apology(1/3)
Ji Ling's eyes were slightly sour. When he came to his senses, Ning Yu had already let go of his hand and took a step back.
At this time, Yang Wei happened to come out of the kitchen. Ning Yu smiled and said to her: "Thank you for your hospitality. It's a bit late, so it's time for me to go back."
Yang Wei smiled: "Okay, be careful on the road."
Ning Yu nodded, looked at Ji Ling deeply again, turned around and pushed the door and left.
Yang Wei withdrew her gaze and smiled at Ji Ling: "Tell me honestly, are you in love with her sister?"
Ji Ling: "No."
Yang Wei: "The brothers are here, but you still say no."
Ji Ling: "No!"
He turned his head in embarrassment and left, jumped back to his room, slamming the door.
Yang Wei smiled helplessly. It seems that this child is in love, and he is still stubborn and refuses to admit it.
Ji Ling fell to the bed with a red face and looked at her head blankly. After a long time, a smile appeared in her eyes, her lips moved, and she spoke silently: Thank you.
Thank you for telling me about this.
Because Ji Ling was sprained, he was inconvenient to move, so he simply took a few days off to stay at home and was tired of being with his parents every day. Ji's father was busy with work and often had to go on business trips, so he went out again after staying for a few days.
Yang Wei always eats in the company cafeteria. Because Ji Ling is recuperating at home, she comes back to cook every day these days.
Fortunately, the company is not far from home, and it is quite convenient to go back and forth.
Ji Ling's injury was not serious, and healed a lot in a few days, and there was no problem with walking. He was worried that his mother worked too hard, so he often came back from buying vegetables at the supermarket at the entrance of the district, cut the rice into the steamed vegetables, and then waited for his mother to come back to put it in the pot, which would save a lot of time.
Ning Yu and other friends would send him messages from time to time to ask if he was better. Ji Ling would reply very well without worrying.
That afternoon, Ji Ling was hanging on the sofa playing games, and Ning Yu's news came in again.
Ning Yu: When will you go back to school?
Ji Ling waited until the game ended before slowly opening WeChat to reply to the message: Monday.
Ning Yu's message is coming back soon: Are you playing games just now?
Ji Ling thought to himself that you are such a clever ghost, but I just don’t want you to guess, so he replied: No, I’m sleeping.
Ning Yu: I was in that game too, and I saw you online.
Ji Ling's expression froze and was about to ask him how he knew, but the news about Ning Yu came again.
Ning Yu: Wang Yixin told me your number, and by the way, Xiao Jia, who was teaming with you just now, is me.
Ji Ling:
No wonder I just thought that Xiaojia was smooth and moved, she looked like a master, and she was taciturn and took good care of him. You are asking him knowingly, right? And you are so embarrassed to call yourself Xiaojia?
Never seen such a shameless person :)
Ning Yu: You can see that when you play games, you focus on participating, and this mentality is very good.
Ji Ling:?
Why do you feel mocked?
Humph, the baby is unhappy and doesn’t want to pay attention to you anymore!
Ji Ling put down his cell phone angrily, looked up at the time, and it was probably an hour before his mother came back, so she got up and went out to buy groceries.
The supermarket is right at the entrance of the community. The environment in this community is pretty good and the garden landscape is also very beautiful. Everyone is usually at work at this point and there are almost no people on the way.
Ji Ling bought some vegetables and walked back along the tree-shaded road with a bag. As he walked, he suddenly stopped.
A tall man in a gray suit in front of him pushed the door and got out of the car and walked towards him.
Ji Lingzun was in place, oh, why did Jing Sui appear here now? Is this answer still necessary? Of course it was - it came for himself!
What to do qaq
Jing Sui walked over step by step, stopped in front of Ji Ling, and stared at the boy's face with his eyes down.
The boy looked a little surprised, embarrassed, and uneasy.
He did not smile at him without any warning as before, and called him Mr. Fu shyly. The alertness and alienation in these eyes were very familiar with Jing Sui, because in that world, the boy always looked at him like this.
Do you regret it? Because I was impulsive to expose Carlos' identity, but hurt the enemy a thousand times and hurt himself eight hundred times, and even I lost the opportunity to get close.
A self-deprecating smile slowly emerged from Jing Sui's lips.
In fact, there is nothing to regret. One day the truth will be revealed. There is no eternal secret in this world.
It's OK to be straightforward.
Ji Ling looked at the man's cold appearance, with a cold smile on his dark eyes and lips. He instinctively wanted to retreat, but as soon as he moved, the man grabbed his arm and pressed it on the trunk behind him. The bag in his hand also fell at his feet. Jing Sui lowered his head and approached him, raised the corners of his lips, and his voice was low and dull: "Where do you want to go?"
Ji Ling almost cried.
