Chapter 059 The Late Declaration
On the first night after the September rain, the first young woman to come to Kim Jong-ming's house alone turned out to be Quan Baolan. This sounds really weird. However, if you see her angry look, you probably won't have any extra thoughts.
To be honest, this look is quite in line with Kim Jong-ming’s understanding of her - a naughty child who is prone to emotional excitement.
"Are you going on a blind date with Min Kyung?" Sitting on the sofa, Quan Baolan's tone still seemed extremely strong when she asked this.
"Yes." Kim Jong-ming was standing in front of the refrigerator with a trousers and a white shirt. "You will know when you look at my clothes. I haven't taken off my outfit yet. Why, drink coffee or boiled water?"
Perhaps it was Kim Jong-ming's calm attitude that calmed her heart, or perhaps it was Little Baker's curious behavior of sniffing her legs that made her feel a little warm, Quan Baolan's next tone seemed a lot softened: "Baiboshui, I actually have nothing else to mean, I just have something to do after seeing the news, so I want to come and ask you, have you ever thought about the consequences of doing this?"
"What consequences?" Jin Zhongming turned his head in a little confused, he really didn't understand.
"What are the consequences you said?" Quan Baolan's tone went up again. "Min Kyung is from our company. Everyone has so many opportunities to meet and get along in private. How do you go about your blind date with her and then let her face Eun-jing?!"
Jin Zhongming was slightly stunned.
"You just realized it?" Seeing the other party's appearance, Quan Baolan's eyes narrowed.
"What's the matter?" Kim Jong-ming walked over with a bottle of boiled water. "Drinking this is good for your health. My mother and Min-kyung's family are already familiar with each other. When the elders mentioned this, we just went over and perfunctorily. It was over in half an hour. Will there be a good result? I'm afraid there is no way to even embarrassment in this situation?"
"Is that true?" Quan Baolan finally calmed down. "I didn't discuss it at all?"
"Yeah." Kim Jong-ming pushed the water cup in front of him. "As soon as she came back, her mother called my mother, and she said there was no need to discuss it in depth. But I didn't expect you to come in a hurry. To be honest, it's nothing. It's just that the media is talking nonsense when hyping up scandals. Think about Ji Yeon's affairs, I caught a cucumber for her. Isn't it a scandal all over the sky? Is Eun-jing embarrassed because of this? I guess she would joke with Ji Yeon with her temper?"
"I..." Quan Baolan suddenly felt embarrassed and became bored. "I was indeed a little anxious."
"Then don't worry about this." Kim Jong-ming sat opposite Quan Baolan with his hands folded, looking like a patient teacher treating a bad adolescent girl. "To change the topic, I've always been very curious. Baolan, your attitude towards me seems to be weird... To be honest, is it all because of Eun-jing?"
Quan Baolan held the water cup and took a sip, then looked up at the person opposite him: "Otherwise, do you think I have anything to do with you?"
How can I say this attitude change speed? It really makes Jin Zhongming speechless.
"Actually have you ever thought about it? It's different from Zhaoyan and Xiaomin. For me, Jiyan and Juli, your only identity is Eun-jing's...ex-boyfriend." Quan Baolan put down the water cup, and his tone seemed helpless. "Our attitude towards you is actually reflected in the relationship between Eun-jing."
"The word refraction is so good." Jin Zhongming nodded. "It's very scientific..."
"Be quiet." Quan Baolan scolded domineeringly. "I'm talking."
"yes."
"It's okay if Juli arrives, she treats everyone like that... But I'm different from Ji Yeon. We have a very close relationship with Eun-jing."
"Is it because Eun-jing can bring you a sense of security similar to family?" Kim Jong-ming still interrupted.
"That's right." Quan Baolan was neither angry nor denied this time. "Jingjing's personality and image really make us feel safe. Ji Yeon is too young. I just came from a single-parent family. There is nothing to be a taboo about."
"But...you two seem to have a completely opposite attitude towards me."
"It's still age." Quan Baolan raised his head and looked at Kim Jong-ming. "Ji Yeon was from 1993, still a child, and I was from 1986, older than you."
