meet again(1/2)
Ji Ling was puzzled when he saw this. He was just now like he was accustomed to the public and didn't plan to watch the fun. Aren't you? Why is it now like he is fussing?
The girl stared at Wen Yan in a daze, and suddenly shed tears in her eyes and said angrily: "If you don't like it, just like it, why do you have to make such an excuse!" She said that and ran away crying!
Wang Yixin and Zheng Lin were stunned when they watched this scene. In fact, everyone present had this expression.
But Wen Yan seemed to have no idea how amazing he was speaking, and his expression did not change at all. He ignored the eyes of everyone, walked over from the cafeteria with a calm expression, and even held the gift given by the girl just now in his hand.
It was not until Wen Yan's figure disappeared that there were endless discussions in the cafeteria.
Wang Yixin hit Zheng Lin with his elbow, "Hey, are you saying Senior Yu's words true? Or is it just to reject the excuses made by other girls?"
Zheng Lin was a little uncertain: "If you just say this to reject others, you will kill a thousand enemies and lose yourself by yourself, right? It will be fake and it will become real if it is spread."
When Ji Ling heard this, he finally understood why they were so surprised and said, "Isn't he gay?"
Wang Yixin fell into deep thought: "I don't know if he is homosexual, but at least until today, no one thinks he is homosexual." Although Senior Yu has never been in love at school, he is famous for being gentle and patient with girls, and has never had any scandals with same-sex people. He is outstanding, handsome and self-disciplined. Although there is a little suspicion of central air conditioning, this does not prevent him from becoming popular!
As long as he has no master for a day, women feel that they have hope!
If women knew he was gay, how could they confess to him?!
Zheng Lin held his chin: "Or, Senior Yu is actually a deep cabinet?! If he likes a man, then it seems that he can resist the gentle attacks of women in the past four years without falling into trouble!" Thinking from the perspective of others, if it were him, how could he refuse such temptation?
Wang Yixin: "What you said seems to make some sense."
Zheng Lin: "But it is not ruled out that he just was impatient, so he found an excuse to refuse others once and for all. After today's incident, I guess there will never be any girl confessing to him again."
Wang Yixin: "You said he was really homosexual, was it the one above or the one below?"
Zheng Lin suddenly became interested: "He looks so beautiful, he should be the one below, hehehe?"
Ji Ling: ""
Didn’t these two guys just now look like they didn’t believe in rational analysis? Why did they start to discuss in the blink of an eye? Sure enough, he shouldn’t have hope for the moral integrity of contemporary college students.
Wen Yan walked out of the school gate with a gift. On the way, he met his classmates who greeted him, and they all smiled warmly.
He did not live on campus, but rented a single apartment across the street from the school. When he came to the stairwell, there was no one there at that time, so he casually threw the gift in his hand into the trash can.
A ticking sound - the elevator just arrived at the first floor and the metal door opened.
Wen Yan took the elevator to the 18th floor, took out the key and opened the door, entered the door and changed into slippers, walked to the living room and opened the curtains, squinted his eyes and looked at the dark sky outside.
There was no warmth in the black eyes, and there was a deep self-deprecation and sarcasm.
It has been ten days since he woke up in this world.
But this did not make him feel turbulent.
After living for a lifetime, he still watched the boy die in front of him again.
Even more powerless and desperate than in his previous life, even though he tried his best, the final result still did not change, and he could not keep his beloved.
At that moment, he began to doubt the meaning of his existence.
He climbed up by any means, for the sake of money and power, and finally achieved his goal, and overwhelmed countless nobles as a civilian. It is logical that he should be happy that he succeeded, but all this cannot bring him spiritual satisfaction, nor can he fill his empty soul. He is like a ghost living in the shadows. He cannot stand in the sun no matter what, no matter how much he gets, he cannot hide his despicable and dark heart, nor can those nobles really care about him and respect him.
There is only one person, as a noble noble, who doesn't care about his identity as a civilian or the mistakes he makes. He always treats him as an equal person and is willing to give him gentleness and kindness, but he cannot protect that person.
What is the purpose of living?
Wen Yan questioned himself like this countless times.
To him, it was just for one person.
If he lost that person, the world would lose its meaning to him, but he would eventually live a good life.
Because the last order the boy gave him was to let him live well.
He is worried about him
Wen Yan remembered the boy, and a look of gentleness and pain slowly appeared in his eyes.
I swear that I will never betray you again and give my loyalty to you, my life, everything about me, so I will obey your orders and live well, so that you will be happy, right? I will let you see that I am living a good life.
Wen Yan left Dixing since that day.
Leaving the imperial power center where he was standing at a high place in his previous life.
He wandered in the universe for a while, and finally came to Beifeng Xingluanshui City, and returned to the hut they once lived in.
