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Ji Ling looked at him calmly and said slowly: "Of course I know what I am talking about."
Ning Yu closed her eyes and opened them again, with a cold look in her black eyes, and her voice was hoarse: "What have you heard outside?"
Ji Ling pursed her lips. Ning Yu said calmly: "No matter what you heard, you don't have to take it seriously, I will deal with it."
From the beginning of his journey, he was destined to be a path full of loneliness, bloody, and cruel. He could only move forward, not look back, and always walk on the edge of life and death, carrying everyone's expectations alone.
This is his own choice, and he will not blame anyone.
Moreover, no matter who wins, Carlos or Jing Sui, the rebels must be eliminated and cannot be tolerated.
Even without Ji Ling, even Jing Sui never let the rebels go even in the previous life.
This life was just a little earlier.
Ji Ling smiled: "You should understand that if I go back, at least I can convince one of them to temporarily stop chasing you and the rebels, and also let their conflicts be diverted, and buy more time for you and give more people the opportunity to escape."
Ning Yu took a deep breath, his chest slightly fluctuated, and he looked at Ji Ling gently and calmly: "I don't need you to do this. I can protect you and protect them."
"You can't, you can't protect everyone-" Ji Ling interrupted him, his eyes were calm, he raised his lips, and smiled slightly: "Besides, I don't need your protection at all. Whether it's Your Majesty or Carlos, they are all very nice to me and are willing to protect me. Even if I return to Jing Sui, I can still be my noble noble, or even his queen, living a life of a group of servants in rich clothes and food, without having to hide my name here and wander around. How do you know that I don't want to go back?"
A look of pain finally appeared in Ning Yu's eyes. He walked towards Ji Ling step by step. His black eyes were as dark as an abyss, his voice was low and dumb, wrapped in anger that squeezed out from the depths of his chest, and he said sternly: "Stop talking stupid things! Don't always stand up stupidly and do things that are overestimating your abilities!"
This was the first time Ji Ling saw Ning Yu so angry. Even if he provoked him, he always took it calmly, as if no matter what he did, he would not make him feel uncomfortable. He was always so gentle, calm, and rational. But at this moment, he seemed so fierce and angry.
But Ji Ling was not afraid at all.
He raised his head, bent his eyes and smiled gently, his voice floating and sharp as a knife: "Is it not important to me? Isn't it important? Is this the most beneficial choice for you? You who do everything is full of calculations and understands clearly, this time."
Ji Ling said word by word: "Gabriel, you disappointed me."
Ning Yu's face suddenly turned pale, she almost stood unsteadily, and she staggered and took a step back.
He looked at the boy in front of him.
This sentence from the boy easily opened up the deepest secret hidden in his heart.
This was the first time he allowed himself to be dominated by emotions, without calculating or using to get close to someone he shouldn't have gotten close to, and he wanted to protect him.
He did something irrational.
But this time alone, the price was so heavy that he could hardly bear it.
Ning Yu closed his eyes hard to cover up the anger, pain and sorrow in his eyes. He slowly said, "You don't love him."
Ji Ling smiled when she heard this, and said indifferently: "What does it matter if I love him or not? There are so many people in this world who are together because of love? Such naive words are not like what you would say."
Life, freedom, money, ideals, careers, everyone has their own scale in their hearts, and there are things they think are more important than love.
For Ji Ling, going home is far more important than love.
He will not fall in love with anyone here. Since he is just the same, what's the difference between whom he is around?
So he doesn't mind doing something that can be done casually, maybe just to get home with greater peace of mind.
Ning Yu pulled open the corner of his mouth and showed a slight self-deprecating smile. Yes, this really doesn't seem like what he could say.
In his eyes, freedom and faith are much more important than love, so even if he is moved, he chooses to stay away, and even if he is reluctant, he chooses to let go.
Time and time again, let the young man who shook his heart leave his world.
But until this moment, when some emotion that has never been seen before is impacting his reason and making wrong judgments, he realizes that sometimes it is not an easy thing to keep rational. The reason why human nature has weaknesses is because humans are emotional animals after all, not completely rational machines.
Even though you know that you can save more people, you cannot easily cut off the people in your heart and remain indifferent.
He didn't want to lose him again.
Ning Yu lowered his eyes, his face looked pale due to blood loss, and his dark eyes were faintly filled with depression. He walked over, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the boy's forehead. His voice was very light, as if he had a hint of pleading. He said, "I will have a solution, and I don't need you to help me, so stop saying such things, okay?"
Ji Ling was silent for a long time, turned his eyes away, and said, "You have been delayed here for too long, and someone will come to find you."
Ning Yu paused slightly.
He fought outside one after another, and finally led the survivors back, and didn't even have time to treat the injury, just to see the boy and see if the boy is still alright here, but he knew he couldn't stay for a long time because there were still many people who needed him.
He has no time to do whatever he wants and do whatever he wants.
Ning Yu closed her eyes, covering up the sadness and bitterness in her eyes, her voice was low and gentle, and she kissed the boy's forehead and said, "Stop thinking about it, huh? Stay here well, there will be no problem."
Ji Ling didn't say anything.
It was not until Ning Yu finally left that he stepped forward and closed the door calmly.
