If turned away, he thought, he might not have the courage to work for a second time.

In fact, he is not as strong as he seems on the surface, and he takes every step forward because of his cowardice.

Perhaps Ruan Yu’s readers are looking forward to the reason why the hero is absent from that trip, and imagine how sad a misunderstanding or hardship there is behind it.

But in fact, there is no special reason at all.

In the first half of the semester of senior high school, parents had a divorce and were fighting for the custody of a son and a daughter. Finally, they decided to negotiate and decide one for each person.

Dad was going to settle in the United States. The sister secretly cried and told him that she didn't want to go with Dad.

Then he goes.

He knew that he was the one who was leaving, so he couldn't tell Ruan Yu: "Although I'm going to settle in the United States after graduating from high school, can you be with me?"

At that time, he had no ability to decide his life at all. So he couldn't convince himself, because a little bit of love would affect a girl's future.

He gave up that graduation trip voluntarily.

He doesn't like saying goodbye, he doesn't like the last side full of ritual, he doesn't like to taste a little sweetness, and then savor the endless bitterness in the infinite time without her.

"If you can't give it to me, don't give it to me all." - Just like Zhang Huimei's singing. Xu Huaisong is such a person.

During the three years of high school, his only loss of control was the New Year's Day fireworks on the day he turned 18.

Xu Huaisong quietly looked at the person curled up on the bed, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand and approached her cheek.

But his hands were too cold, and Ruan Yu felt resistance in his sleep, and turned his head and dodged it.

His hands were frozen there.

I don't know how long it took, a sigh murmur sounded in the quiet room: "Can you... like me again?"
Chapter completed!