This planet was once in danger, and Ji Ling protected it at the expense of himself. He really cared about everything here, the people and friends here.
A teenager is different from himself. He only cares about the teenager from beginning to end, and does not care about the life and death of others except the teenager. No one's life is worthless in his eyes and can be abandoned at will.
But this time, he wanted to protect the place where the boy wanted to protect.
Protect the person he wants to protect.
Try, care about other people's lives, try, and live like a normal person.
Wen Yan lived there for many years. The Beifeng Star gradually changed from a backward remote planet to a well-off and stable planet in the Moore Galaxy. People lived and worked in peace and contentment here, praising the powerful existence of the planet that secretly guarded.
People think he is compassionate and compassionate.
Even if he doesn't know his identity, he is not stingy with his gratitude to him.
Wen Yan never thought that one day, a selfish, cruel and ruthless person like himself would also gain the sincere gratitude and respect from others.
It’s a pity that he is not as powerful as they thought. The people here have never seen the real strong man in the universe.
This is just a small corner of the vast universe
Here he can protect countless people like a god, but in the face of the Emperor Star and in front of the real strong man, he cannot even protect the person he loves the most.
He is just a weak man.
In the face of fate, he is as weak and sad as an ant.
Rebirth is meaningless to him.
Living is nothing more than his promise to his beloved.
He spent many years fulfilling the promise, and woke up again when he thought it would finally be over.
Coming to this uncivilized, comfortable, small and fragile ancient earth, awakened to a cowardly human with a hangover.
Although it seemed ridiculous, Wen Yan calmly accepted all this.
Not everyone has the right and freedom to choose death. Since this is the case, he chooses to accept the arrangement of fate and no longer makes unnecessary resistance.
Ji Ling lived a plain and happy college career, and he spent every day painting in class.
Wang Yixin and Zheng Lin were looking forward to Miss Ning coming to meet Ji Ling every day, and repeatedly told Ji Ling that if Ji Ling received Ning Kehan's invitation, she would never forget her good brother.
Chen Ming happened to skip class that day. Later, when he learned about this, he also gave Ji Ling a thumbs up and volunteered to be willing to give Ji Xiaoling a horse, saying that he would call him next time he had something to do.
What a group of young and turbulent college students
Ji Ling admired his face in the mirror. He always knew that he looked quite likable, but he didn't expect that getting into a genre would have so many benefits. He didn't think anything when he was in high school before?
I am just ordinary and handsome now. If I were in the interstellar world, wouldn’t that be so? I’m afraid I would have to be overwhelmed by the crazy bees and butterflies every day!
I suddenly seemed to understand why they liked themselves. Those snake sperm diseases are actually all fatal!
I understand them after thinking about it this way. Alas, the world of face control is like this and it makes no sense.
So, just ordinary!
Usually, except for class, Ji Ling took out his sketchbook and drew some beautiful scenery he saw in another world.
He gradually began to look at all this calmly, and in fact he didn't need to deliberately avoid it. He wouldn't meet those people again, right? Just treat it as a foreign experience.
That magnificent world gave him a lot of inspiration.
Don't think about bad tasks, there are actually many wonderful things worth remembering
A week passed soon. On Friday afternoon, Wang Yixin said to Ji Ling: "We will play games tonight, are you going?"
Ji Ling shook his head: "I'll go home." Zheng Lin said enviously: "It's good for those who are at home locally, and you can go home on weekends."
Chen Ming smiled and said, "Why, do you want to go home too?"
Zheng Lin: "No, I don't want to."
He hasn't enjoyed his college career as a free flight yet, so who can't wait to go home so impatiently? He is not a child who has not been weaned, and his parents will be chanted to death when he plays a game at home.
If you don’t go back, you will never go back!
Then the three of them turned to look at Ji Ling who was packing up their things and happily carrying bags to go home. They sighed in unison: "Xiao Ling is still a child."
Ji Ling twitched: ""
You guys don’t know the beauty of having a home at all. Do you know what it means to leave your hometown? Are you alone? You really don’t know how to be blessed. I have died once, and I have an unyielding soul who will do everything to go home!
And he has only been back for a few months? It's the time to miss home
You can't understand me.
Ji Ling was too lazy to pay attention to these guys and called his mother when he went out. This week, his father was not at home on a business trip. In order to avoid suddenly going home and losing everything, it would be better to say it first.
After a while, the phone number from Yang Wei was answered. Her voice was very low and she said, "What's wrong, Xiao Ling?"
Ji Ling immediately realized: "Are you having a meeting?"
Yang Wei: "Yes."
Ji Ling said: "I'm going to go home. Mom, how long will you be back?"
Yang Wei thought for a while and said, "The meeting may take several hours to end like this. Come to the company and wait for me. After get off work, I will take you out for dinner."
To be continued...