The system hesitated for a moment and said: Are you really planning to return to Jing Sui?
Ji Ling said: Yes.
The system said: Is it because of those people today? Those people are indeed a bit too much. No matter what Ning Yu does this time, at least he has protected them countless times before, living and dying for them. This time, Ning Yu just wanted to protect someone, but he had to face such accusation and questioning.
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, let out a breath, and laughed: Actually, it is understandable, it is the idol burden.
system:?
Ji Ling: No matter how much Ning Yu does for them or sacrifices, as long as he makes a mistake and does something that is not satisfactory, someone will be dissatisfied. People have always been like this, but how can he not make mistakes as long as he is a human being? He is not a heartless and ruthless god, and he will always live for others.
The system is somewhat difficult to accept such things.
Ji Ling Youyou said: So to a certain extent, being a bad person is much easier than being a good person. A good person needs to go through eighty-one difficulties to become a Buddha, while a bad person only needs to do one thing.
System: What's the matter?
Ji Ling: Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot.
system:
Ji Ling sighed. Although everyone knew that Jing Sui and Carlos would not let the Resistance Army go, and they would definitely eliminate the roots after using it. The existence of the Resistance Army and Gabriel was a thorn in their eyes, Ning Yu exposed his identity in order to find out and took him away at Carlos' wedding.
Ning Yu did do what he shouldn't have done. Although he has tried his best to minimize the impact and to endure all this alone, his identity and position are destined to represent his words and deeds alone, and there are too many people behind him relying on him.
If he is rational and calm enough, he shouldn't have come to save himself, he shouldn't have come to approach himself, he should be like in his previous life
‘Everyone is peaceful’.
In fact, the most unlikely between the nobles and the rebels.
This error should be ended by him.
Ji Ling knew that it was time to leave, but bad things always came faster than people thought.
The next day, he had just gotten up and joined the team with Aman. Suddenly, the sky and the earth started to shake. The guard plate at the top of the base was shaken down, revealing black holes, as if holes were dug in the sky.
Looking around, people were panicked.
The harsh alarm sounds and people's crying, noisy and angry shouts were mixed together, as if the sky was falling and the earth was shattered, and despair was spreading.
Aman stood there in a daze, turned to look at Ji Ling, and murmured: "Why are we discovered so quickly?"
Yes, it's so fast.
It seems that Jing Sui and the others are really determined to find themselves back soon. Fortunately, they have not used devastating weapons crazy yet. I am afraid that they can't find the ashes they have accidentally knocked out. Do you still have to thank their subordinates for showing mercy? At least they did not kill them all, leaving a line of things.
Ji Ling was a little distracted.
Suddenly he felt his hands tight, and he lowered his head, and saw Aman holding his hand tightly, saying with a pale face: "Let's run away."
The flow of people rushed to the rear, and everyone was desperately heading to the spaceship and shelter.
Trying to escape from here.
I wonder how many people can survive this time?
Ji Ling looked at Aman and smiled, suddenly shook his hand away, and walked forward against the flow of people. No one had time to care about him at this time.
Aman was very anxious and didn't understand what Ji Ling was doing. He shouted his name. Unfortunately, because there were too many people, Aman's words soon drowned in the abortion and were swept backwards by the abortion.
Ji Ling was glad that he had at least a C-level physique, so he would not be trampled to death among this group of civilians, and he successfully went against the current, and gradually the number of people around him decreased.
The civilians, the elderly, the weak, the women and children had retreated first, and behind them were the soldiers in the resistance army, who were wearing combat uniforms to block the enemy's attack.
Deaths and injuries were everywhere, and the air was filled with the smell of dust and blood.
The sky at the base is shattered and shaky, and the sky is about to fall
Ji Ling could already see the imperial soldiers outside. He looked at the costumes that were the royal army on Jing Sui. He walked in the ruins and was about to walk out. At this time, a man in black dress with a cold and serious face jumped from the front, his legs straight, standing there, like a god of war that would never fall, blocking Ji Ling.
Ning Yu was injured again, Ying's cold face was stained with blood and flowed down his thin chin. He looked at Ji Ling deeply and spoke in a hoarse voice: "Don't go."
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, then suddenly raised his lips and smiled: "You asked me before what I wanted? You also told me that I could choose to do what I wanted."
Ning Yu seemed to have expected what he was about to say, his lips trembled slightly, his eyes changed slightly, and his hands clenched suddenly.
Ji Ling looked at him seriously and said slowly: "I am doing what I want to do now, but are you going to stop me?"
Ning Yu looked at him with a painful and sad look, fierce and determined, and blood dripped down his fingertips to the ground.
He had never begged someone like this, begged someone to stay. This was the only time, but he was destined to not get the result he wanted, because he knew in his heart that the young man seemed weak, but he was more stubborn than anyone else, and he had his own persistence.
Now he finally saw the real boy, and saw him bravely choose to do what he wanted to do, but he suddenly would rather not see it himself.
This is not what he wants to see.
Ji Ling looked at Ning Yu, was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Why do you have to?"
He will not love anyone in this world because he does not want to throw his heart in a place that cannot be found, does not want to carry too many unbearable things, and always guards his bottom line carefully.
To be continued...