.
"Once, I had an urgent matter to find my mother. I found that she was in an empty room in the East Tower and closed her eyes and rested. I was about to wake her up when she woke up and called me in a confused sense..."
Sager's depressed expression became even more depressed at this moment. When he said this, he suddenly couldn't continue. Elai knew what he wanted to say, so he finished his words for him.
"He called you SAS and recognized you as your father."
Ireya remembered the memory light that Sager had placed in the room and suddenly understood why Sager did that. The sacrifice of the god of despair was about to come, and his feelings for his father were so complicated and strong enough to activate particles. No wonder he took out the memories and sealed them so as not to fall into the slumber of emotions.
The huge pressure caused by an excellent father.
Complex emotions between mothers.
All kinds of factors had already been turbulent in Sager's heart. When Mishiya mistakenly recognized him for Saphros, his violent emotions drowned him. From then on, the irritability occupied Sager's heart and he could no longer recover his peace.
Whenever the emotions rise, Sager's magic will lose control.
His emotions are closely related to Pan Di.
Sager loves Pan Di, and no doubt anyone can see it. As long as Pan Di makes any mistakes, Sager will be like a beast that leaves the gate, trying to bite the person who hurt Pan Di.
This is also the part that Elaine cannot understand most: What made Sager protect Pan Di so much?
Yilai didn't care whether he would be killed or not, so he just acted as a curious cat. "Actually, I never understood why you are so... worried about Pan Di."
Fortunately, Elaine was not killed, and Sager just looked at him with a contempt, as if he asked an idiot question. "You have seen her transform into a dragon. She will transform into a dragon when she loses control and then she will turn away and start killing. How can I not worry?"
Sager sighed, probably because he was at this critical moment, so he might as well speak out at once.
"Because my father died early, and the age gap between our three children is large, older children usually need to take care of younger children. When I was born, my sister was about to become an adult; when Pan Di was born, my sister had already left the nest. When Pan Di was old enough to take care of herself, my mother went back to work on God's work, and I helped take care of Pan Di."
When talking about Pan Di, Sager's expression became softer, as if he remembered all the past. Even if the scene was not reproduced with memory lights, Ela could outline the scene from Sager's expression: the little girl, who was covered in snow-white, dragged two long braids and grew up step by step behind Sager. She grew bigger and bigger, and became a pretty girl.
In the cultivation of the God-Selected One, parents are also nurturing and mentors, everything they need to learn to educate the race. When Elaine was chosen by Alicia, his ability was already excellent and he directly skipped the cultivation part. However, for the magician God-Selected One, the part that needs to be learned is how to use the staff, magic theory and practice, the dragon clan is physical arts and magic, and various things as a dragon.
Sager was his elder brother, mentor, and parents. He filled the voids that Mixiya had no time to take care of and pulled Pan Di to grow up.
Sager loves Pan Di. He is a brother and a parent, so when Pan Di makes any mistakes, he is so excited. He is indeed like Pan Di's second parent.
When Elae finally understood the reason why Sager was overprotected, an idea flashed through his mind - would Sager also want to "take good care of Pan Di" to win Mixiya's "identity" for him?
Sager shrouded in the shadow of the legendary father.
Sager, who wanted to get his mother's approval.
Sager, who is both brother and mother.
At this moment, in front of Ela, there is no honorable God-selected person, the brave and warlike dragon clan, but just a teenager with scarredness in family relationships.
So he whispered: "You are not him, although you look very similar, you are not SAS."
Sager looked at Elae in shock with his big blue eyes, as if he didn't know what to say. The rising emotions quickly faded away, the particles no longer vibrated violently, and memories and emotions also disappeared with the dissipation of the blue light, and his vision returned to clear.
After a long time, Sager spoke up with a strange expression: "Thank you."
"I actually thought that family relationships may be the reason why your magic is out of control. After all, you look too much like Sass, Mixiya is a mother who is clumsy in speaking, and Pan Di is young, so it naturally brings you a lot of pressure.
"I also thought about whether the commission sent by Mixiya to me will help you solve the problem of magic out of control. But when I found out that the reason might really come from your family, I suddenly didn't know what to do. Yes, this is your housework, what can I do?"
Just like what Isius said, even if you know, what can you do? Even if Elaine didn't know the unspoken rules of not asking about private matters among the chosen ones and intervening in other people's family relationships, it was not appropriate to look at it, and it did not conform to his personality.
In fact, what I need to do most is to talk about these things directly to Sager, but with his friendship with Sager, he really couldn't talk about such a personal matter. Later, he met the kidnapped of Juliet and Pan Di, and the importance of Mixiya's commission was naturally in the back row. Elaine originally wanted to wait for the god of the gods to come over and find a way to talk to Sager, but she didn't expect Sager to come to him by herself.
"Elie is a very good mother, and I have lost my memory and I don't remember my original family at all, nor am I sure what kind of person my biological mother is. I know that family brings you a lot of trouble, but I can't empathize with it." Yilai said gentle tone, a shallow smile appeared on his lips, and a hint of melancholy and loneliness in his blue eyes. "I can't make any good suggestions, but Pan Di told me that she hopes you can give her more space. You might as well listen to her ideas and discuss how to do it. It will be better than if you just worry about her."
When Sager looked at Ela's expression, he seemed to be watching some magical creature. He sneered from his nose. "He has been taught a lesson by humans."
"I don't want to teach you a lesson..."
Elai wanted to defend himself, Sager interrupted him and continued: "I will consider it."
Yilai was stunned for a moment before he realized that Sager's words were "I will consider looking at his proposal." At the moment, he didn't know what to react, so he could only follow and agree: "Pan Di should be very happy..."
Sager changed his subject and gained the dominance of dialogue, as if he wanted to get some face that was betrayed by the particles just now. "My mother wanted me to learn from you, and I always felt that this commission was inexplicable. Until you lost your temper at the Canaan Guild, I finally understood what my mother wanted me to learn from you."
"Hmm? What is it?" Eile didn't think at all, what would have inspired Sager.
"It's calmness." Sager let out a sigh and said the complete answer: "What my mother wants me to learn is your calmness."
The purpose of Mixiya's commission was finally revealed at this moment.
On the night when Chu Sige and Alicia had a long talk, Alicia did say that Mixiya's commission was "a little selfishness as a mother". If we base our view on "Micia hopes that Sager can learn from Elaine to calm down", it would be completely in line with the meaning of this statement.
What, it's just like this? Why was he beaten to death by the angry Sager?
Yilai found that from the beginning, it seemed that he had thought things too complicated, but seeing that he seemed to be really helpful, he felt that it was too good, and his efforts were not in vain.
Now he only wants to know one thing. "In this way, have you learned to 'calm'?"
"I don't know, I'm still working hard." Sagerton seemed to have some understanding. "I haven't asked my mother yet, and I don't know if the commission is considered a settlement, but--"
Sager signaled Elaine to give him his hand, and Elaine reached out her hand obediently, and something was stuffed over.
Hard, cool, palm-sized, like a thin roof tiles, but the material is more like nails or teeth - a white dragon scale.
"One scale, for a promise."
Sager gave him his scales, and the gift of the scales represents the promise of the Dragon Clan and──
"Let's make friends."
friendship.
He gained friendship from Sager.
The indescribable joy swelled in Yilai's chest, almost gushing out of his chest, which was a feeling he had never experienced before. He felt it was so unreal, and he doubted whether it was a dream. The touch of the dragon scales in his hand told him that it was not false.
Yilai still kept a smile, but anyone could tell that it was a happy smile.
Chapter completed!