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Ji Ling looked confused and his eyes were dull.
I really don't understand what I just said, what is the logical relationship between it and the man's confession
He looked at the man's deep and gentle black eyes. There was no teasing and joking in those eyes, only seriousness. Ji Ling's face was slightly hot and embarrassed.
I told you to come out and start over, but you can’t just catch someone and confess it!
Is this decision a little too hasty?!
Ji Ling almost wanted to blurt out that he didn't like men, but what Ning Yue asked him flashed through his mind. The things he had once been extremely confident in suddenly became less certain, and he could not say anything hovered on the tip of his tongue.
After a while, he held it in his arms and whispered: "You, don't like me."
Ji Ling reached out to push Jing Sui and wanted to leave here.
But the man's hand was imprisoning him like iron pliers. He seemed not surprised by his rejection, and he still persisted in pursuing the truth. His eyes looked dark and his voice was slow and low: "Why?"
Ji Ling was completely stunned. The first time he met such a stupid president, I rejected you. You still have to ask why? How can you do this kind of thing be so? Isn’t it good to give each other some face?
Jing Sui stared into his eyes and said slowly: "Of course there must be a reason for not liking someone, so why do you hate me?"
Ji Ling: "I didn't say I hate you."
Jing Sui curled the corners of his lips: "Then do you like me?"
Ji Ling: "I didn't say I like you either!"
Jing Sui spoke slowly: "Since you don't hate me, how can you say you don't like me?"
Ji Ling:
This is simply rogue logic. Ji Ling couldn't help but laugh and cry. Please see your identity. You are my mother's boss! Is this appropriate to say to me? Ah?!
If he was in love with his mother's boss and was also his mother's male boss, Ji Ling could not imagine how beautiful the scene would be on the day when things were known!
He held back his hot face, his eyes turned, and said, "Then why do you like me? If you like someone, you need a reason, right?"
Jing Sui looked at the cunning eyes of the boy in his arms and his dodging expression, as if he had returned to the past.
At that time, he mistakenly thought that the boy liked him. Faced with his step-by-step pressing, the boy also retreated step by step. At that time, he thought that this was the boy's shyness. Now he realized that he was just unwilling to accept himself and did not want to get close to him, and there was no other reason.
But I was partially attached to him and fell in love with him unknowingly, even if he never had himself in his heart.
In Jing Sui's heart, the intertwined emotions of pain and softness surged. He laughed softly: "Do you need a reason?" Ji Ling nodded vigorously! He counted in his heart. We had only seen it three times in total!
Jing Sui's voice was mute: "Because only when I see you can I forget that person, forget his deception to me, forget the fact that he left me, is the only one who makes me feel that I can fall in love with someone again."
Ji Ling: It's a blissful scene. Is this the shooting scene of which bloody drama?
Ji Ling swallowed, regretting that he had just talked a few things. He pondered for a moment and said, "I think it's better to think carefully. After all, it's also someone you have loved for so long. Isn't it a bit hasty to say that you can let go? What if you regret it in the future?"
Jing Sui sighed softly, "You advised me to let go of him just now, saying that he is not worthy of my liking."
Ji Ling: I know I'm wrong
Jing Sui looked at his eyes, a bitter smile appeared on his lips, and his voice seemed to contain a sense of pain: "So, you just hate me so much. You would rather let me continue to like someone who is not worthy of liking than give me a chance, right?"
Ji Ling: "No."
Jing Sui asked him again: "Do you dislike me for having loved someone else?"
Ji Ling: "Not that." He is not so ky. It is even more excessive than dislike of others' love history.
Jing Sui said again: "Then do you dislike me as older than you?"
Ji Ling: "It's okay." He is only in his teens, and he has even seen uncles like Carlos.
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Then you don't seem to have any reason to hate me. Since that's the case, why don't you accept my liking for you?"
Ji Ling finally speechless and avoided Jing Sui's sight in panic.
He looked behind Jing Sui, his face suddenly turned pale, and his panic voice rose slightly: "Mom, why are you here?"
As he said that, he pushed Jing Sui hard.
Jing Sui was slightly stunned, finally let go of his hand, his face changed slightly, he turned around and looked behind him, but there was no one behind him.
Ji Ling ran away.
Jing Sui was stunned for a moment, and instantly realized that Yang Wei was not coming. He turned around and looked at the boy's back as he fled far away. After a while, he let out a self-deprecating chuckling. There was a little sadness in the laughter, and a little lonely and relieved.
You have really not changed at all. You are still used to running away from me again and again. The truth was once close to me but I turned a blind eye to my stupidity and illusion. I have never seen through such an obvious fact in my life.
This is the real you, let go of all the disguised you.
The one you who clearly doesn't love me but can't let go.