When he was in Dubai before, he was wondering why Mr. Fu liked him. He was puzzled at the time, but now he finally understood why he said he liked him.
Jing Sui not only came to this world, but also became his mother's immediate boss. Is this a bit ridiculous?!
Ji Ling said in a panic: "No, I don't want to go where I go."
The domineering president likes the son of a female subordinate. Is this a lack of human nature or a degradation of morality? What should I do to wait online!
Jing Sui looked at the boy's panicked eyes. The boy's reaction was as expected, but he was still a little disappointed and unwilling to accept it. Did I not do enough for you and have not changed enough?
But you are still afraid of me.
You have no idea how cruel and hurtful you are.
I used to always try to make up for it, but my approach will only make you farther and farther away from me. At that time, I thought I was hurting you too deeply. Now I realized that making up for it is actually meaningless and not what you need.
You have never loved me, and you probably have never blamed me.
You are just afraid of me.
Jing Sui's chest was undulating, and there seemed to be a chill in his blood. He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, his voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of sarcasm: "I went to see you that day, you said you didn't have time to listen to me." He bowed slightly and slowly said in Ji Ling's ear: "I don't know if you have time today?"
The man's low voice was in his ears, so close that it seemed to hit his heart one after another. He was obviously very calm, but Ji Ling suddenly became timid!
His heart was beating violently, and he thought he must be calm and not panic! Although their identities have been exposed now, Jing Sui may not know what he knows. As long as he doesn't know, he will still be saved. After all, in that world, Jing Sui loved him and would not hurt him.
He must not know what he likes, so he still says what he likes himself
You can't lose your own stance.
Ji Ling took a deep breath, his eyelashes trembled, he looked up at Jing Sui, pretending to be confused, "You, what do you want to say to me?" Jing Sui looked at the fear and anxiety in the boy's eyes. It seems that you are really afraid. I know the truth. Although I am indeed very painful and disappointed, I never thought of taking revenge on you, but you probably don't believe it.
Jing Sui's lips were slightly opened, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, and he spoke lightly: "I want to ask you, don't continue to pretend to like someone, it should be something that deserves to be happy, right?"
Ji Ling's pupils suddenly contracted, and he stared at Jing Sui in a daze, and fear finally emerged in his eyes.
Jing Sui, he still knew.
I shouldn't have that kind of luck mentality
Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's fearful eyes, and the self-mockery smile on his lips deepened. What was he expecting? He hoped that he told him that he did not mean it, he had difficulties, and he actually cared about himself a little bit. It was really ridiculous.
Now, I still have this kind of self-deception fantasy.
Now that everything is in front of you, can you see the truth clearly?
Apart from the teenager's fearful eyes, you are destined to get nothing
No matter how much I did, you don’t believe that my love for you is enough to go through the storm, or that you never care about my love at all.
If you don't take it to heart, you won't try to believe it.
This feeling is like wishful thinking and digging out your own heart and throwing it on the ground, trampling it on others again and again, but it still cannot replace it with a word of pity. It's a pity.
Jing Sui raised his hand and pinched the boy's trembling chin, covered the pain in his eyes with a playful cover, lowered his eyes and smiled: "No, you actually stopped pretending to like me anymore. Maybe it was from the night Carlos found the palace, you stopped pretending to like me anymore."
So long ago, you said you didn't like it, and you read it clearly better than anyone else.
I was self-indulgent and paranoid thinking that you were just fooled by Carlos.
You actually gave me a chance to withdraw, but I was not sure.
because I love you.
So I was stubborn and refused to see the facts clearly. I hope you love me too. I hope all the misunderstandings between us are just small twists and turns before the beautiful ending. I hope we can finally get married.
But since you are not lovers, how can you finally get married?
A hoarse smile overflowed from Jing Sui's throat.
Ji Ling was indeed a little scared when he looked at Jing Sui like this, because he didn't know what Jing Sui would think, and whether he would become evil if he could not accept the facts, but he was a little complicated and sad. After all, it was an indisputable fact that he had deceived him and hurt him. After a while, Ji Ling spoke softly: "You know everything."
"Yes." Jing Sui looked at him and said slowly: "What do you have? Do you want to tell me?"
At this moment, Ji Ling was sober like never before. He knew what he should say to be the most beneficial to him. He could say that he had difficulties, but he was helpless. He was unwilling to do that or he was unwilling to deceive him.
He can tell the truth to get Jing Sui's forgiveness, and I believe this is the answer that Jing Sui wants to hear.
But, he couldn't say that.
Instead of letting you continue to be trapped in the past for this, it is better to let you regard me as a liar. I am also a liar and it is not worthy of your love at all. I don’t want you to continue to suffer, even if you hate me, it doesn’t matter.
To be continued...