"Oh." Jin Zhongming responded disapprovingly.
"I know what you think." Quan Baolan explained seriously. "But, the things that mean age are not replaced by appearance and image... Ji Yeon looks tall and mature, but in fact her age is there, and she doesn't think much about some things. So, she seems to prefer her current state at present. Eun-jing is alone, and there is no snatching her from her. Moreover, a senior and brother who know how to subconsciously take care of her outside also feels very surprised."
"What about you?" Jin Zhongming sat cross-legged on the sofa, then supported his cheeks with one hand. "What are the mature ideas about a mature woman like you?...I'm not laughing at you, I'm asking seriously."
"I think... from Enjing's perspective, you are actually quite suitable. I think you two can actually keep going." Quan Baolan stroked his bangs like a junior high school student. "So when you were together, I changed my attitude to recognize you. After breaking up, I treated you like an enemy..."
Jin Zhongming raised his eyebrows.
"Actually, I know it's so nonsense." Quan Baolan suddenly took a deep breath. "But I still couldn't help but enter Enjing's perspective, and then couldn't stop paying attention to you... Finally, I asked you something, is it really impossible for you and Jingjing to do it?"
After asking this, Quan Baolan collapsed there as if she was exhausted.
However, Kim Jong-ming was very calm. He knew that he would face this problem sooner or later. Although he always thought that this would be a question and answer with himself after meeting Eun-jing on a certain occasion... But he did not expect that a short creature named Quan Baolan would come to his home because he saw the scandal of his blind date and asked this question directly.
"No." It took ten minutes before Kim Jong-ming gave the answer, but his tone seemed unexpectedly peaceful.
"As expected." Quan Baolan also unexpectedly did not lose his temper. "But why?"
"You ask for Enjing?"
"Ask for me."
"That's good, because Eun-jing won't ask that."
"Say something that can convince me... I feel sorry for Jingjing, and I once thought you were really suitable. It can be seen that you are really like each other..."
"I like her very much now." Kim Jong-ming raised his head and replied abruptly. "I'm very handsome, confident, strong, beautiful, serious, and a soft girl in private. Who doesn't like it?"
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"So, I hope she can be liberated..."
"What kind of liberation?"
"Don't spend time on some goals that I think are destined to be out of fate, nor do I have to insist on anything for some illusory achievements... I thought about it a long time ago. The kind of envy I expect and pursue is that it is free and contentment. If you want to go to the beach, you can go to the beach. If you want to stop the car and watch it rain, you can watch it rain. If you want to go to any coffee shop you want to go to..."
"It's not like I'm so tired now that I have to bear the burden of my family, teammates, and company's Enjing?" Quan Baolan's tone was a little sarcastic. "Then why did you leave her? Shouldn't you stay and help her get out?"
"Because if we were still together, I felt that she would be so tired in her life." Kim Jong-ming replied calmly but seriously. "I can't bring her such carefree and relaxed, so I left."
"What then?" Quan Baolan still looked down on us. "After all, you still look down on our ideals, and you laugh at us in your heart! You can have grand goals, but you feel that other people's goals and ideals are destined to be impossible."
"Miss Quan Baolan." Kim Jong-ming felt that her lips were a little dry. "I think it is necessary to remind you that one person cannot completely occupy another person. I may not be able to fully explain a complete Han Enjing, but you can't! Don't look at me like this... I don't think there is any problem with my choice. For more than one year she worked hard, I have been holding her hand and giving her strength. And I believe that time will prove my current choice in the future... Moreover, it should be emphasized that even Enjing's own views cannot be used to judge herself. Only time is qualified to judge everything!"
"I will tell Enjing these words." Quan Baolan was furious.
"She will be angry and happy." Kim Jong-ming gave her own inference without hesitation. "But... I am still looking forward to seeing a carefree Han Eun-jing, even if that Eun-jing is no longer mine! I like her, so I hope she can be happy! I must ask you to convey these two sentences! Tell her that this is what Kim Jong-ming said."
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