Ji Ling used a trick to get rid of Jing Sui and ran back like a fire. He thought it was really deadly. Did he trigger some domineering president to fall in love with my fg? How could he even encounter such a powerful weapon!
Thinking of Mr. Fu’s words, I still feel a sense of trance and unreality, like a dream.
He patted his face and felt much calmer before returning to his room.
That night, Ji Ling had another nightmare.
He actually dreamed that Jing Sui also came over. Jing Sui saw the book, then caught himself angrily and asked him why he lied to him. He could only cry and say that he didn't mean it, and he was forced, but Jing Sui didn't listen at all and locked him in a small black room.
The next day, Ji Ling got up and found that his clothes were sweating. He wiped his cold sweat and thought to himself that he was thinking too much. How could Mr. Fu be so calm if he was Jing Sui? He would definitely turn evil!
And no matter what, even if I really get bent, I can't fall in love with my mother's boss!
Let's go back together.
On the way back, Ji Ling started to be an ostrich-shaped one. Although he felt that Mr. Fu would not say anything in public, he was still very uncomfortable, fearing that the other party would discover it, and he wanted to reduce his sense of existence.
Jing Sui's eyes fell on the boy inadvertently. Seeing him playing with his phone with his head down and looking straight, he laughed at himself.
It seems that I really don't want to see me.
He was silent for a moment, and turned around and walked out when he was about to enter the waiting room. Chen Zhuoming said in surprise: "Mr. Fu, where are you going?"
Jing Sui said lightly: "Buy milk tea."
Chen Zhuoming: ""
Ji Ling sat next to her mother, lowered her head and pressed her phone. Ning Kehan just sent him a message asking him when he would come back and said he had something to come to him.
Ji Ling sent his air tickets, saying that he would be back today.
I would rather Kehan agree to contact you when you come back.
Ji Ling thought absent-mindedly, and didn't know what Ning Kehan had to do to him. Suddenly, a slender and beautiful hand stretched out in front of him, holding a cup of milk tea in that hand.
He looked up in surprise and met the man's handsome and gentle face, and couldn't help but be slightly stunned.
Jing Sui raised his thin lips slightly: "For you."
Ji Ling: ""
This is not suitable. The president went to buy milk tea for me. This is what my boyfriend did.
Please pay attention to your image, my mother is sitting next to you!
Yang Wei also saw this scene, and she stood up and said politely and unexpectedly: "Mr. Fu, what are you doing? You're so polite."
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "It's just a matter of raising hands. I like Xiao Ling very much and I'm very close to him."
The sound of Xiao Ling fell into Ji Ling's ears, and his body stiffened, as if he was being stopped by some nightmare, sitting blankly without moving.
Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's gentle appearance and smiled. Although this man always seemed serious and afraid to look down upon when working, he was still a young man in front of her. During this period, he had a lot of easy-going relationship with each other. Unexpectedly, he could get along with his stupid son.
She looked back and found that Ji Ling was still looking at Jing Sui stupidly, and did not reach out to pick her up. She patted her son's head: "Isn't thank Mr. Fu yet."
Ji Ling came to his senses only then. He stood up and reached out to take the milk tea. His fingertips accidentally touched Jing Sui's fingertips. He hurriedly withdrew them like an electric shock. He didn't dare to look at him, so he turned his eyes away, "Thank you, thank you."
Jing Sui's voice was dull and dumb: "You're welcome."
He rubbed the boy's head casually, then turned around and left as if nothing had happened.
Yang Wei then looked down at her son and smiled and said, "When did you know Mr. Fu so well? Why didn't you say anything when did you see you?" Ji Ling was embarrassed. He wanted to say that we were not familiar with each other! We only met several times in total! But they confessed to me.
How did he tell his mother about this?
He had no choice but to stammer: "Actually, he is not very familiar with him."
After Ji Ling finished speaking, she was afraid that her mother would mention this topic again. She looked at the time and said, "Ah, it's almost time. Let's go and queue up!"
Seeing that his son didn't want to mention this matter any longer, Yang Wei had to shake her head with a hilarious look.
Fortunately, Jing Sui was in first class on the plane, and Ji Ling and his mother were sitting outside so they would not meet again, which made him feel a little relieved. He turned off his phone, looked at the milk tea in his hand with a complicated expression, and tightened his fingers slightly.
If, what if he is really Jing Sui
Is this possible?
Is it myself that the person he said that he loved him but actually lied to him and left him ruthlessly?
Ji Ling closed his eyes and did not dare to continue thinking.
Sometimes he feels like a coward. Once he encounters a problem, he wants to avoid it. When he encounters something he cannot choose, he wants to escape. He always passively escapes and escapes. He never thinks about facing the problem directly, but he really just doesn't know how to face it.
This complex emotional problem has exceeded the scope he can handle.
He could not think of any other way except to escape.
To be continued...